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Timing by kitty100
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♫ Without realizing it, I fell in love with him ♫
♫ How do I express it? ♫
♫ Where's my courage gone? ♫
♫ All these people in the way ♫
♫ can't stop me from loving you ♫
♫ Forget those romantic words ♫
♫ I just want to melt away the ice around you ♫
♫ Let's just keep going like this ♫
♫ For all the summers and winters in my life ♫
♫ Without realizing it, I fell in love with him ♫
♫ Where's my courage gone? ♫
♫ All these people in the way ♫
♫ can't stop me from loving you ♫
♫ Forget those romantic words ♫
♫ I just want to melt away the ice around you ♫
♫ Let's just keep going like this ♫
♫ For all the summers and winters in my life ♫
[I Cannot Hug You]
[Episode 14]
So tired.
We finally can rest for a few days.
Do you have any plans to go anywhere? I'll help book you an itinerary.
No need. I am going to a trip with my boyfriend.
Was he the one you told me before?
I really envy couples who were able to clearly express their feelings.
Oh, right, before you leave, remember to check the weather report. There will be torrential rains next week.
It's fine. We are just going for a day.
Also, no matter where you go,
you must tell me your itinerary. I am worried that something bad might happen to you.
Aren't there a lot of missing celebrities lately?
I know already.
I'll be going then. Bye-bye.
Why did you come here?!
Of course, it is to work. Why are you so surprised?
This magazine is owned by my publishing house. Don't you know that?
I don't want to know. I kept seeing you lately. Are you plotting something?
I heard that you are going on a trip.
See? You even investigated me!
I have no time to investigate you.
I wanted to confirm our meeting date. But Zhihao said that he is not available that day, so I knew about it.
But...with your present condition, is it really good for you to go on a trip?
Whatever my condition is, it's none of your business! No need for you to meddle!
Don't be so hostile. I was worrying about you.
Then, stay far away from Zhihao.
I can't do so.
Forget it then.
Why must you endure it like this?
Don't force yourself too much. I already told you before
that if you satisfy yourself, you will be able to live more comfortably.
I don't want to let him do things that he doesn't want just because of my desires.
Doesn't want? How did you know that he doesn't want to do them?
It is a human's instinct to embrace
and get near a person that they want. That is a very natural thing.
I feel that Zhihao surely is looking forward to it too.
Our fortune is really not bad today. I initially thought that it will rain hard.
What? Is there something on my face?
Nothing. Nothing. That's right. The weather today is really good.
Where are we going then?
Near the house where I lived when I was little,
there is a very quite ravine. That's why, I want to take you there.
How are we going there? Take a train or a bus?
That...
Shiya, get in the car.
Zhihao, how come you have a car?
It's like this.
I usually don't really go out, so I didn't have any use for a car.
But thinking that I have to go out with you from now on,
hence, I bought one.
You bought it? But one must think hard first before buying a car.
How can you just buy one like this?
It's really no big deal. Anyway, it was also not that expensive.
Get in the car.
Oh, right, Zhihao,
do you have a license? Have you already bought insurance?
Don't worry. Believe me.
Let us then set out.
Okay.
Zhihao! Zhihao, turn left! Turn left!
- Activate your left turn signal! - Left turn signal?
There! There!
It's fine. Don't worry.
It's fine?
When are we going to arrive?
Shiya. Shiya.
Shiya, wake up.
What happened?
We're here.
[Simba]
How come Shiya is still not picking up?
Shiya still didn't answer your call?
Right. Don't know why...
Shihuan, help me fetch Shiya.
In passing, confirm her location with Sister Qingran. I must go prepare now.
Fine.
We've been too busy lately. I didn't have much time.
Say, since I spent so much effort to prepare this for her, do you think Shiya will like it?
Enjoy.
I'll leave it to you.
It's been so long since I've been to such a place.
The air here is very good.
Especially when you have stayed in the city for too long, you'll feel very comfortable when you come here.
Let's go for a stroll after we put down our luggage.
It's just there.
It's so clean and orderly. Did you book this in advance?
But is it fine not to register first?
The landlord didn't even come here to check on us.
It's fine. This is my house.
What?
My father used to live here. I then inherited it afterwards.
Oh, that...
But if it was me, I surely will choose to live here.
Why did you just leave this house unused?
I don't like bugs, so I don't like coming here.
So, it's just because of a simple reason like that.
Shiya, let's go out for a stroll before nighttime.
If you follow this small path, you'll end up in a small stream.
The sound of the stream is very beautiful. How about we go see it?
I frequently come here with my parents when I was little. That time, I even frequently play in the stream.
It's really hard to imagine how you were like when you were little. You even play beside the stream?
If it's now, you surely will first use a disinfectant.
Before my parents divorced, I don't have any germophobia.
Oh, right, let's talk about you. How were you like when you were little?
I already forgot what happened when I was little. I have poor memory.
You surely were like a boy, quite wild.
Probably so. My parents are very strict to me compared to my other siblings,
because I am a bit naughtier.
Other than an older sister, you also have a little brother?
I have a little brother. His name is Xiangyang.
Xiangyang? Quite a unique name.
It is colder to stay beside a stream during summer than in the beach.
I like staying besides either the stream or in a beach. But my parents used to just take my to the beach.
It's been so long since I came to a place like this, other than photo shoots.
Zhihao, look. This water is so clean. Come, try it.
I am not trying it. Just looking at it and I already feel that it's quite refreshing.
Then is this more fun than just looking?
I didn't bring any towel.
What's wrong, Shiya?
Nothing.
Zhihao, I seemed to have been to this place before.
This place is not really a tourist spot. Very few people know about this.
Maybe, it's just deja vu.
How come it's suddenly raining?
Shiya, why are you standing there?
♫ How many clear days do you want to trade, ♫
♫ in exchange for how many photographs? ♫
♫ I still remember those moments ♫
Shiya, why do you like me and chose me?
Ha?
I am saying that you actually can choose a better person.
No need to choose someone with so many shortcomings like me.
I have a lot of memories that I dare not think about.
There are a lot of things that I also can't do with you.
Including what you said about 'being able to shine',
I really don't understand what it means.
Also, I feel that you are not happy when you are with me.
No, no, no, I feel very happy.
Also, you are very handsome.
And very mature. And very sweet.
♫ Us meeting was like fate ♫
Actually, I also am not sure why I will like you this much.
At the start, there must be something that attracted me.
Afterwards, there was another type of feeling.
I never had this kind of feeling before.
Shiya,
you are a very precious person to me.
You opened up my sealed world.
Actually, I want to be a little closer to you, a little closer.
Because I treasure you, that's why...
that's why, I'm afraid to lose you.
Actually, it's fine.
As long as it's you, everything is fine with me. That's why, I...
Shiya...
I want to be a little closer with you.
♫ That small, cozy space ♫
♫ Because you were by my side ♫
♫ I wasn't so scared and I took a step forward ♫
♫ A day, a month, together for a year ♫
♫ Did it feel like forever? ♫
You...just answer it.
It is...your phone that is ringing.
Oh, it's mine.
Hello, no matter who you are, I am busy right now, so I'm hanging up.
What are you busy with?
Sister. Okay. Okay. I'll just call you later.
I hanged up.
Shiya, do you need to do anything tomorrow?
How about let's just go to sleep?
Sleep?
You sleep in the second floor. I'll sleep in the sofa down here.
Just call me if you need anything.
Li Shiya, what were you thinking?! You dirty fellow.
I'll go to sleep then. Good night.
Li Lanxi, you could have called any other time, but you just have to call me at this time!
Sister, what is it?
Hey, why did you hang up on me? You're quite capable now.
I'm outside your house. No one is opening the door.
I am not at home. What is it?
Nothing. I just bought some stuff to bring to you and in passing, visit you.
When did you become this good to me?
Isn't it because I'm worried about you?
Let me tell you, that we were able to find one of the previously missing vampires.
Really? Where? He must be scared.
A corpse. When we found him, he's already dead.
That's why, I am asking you to please be careful with your safety. Don't go out alone. Got it?
It must be some psychopath.
It's so hard to believe.
Where is Shiya? Didn't Shiya come with you?
Shiya has to do something so she won't be able to come.
What thing?
I think...she must be working.
When I called her earlier, she also didn't answer it.
That's why, just let her work. Let's not disturb her anymore.
Really?
I think she must be working hard in her job.
That's right too. Our Shiya is loving earning money. She is really getting more adorable.
In your eyes, she is adorable regardless of what she does?
She is adorable anytime.
I clearly spent a lot to book this whole area,
even decorated it this prettily, and even bought a gift.
it feels like since Shiya started dating that guy, we have seen each other less.
Today is even my birthday.
I remember that your birthday is not today.
You told me before that you don't know what your real birthday is
so the orphanage set a date for you.
But isn't it still a few months from now?
That's right. I also don't know when I was born.
That date that they set when I was still in the orphanage became by birthday.
But in my heart, the day I met Shiya is the day of my rebirth.
That's why, I just assumed it to be my birthday.
So it's like that.
But I never really celebrated this birthday that often.
But since I already spent money to decorate this place and Shiya didn't come, I'll just let you see it so it won't go to waste.
Is it beautiful?
Beautiful.
♫ A lover that I cannot hug ♫
♫ Can you come a bit closer? ♫
♫ Are you also afraid that the ice cold iron will blossom? ♫
♫ Don't let regrets give me the answer ♫
♫ Building a wall, withdrawing the heart's defense ♫
♫ The body and soul are both refusing to give in to each other ♫
♫ Who let the dark night push open the window ♫
♫ The demonic heart penetrated into the light.
♫ Stop hiding it, your happiness ♫
♫ is not my imagination, love didn't lie ♫
♫ The angel closed his wings ♫
♫ How am I going to touch your heartbeat for a second? ♫
Although our race our different, you always understand me.
Support me. Help me do a lot of things.
You made me feel that there are good humans too.
Because you are my best friend.
But going back to it, you should still celebrate your birthday.
How about I'll just sing you a birthday song?
Don't bother. Whenever you sing, I feel like I'm working.
♫ Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you ♫
♫ Happy birthday to Simba ♫
I'm guessing it is some beggar again.
Look. Have you seen this child?
He is my son. He went missing on his way home.
He went missing around this area.
Is this person a vampire?
My son is just 8 years old.
For so many days, don't know if he was able to eat well.
Help me look for him. Please take a look.
So sorry. I have never seen him.
Really?
He is very cute.
It was raining hard when he went missing. He was wearing a pair of yellow boots.
I beg you, please just look at it.
I really haven't seen him.
Take good care of yourself.
I wish you good luck.
Wait!
Do you know who that was?
The son of that woman earlier.
Where is Professor Chen?
Professor, when will this research end?
Once you get the name list and we are able to catch those vampires with special genes, it will then be soon.
Then if they come, they will also die?
You said before that not all the vampires that will be researched on will die.
This is called sacrifices. Don't you understand?
For humans to progress and to survive, sacrifices are a must.
In doing researches, we use some small rats, frogs, and rabbits.
Isn't that just very normal? What? You are being soft-hearted now?
Wanting to back out now?
That's right. There are already a lot of vampires who have died because of me!
That child earlier, did you see him?
I have never given permission for you to research on a child! I have never did!
The choice of research subjects is my matter.
You don't need to mind it. This project was initiated by you.
Why don't you look at your hands?
How much blood is it covered with?
You're pretending to be good with me?
I don't want anyone to die anymore because of me.
Okay. As long as you are able to get the name list, I won't need these research subjects anymore.
You can as you please with them.
I'll call to ask Shiya when she will have a free time, so I can plan for the next one.
Are you going to call now?
Or else, what? Must I wait for some auspicious date?
When will our Shiya be back from her work?
I know already. Goodbye.
Shiya went to a trip with her human boyfriend.
Why must you help other humans to lie to me?
Do you know that walking down the streets hand in hand like this is my dream?
Actually, I feel that I really don't know how to do romance.
I am unable to reserve a restaurant well and don't even know to create surprises.
Am I bit too stupid?
But I am very happy. Although you were clumsy,
I was able to feel your sincerity.
I am currently very blissful.
Oh, right. I'm giving this to you.
What is that?
These are two phone cases.
If you put it on your phone, at a certain distance, they will sparkle and shine.
That mystical?
So pretty.
From now on, I will let it sparkle forever.
♫ Without realizing it, I fell in love with him ♫
♫ How do I express it? ♫
♫ Where's my courage gone? ♫
♫ All these people in the way ♫
♫ can't stop me from loving you ♫
♫ Forget those romantic words ♫
♫ I just want to melt away the ice around you ♫
♫ Let's just keep going like this ♫
♫ For all the summers and winters in my life ♫
I almost forgot. You most likely are not interested in human things like this.
- I'll throw it away for you. - No.
I am interested.
Then drink it.
So bitter.
So you also know how to laugh.
My mother said that I like to laugh when I was little. I don't cry at all.
Before my mother died, she also loved to laugh.
I have never seen my mother.
Upon getting born, she was already gone.
Come. Hurry and eat some. After you've eaten, I'll be leaving.
You also know that the energy of a mixed blood is weaker than humans and vampires.
Once they get absorbed, there is no way you can replenish it.
If I treat you as my food, you will only die faster.
It's fine. Since I was 17 years-old, I already know about it.
I've always known that I will have a day like that.
It's just that I don't know clearly when will it come.
You want the name list, was it because you want to look for those special vampires?
Only them can save you, am I right?
Theoretically, it is indeed like that.
But it's fine. I have been convincing myself ever since.
Right now, I already am ready to accept this matter.
Hope that I am able to live better in my next life.
I want to eat him.
Don't move!
Come over here. I have something to tell you.
Don't interfere.
I cannot give you the name list.
But the person I mentioned earlier
is the person that you are looking for.
I betrayed my kind and my fellow vampire.
Whether it's my conscience or the headquarters, they will not let me live.
Why?
Why then were you willing to tell it to me?
No matter what your purpose is,
you are the first person in this world
who cared for me.
This is the 3rd time that I am saying this. I'm telling you to continue living.
Go and process her visa and passport. Prepare enough money that she will never use up for several lifetimes.
After sending her abroad, ensure her safety for the rest of her life.
Okay.
Hello, Qingran.
Did Simba look for me?
I'll just reply to him later.
I am currently jogging. I ate a lot lately that I'm starting to get fat.
You are just comfortably off after having a boyfriend.
I made some biscuits and wanted to deliver it to you.
When can I go visit you?
Hello, Shiya?
I heard that your newest model is Li Shiya.
Professor Chen said that he went to analyze the blood samples again.
He discovered that the blood extracted from the vampire in the island last time is particularly active and full of vitality.
The vampire we are looking for is that one in the island.
So it's like that...
Let's go.
Subtitles by the Hug Me If You Can Team @ Viki
♫ When we were together, happiness came so easily ♫
♫ I held your hand so tightly in mine ♫
♫ My heart kept pounding for a long time ♫
♫ Then you started putting on that cold demeanor ♫
♫ You left my side and the distance grew between us ♫
♫ And then, I realized ♫
♫ I never let you see my sadness, ♫
♫ afraid it would break your expectations ♫
♫ But all that time you didn't understand me, ♫
♫ I was missing and waiting for you ♫
♫ I hummed the songs I wrote for you ♫
♫ By now, you may have already forgotten ♫
♫ But I'm still deeply in love with you ♫
♫ How I could have I stopped it? ♫
♫ Forgive me for feigning indifference ♫
♫ I'm not pretending I'm unaffected, or thinking too much ♫
♫ I just realized that a silent love is the deepest one ♫