Subtitles by the Hug Me If You Can Team @ Viki
Timing by kitty100
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Editing by kakashiandme
♫ Without realizing it, I fell in love with him ♫
♫ How do I express it? ♫
♫ Where's my courage gone? ♫
♫ All these people in the way ♫
♫ can't stop me from loving you ♫
♫ Forget those romantic words ♫
♫ I just want to melt away the ice around you ♫
♫ Let's just keep going like this ♫
♫ For all the summers and winters in my life ♫
♫ Without realizing it, I fell in love with him ♫
♫ How do I express it? ♫
♫ Where's my courage gone? ♫
♫ All these people in the way ♫
♫ can't stop me from loving you ♫
♫ Forget those romantic words ♫
♫ I just want to melt away the ice around you ♫
♫ Let's just keep going like this ♫
♫ For all the summers and winters in my life ♫
[I Cannot Hug You]
[Episode 13]
She has never been like this before? Why is she drawing a line between us?
Could it be...she is now annoyed at me?
Hi, long time no see.
Why did you come? Did you knock on the wrong door?
Jeez, how is that possible? How could I make the same mistake twice?
It is just your prejudice that idols are stupid.
I indeed came to look for you.
Look for me?
I especially came to see you.
What then is your reason for coming to see me?
Why are you being cold?
I think that our relationship isn't that wherein we can just chat happily, right?
What are you being like this?
Are you still angry about the amusement park thing? I was just joking. Why must you put it to heart?
Just hurry up and say what you want to say. Once you're done, just go back already.
Nothing really special. I just came here to see Shiya and in passing,
see if you are attending the party.
Party?
Shiya didn't tell you?
Every year, the entertainment industry will organize a socializing party like this.
Shiya and I have already agreed to attend together this year.
Since you already know, come too.
I am inviting you. Dream Bar in the Jiangnan Station Crossing.
Looks like, Shiya indeed didn't tell you.
I thought Shiya will surely tell you.
Shiya didn't say it? That is quite serious.
She was a bit down lately.
Then...what does that mean?
What do you think?
Okay already. Do your best. I'm going now.
I'm already here downstairs. Just come out.
♫ I'm ready for so long ♫
♫ Now that I'm here , I don't belong ♫
♫ I've guess I thought they could ♫
♫ See me way up high in the blue sky ♫
♫ So lonely, just lonely ♫
♫ I wish somebody can love me ♫
♫ So lovely, just lovely ♫
♫ This just could be... ♫
You're dressed so beautifully.
What's this Shiya? Didn't you say that you don't want to go? Why then are you dressed this beautifully?
I still can't just wear some casual clothes, right? I am a model. What if I get photographed?
I must have make-up 24 hours a day and appear radiantly and gorgeous.
You also are beautiful without make-up.
You came over because you were afraid I won't go, right?
I also have to pass here on the way. Let's get in the car first.
♫ One dream I have to ♫
♫ Make a little, give a little love ♫
♫ It's that one wish, is only one wish, you ♫
Let me say this now. I'll just stay for a short while.
I know. I know. Maybe you'll find it interesting once you're there.
Oh, right, Shihuan will be coming later.
Shihuan?! Why will a human go there?
To fetch me. I told him to.
You are ordering him around so casually.
I really am curious when the relationship between you two will end.
The two of us will last forever. Don't worry anymore.
Although our race our different, the feelings for each other are real.
Sigh, these words that you said...
Let's go.
Every year, the entertainment industry will organize a socializing party like this.
Shiya and I have already agreed to attend together this year.
Nothing bad happened, right?
There were no problems.
I followed your instructions and locked her in here.
Although there is no sunlight and she can't see any outsider,
at least, she won't be tortured anymore.
Stay here outside.
But...
[4357]
You should eat now.
I didn't give you the name list. How then were you able to determine who the vampires are?
Did anyone inside our organization betray us?
It will also be of no use if you learn about it, right?
Why must you do it?
Do what?
You won't kill me nor let me go.
What's the use of wasting time with me here?
I'm very sorry that I have to lock you up in here.
I also explained to you before that I can't let you leave now, but I also don't want you to die.
That's why, whatever you like, whatever books you want to read,
what items you want to buy, you can all tell it to me. I can satisfy everything you ask
except that you can't go out now.
You want me to believe your words?! You locked me up in here
and you want me to believe you?!
Either you let me go or die in my hands. Choose one.
Once I die, you can go out already.
Why are you not fighting back?
You clearly are stronger than me.
Why aren't you fighting back?
I already told you before
that I won't live long.
Why?
I am a mixed blood of a human and a vampire.
You surely have heard of it, a monster that shouldn't be existing in this world.
Because of our body constitution, even the healthiest won't live past 30 years old.
I am already 27 this year.
I don't have much time anymore. Once I die, you can go out.
Why then...
Why then did you...
Are you asking why I gave you energy?
I won't be able to live long anymore, but I hope you can continue living.
Whether humans or vampires,
I don't want them to live as pitiful as me.
Take care.
The sun is setting and welcome to another day in paradise.
♫ It feels so bright. I close my eyes. ♫
Simba is here!
Thanks.
What were you thinking while you were alone here?
Nothing. Everyone seems very happy.
Of course. It has been a long time since we vampires gathered.
Oh, that.
Shiya, stop seeing him.
What are you suddenly talking about?
It's just that recently, you seemed to have changed.
I know that he tastes well. It was also me who told you to try hunting him.
But since you and him got together,
you seemed to have become too obsessed with him.
The world is changing and we are progressing.
Although we mingle with humans, we still are of a different race.
You are a vampire, Shiya.
You are suited to be here. Don't get assimilated by humans.
I know.
♫ It feels so bright. I close my eyes. ♫
Let us change to another place. It's too noisy here.
♫ And I am yours and you are mine. ♫
♫ No... ♫
Shiya!
So sorry. So sorry.
What's wrong?
A human.
Everyone, come. It's been so long since we saw each other. Let's have a toast!
Cheers!
Shiya.
Cheers!
Oh, right, Simba. I heard that a fan of yours fainted during your concert.
- That's right. It really scared me. - So, it's true?!
There were so many reporters at the scene then.
That time, she fainted in front of the reporters.
It even got reported. They said about a fan being too touched so she fainted.
- No way. It's real? - This is what's good about being an idol, you can make up things to fool people.
I think you will soon be like MJ.
No such thing.
Here. Cheers.
I'll just answer this call. I'll be back later.
Come. Come. Let's drink.
Come, Shiya.
Shiya, what's wrong with you?
- That's right, drink. - Come, cheers!
Cheers!
Cheers! Come.
You're really here. I even thought that germophobic like you will not come to a night club like this.
From the looks of it, could you have previously thoroughly checked this place out already?
Where really is Shiya?
I also don't know. We were having fun earlier and then got separated.
She must be having a high time in some corner here.
Just search well. I still have to do something. I'll get going now.
What? You really don't like Simba?
Of course. The two of us just grew up together.
Seeing how you two are always together, I thought that you two were dating.
Are you then dating anyone now
- or do you have anyone you like? - Why are you still such a gossip?
Jeez, since you already came to this party, try looking for one.
Isn't this place exactly a good place for us vampires to socially interact?
Oh, right, I recently am dating a human.
What?! A human?!
What? Are you crazy?
Jeez, he kept saying that he likes me. Always following me.
In passing, we met a few times too for hunting purposes.
No matter how much you want to hunt, won't it be too tiring to date a human?
He's just a food. I must pretend to like him.
After dating for a short while, I'll just break up with him.
Anyway, I get to absorb energy too so I am grateful about it.
- What's wrong? - I'll just go out for a while.
Okay.
What's wrong? This mood of mine...
Why did I get mad?
It is just proper for a vampire to have such thoughts.
At the start, I also clearly treated Zhihao as a food.
I felt that it's fine as long as I get to absorb some energy.
No, you must wake up.
You are a vampire, Li Shiya.
That is...Zhihao?
Impossible. It's impossible for Zhihao to come here.
I was thinking about him too much that I am now having hallucinations.
Are you drinking?
No. Just give me a glass of water.
Okay.
Hey, mister, this glass is wrong.
Ha?
You are a vampire, Li Shiya.
Don't get assimilated by humans.
What's going on?
Shihuan, are you done with your matter?
Simba must have been tormenting you badly.
Shiya, why are you here?
Didn't Simba tell you that I'm coming?
- No, what I'm asking is aren't you with your boyfriend? - Ha?
He is in here.
He is in here?!
Shiya, where did you go? I have been looking for you. Why didn't you just stay in the function room.
- Where are you going? - I'm sorry! I'll just tell it to you later!
Shiya...
You can sleep for a little more while.
Stop!
You...what do you want?
Don't touch him. He is mine.
Really... You suddenly appeared here to say what nonsense? Why must you make a distinction of yours or mine?
Whoever hunted him is just the same. Anyway, he's just a prey.
If you want to eat, then let's do it together.
I already told you to not touch him. Only I can touch him.
So funny. Who do you think you are?
You are also a vampire. Why bother pretending you're not?
Zhihao...
Zhihao... Zhihao, what happened? You usually don't drink, so why did you drink a lot today?
Why did you come here?
I...want to see you.
Put on your jacket first. Hurry and go home. This place is not suitable for you.
Why?
Why must you avoid me? Why won't you see me?
Why won't you accept my calls?
What did I...
What did I do wrong?
Could it be you...
you are annoyed at me already?
No.
Li Shiya,
what really...
am I to you?
♫ we were writing ♫
♫ our future legend ♫
♫ In this warm room ♫
♫ I slowly realized ♫
♫ Us meeting was like fate ♫
Sorry.
I have even caused you to come to a place like this.
I am not fed up at you.
Zhihao, I like you.
I really like you a lot.
♫ I slowly realized ♫
♫ Us meeting was like fate ♫
♫ Oh, it deserves to be remembered ♫
♫ In this warm room ♫
♫ we both laughed so sweetly ♫
Zhihao!
Wake up. Are you alright?
Zhihao. Zhihao.
Don't scare me, Zhihao.
Zhihao, Zhihao, wake up.
Zhihao!
Thanks. I initially didn't know what to do.
It's fine. No problem.
He seemed to be very drunk. Take good care of him.
I got it. Then tell Simba too that I have left.
Bye-bye.
Isn't it you don't know how to drink?
And also, you don't like places with a lot of people.
How come you still went there?
Eh? Oh, right. How come he end up looking for me there?
Must I let him sleep at my house?
No, no, no. I can't do that.
Li Shiya, if you do that, then what's your difference with that woman earlier?
But his guard is down right now. If I can just harden my heart, I surely will be able to do it.
But I don't want to do things that Zhihao doesn't want to do. That's why, I must try my best to endure it.
Because I want to protect him.
Shiya's boyfriend seemed to be very drunk.
I already sent them back to Shiya's house.
Shiya wanted me to relay to you that she was unable to contact you, so she went home first.
Curse it! What are you doing?! Let go of me!
This is your punishment for ordering me around like I'm your driver.
This is your punishment for doing bad things. I am punishing you in behalf of Shiya.
Good thing, we found him on time. What if some huge problem really happened?
Sometimes, I really can't understand you.
What about me then? What should I do?
Just watch and do nothing?
I really can't understand this matter between you two.
What did I do yesterday? Was I dreaming?
I think I went to the nightclub to look for Shiya.
I'm sorry. I've made you come to such a place.
I'm not tired of you.
Zhihao, I like you.
- What other plans are there? - I have already asked the chef to prepare a meal.
In the afternoon, there are two meetings and a conference.
I suddenly feel cold. Did the temperature drop?
It's probably just me.
Push my work to tomorrow.
As for the conference, let the general manager go in my stead.
Okay.
[You're not working today, right? Want to go for a walk?]
Look, sharks.
Can we stay here a little longer? It's my first time here.
Take your time. I have lots of time today.
Look at that one! It looks so beautiful! And this one!
These fish are so strange. Some are so colorful
and some look really ugly.
Look at this one! It looks like a little monster!
That's a deep sea fish.
There are very few in the aquarium because they live at the bottom of the ocean and rarely see light.
They need to withstand the high pressure of the ocean, so their eyes have atrophied.
Their body shapes have also experienced changes.
However, them being able to live here is quite nice.
Listening to you, I feel that they've become cuter.
I think they are really cute.
In order to survive, even if they become like this, they are still beautiful.
Back in school, I just thought you had a good temper.
Now I understand why you are so amazing.
It's because you understand and respect so many things.
Really?
Yes!
But, why did we drive so long to get here?
If we ever get the change to travel the world, I want this place to be the first stop.
So I wanted to bring you here.
I wanted to see...
if you like it.
I really like it.
It's great
that you like it.
I'm sorry.
If I see something,
then I must clean it.
That's okay. Thank you for cleaning my house.
But...this is the first time I've been to your house.
Yeah.
It's because of this that I was scared of you coming.
Um...Sh- Shiya...
y-yesterday night...
I didn't do anything last night! You drank too much and then fell asleep.
Then...I might have seen a little bit,
but I...controlled myself, so...
Th-Then, were the words you said last night true?
I...
They...were true.
That's great. I was thinking too much.
I- I thought...you had a change of heart.
Wh-What is this?
So cute!
I'm sorry. I made you feel uneasy.
I wanted to wait until you were sober
to explain why I avoided you
and made you go to such a dangerous place.
Dangerous place?
That place has a lot of germs and people! It's not suitable for you!
However...from today on,
I won't let these type of things happen again. Don't worry.
But...can you..tell me why?
You can't...tell me?
It's to keep one's distance. I saw it before in a book.
It said that couples all need to do this to help build affection.
We don't need something like this.
Because, Shiya has already attracted me so much.
♫ Without realizing it, I fell in love with him ♫
♫ How do I express it? ♫
♫ Where's my courage gone? ♫
♫ All these people in the way ♫
♫ can't stop me from loving you ♫
♫ Forget those romantic words ♫
♫ I just want to melt away the ice around you ♫
♫ Let's just keep going like this ♫
♫ For all the summers and winters in my life ♫
Subtitles by the Hug Me If You Can Team @ Viki
♫ When we were together, happiness came so easily ♫
♫ I held your hand so tightly in mine ♫
♫ My heart kept pounding for a long time ♫
♫ Then you started putting on that cold demeanor ♫
♫ You left my side and the distance grew between us ♫
♫ And then, I realized ♫
♫ I never let you see my sadness, ♫
♫ afraid it would break your expectations ♫
♫ But all that time you didn't understand me, ♫
♫ I was missing and waiting for you ♫
♫ I hummed the songs I wrote for you ♫
♫ By now, you may have already forgotten ♫
♫ But I'm still deeply in love with you ♫
♫ How I could have I stopped it? ♫
♫ Forgive me for feigning indifference ♫
♫ I'm not pretending I'm unaffected, or thinking too much ♫
♫ I just realized that a silent love is the deepest one ♫