Subtitles by the Hug Me If You Can Team @ Viki
♫ Without realizing it, I fell in love with him ♫
♫ How do I express it? ♫
♫ Where's my courage gone? ♫
♫ All these people in the way ♫
♫ can't stop me from loving you ♫
♫ Forget those romantic words ♫
♫ I just want to melt away the ice around you ♫
♫ Let's just keep going like this ♫
♫ For all the summers and winters in my life ♫
♫ Without realizing it, I fell in love with him ♫
♫ How do I express it? ♫
♫ Where's my courage gone? ♫
♫ All these people in the way ♫
♫ can't stop me from loving you ♫
♫ Forget those romantic words ♫
♫ I just want to melt away the ice around you ♫
♫ Let's just keep going like this ♫
♫ For all the summers and winters in my life ♫
[I Cannot Hug You]
[Episode 9]
Zhihao I think since you said that,
I think we can get closer.
What do you think?
Do you have anything you want to know about me?
As long as you tell me I can let you know.
Do you want...
Li Shiya, go now.
I already understand enough of you.
But- but I-
You can leave. I'm tired.
When I was little I thought about it.
Must the prince and princess in fairy tales kiss in the end?
Must that really be done to prove that love exists?
Can't a heart that love be enough?
But all those seem to be just natural.
Is it good?
- Did you enjoy coming out with me? - It was fun.
But your driving skills is really bad.
Isn't it there is still you?
I think you should just play with carousels.
Those are for kids.
Okay. Okay. Just eat.
-Are you cold? -No.
As long as your not cold then it's fine.
How did it end up like this?
I thought dating him everything would be fine.
Who knew it would be so hard.
Humans has always been my source for energy.
But I never really considered Fried Chicken's feelings.
What is he thinking?
Don't leave me.
You understand me.
Let us not have any body contacts for now.
Because that day, I just said those words unknowingly.
But I think our love can progress slowly.
He has germophobia. It must be because he has germophobia!
He must be waiting for me to accompany him to overcome them, accompany him to walk out of it step by step.
But I never understood him.
In his eyes, I'm probably selfish and not understanding person.
If that is what he thinks, then it is a big mistake!
But why do I care so much?
[Fried Chicken: I have something to tell you. Let us meet.]
He has something to tell me...
Then...
he wants to break up with me?
Why did you look for me?
What's wrong with your face?
What's wrong with my face? It's still very pretty.
Why did you look for me? Hurry and tell me.
I am currently not feeling well. I am about to wither.
Shiya.
- I thought about it and I think we shoul-- - Wait!
What are you planning to say? Let me say it first!
I won't break up with you! I definitely won't!
-It's not that- -I definitely won't break up.
I know I was wrong.
But can you not break up with me!
♫ How many clear days do you want to trade, ♫
♫ in exchange for how many photographs? ♫
♫ I still remember those moments, locked inside that drawer ♫
I'm sorry. ♫ That small, cozy space ♫
What I said yesterday was a little too mean. ♫ Because you were by my side, I wasn't so scared ♫
I didn't mean that.
And didn't think it was dirty or not pleasant. ♫ And I took a step forward ♫
But ♫ A day, a month, together for a year ♫
I can't quickly accept someone else's body heat. ♫ Did it feel like forever? ♫
So it can only be like this for now. ♫ Together, under the same roof, ♫
But I am working hard. ♫ we were writing our future legend ♫
So wait for me.
This kind of feeling. ♫ In this warm room, ♫
He clearly was wearing a glove so I can't absorb any energy.
But I feel very happy. ♫ And everything seemed ♫
♫ to stop in that moment ♫
How come the traffic is this bad?
We are probably going to be late.
We can finally rest for a while.
I'm going to look for Shiya.
What are you looking at?
Is there a pretty girl?
No. No.
Let me see.
- Hey, how come your skin... - Why are you being petty?
- Jeez, I want to see. - Try to use more...
Shiya.
What are you laughing at?
I feel like I am dreaming.
I never dreamed
that I will sit, drink, and watch the sea together with a senior that I liked during senior high.
I'm probably drunk.
That's why, I'm having hallucinations.
So I see you laughing.
I am laughing.
I'm dreaming.
You aren't. It's me right?
Do you know why I like coming here?
There is one novel that I like called 'The Fog Horn'.
What is it talking about?
It talks about a dragon who had lived for millions of years.
Because he lived under the ocean,
He lives in the darkest and coldest place.
that's why he escaped the fate of extinction.
But at the same time lost power.
He swims very slow.
But every year, he would swim towards a light house.
Because the warning signal produced by that light house made him mistakenly assumed them to be from his kind.
Hence, he would overcome thick fogs and vast ocean waters
to swim by the side of the lighthouse.
At the end, he realized he is always going to be alone.
He doesn't belong to this world.
Hence, bringing with him hatred and anger,
he returned to the ocean floors.
It sounds really sad.
Yeah.
People are always waiting for someone who will never return.
Always falling in love with people who doesn't love them.
In the end, one can only walk away to end one's regrets.
If that lighthouse didn't produce warning sounds,
he might have lived forever under the ocean, not having any longing.
But that lighthouse gave him hope.
The feeling of being filled by hope and then suddenly becoming empty again...
It's the most painful.
Yeah.
In his dark world, even if there is just a little pocket of sunlight,
he probably will try with all his might to grab hold of it.
I have a question to ask you.
You ask.
You don't look like you are living happily.
You live in such a big house alone. There is no life in it.
You can earn a lot of money, and a lot of people like you.
But the songs you like, the stories you like,
it sounds all sad.
It seems like your smile is fake.
It seems like you don't like happily everyday.
Let's go.
Hello? Did you get stuck in traffic?
Okay. I just arrived too.
I'm not in a rush, I'm not in a rush. Take your time.
I'll wait for you at the bookstore.
The magazine that Shiya photoshoot for.
Do I want to buy it?
Li Shiya is so annoying.
Always sticking with brother. She really is disgusting.
Yeah.
If she is afraid of the dagger stares of his fans, then she should stay away from him.
Even if they are some childhood friends, they still should have some limits on their paparazzi shots, right?
- So annoying. And she even is so ugly. - That's right.
She's really pretty,
I said, "Li Shiya is really pretty"
More pretty than you guys.
Did you see that? He's so handsome.
That's right. Just a little crazy.
Zhihao.
You waited a long time for me right?
No. I just arrived.
I was looking at books and waiting at the same time.
Why not say that you were looking at me, while waiting at me.
I didn't. I just coincidentally walked here.
Didn't we say we would go to the market?
Let's go.
You were looking at me and you won't admit it.
What do you like to eat?
I like to eat chicken breast or salad.
Because it's easier to make.
You sound like you know how to cook.
When you live alone you have to learn.
How about you? What do you like to eat?
I like to eat...
fried chicken.
Fried chicken?
A model likes to fried chicken? Your not scared of gaining weight?
Because it's really good.
Next time I'll make dinner for you?
You can give it to me.
No need. I can carry this.
It's pretty heavy. Give it to me.
It's fine. It's really light.
This way, we can each have a hand that's empty.
Hey! My hand is empty.
- So magical. - What?
Before I never knew that holding hands can make your mood become good.
But now holding hands with you is very nice.
Actually I also think that.
That...
I want to have a psychological consult.
Psychological consult? Why?
Because you were always the one working hard.
Now I want to make some changes.
Then I'll introduce you to my sister.
- Your older sister? - My sister is an outstanding psychiatrist.
If you agree, I'll introduce her.
Let's go.
I am currently accelerating the progress.
I have already found out that the last footage of Xiao Can was before she entered the alleyway.
I've investigated all the cars entering and exiting during that time.
I am currently waiting for the comparison result.
What kind of person?
What is his motive?
Everyone, hello. Welcome to Entertainment News for this week.
The first big news that we are going to report on is about the high-profile NL endorser competition
on going for the past several months.
The model Li Shiya voluntarily withdrew after their deserted island training,
yet she miraculously become the new annual endorser. Her value has greatly increased.
[NL Drug Company]
-Hello. -Hello.
I heard you were looking for me to talk about something.
Come over here.
It's like this. One of my friends is missing.
I've investigated all the vehicles in the area
and found that the most suspicious is a delivery vehicle that belonged to your company.
Yeah. It is our companies.
Then do you know about his disappearance?
3 months ago, our company indeed lost some boxes of medicines.
And the thief is indeed this one, a previous driver of our company.
The police has a copy of this case with them.
Then it means that he isn't working in your company now, is that it?
To be exact, 3 months ago he was fired.
Because he is addicted to alcohol, gambles, and has violent tendencies. He was caught driving drunk once.
That's why, HR fired him.
To take revenge, he stole a vehicle loaded with medicines.
We are also looking for him.
With your help, I think we would be more successful.
I will work hard.
Okay.
I knocked on the wrong door. Sorry.
Shiya's house is...
This one.
Simba. Why are you here?
Why didn't you tell me before you came?
Because I missed you.
You're always joking around. Come in.
Why didn't you even wear a mouth mask?
What if you get photographed by paparazzi again? Your fans will be cursing me once more.
Even if I wear one, I'll get recognized. What's the point?
Why are you here so late?
After our concert tour, the company gave me a vacation.
I want to go on a trip.
3 days, 2 nights. Me, you, and Shihuan, let's go on a trip, okay?
Do you have time?
Vacation?
Our Shiya doesn't want us anymore.
When Shiya had a boyfriend, she just heartlessly abandoned me...
Is he that great? Is he better than me?
What are you talking about?
He is just a hunt. Why are you comparing yourself?
That's right. How can you fall in love with humans who are just our food?
There are some vampire who can't distinguish between the happy sensation after eating and the feelings of love.
When humans eat hot pot, they surely will not fall in love with the beef and goat meat, right?
Yeah.
Anyway...he is just...a food...
If you develop any feelings with your food, how would you still be able to eat it?
Won't you starve to death?
I know. I understand.
It's good that you know.
A child that listens is a good child.
Who is it? It is already so late.
- Zhihao? - Sorry to have disturbed you.
It's so late, why are you here?
Who is it knocking at this late hour, Shiya?
I came to borrow vinegar.
Since you have a guest, I'll leave.
You just arrived and you're leaving already?
Your boyfriend is here so I won't disturb you guys.
Consider what I just said.
Shiya's boyfriend.
You will probably see me often.
See you later.
Why do you call him Simba?
Is that his name?
Since you don't watch T.V you probably don't know.
He is a very popular idol group's leader.
Before his hair was very messy, so we all called him Simba.
Do you want to come in and sit?
No need to.
Your vinegar.
Are they really just friends?
Zhihao.
I came to return this.
There's no rush.
I'm scared you are going to need it.
Okay.
Hey, that...
Let's go for a walk.
Walk?
Your friend is very close to you?
Very close.
How should I say it? He is like family.
I don't remember when we met.
Anyway, since I started remembering things, we are already friends.
Oh yeah, I introduced him to you before.
He is a very popular idol.
He sings very nicely.
You can also listen to it.
His songs has a way of touching sentiments--
I won't listen.
I don't like to listen to music.
Okay.
-Here. Next. -Thank you.
- I want 2 copies. - I want one too. - Oh, 5 copies, right?
Here, for you.
Never thought that they still have male fans as old as that.
That's right. He is way handsome than the ones we saw before.
This is yours.
Please pay there.
- How many do you want? - I want 5.
- Here. - Thanks.
Please go there to pay.
I...want that one.
Are you referring to the Holiday group?
I'm sorry it's already sold out.
We usually will have a lot of stocks of their album but it usually sells out very quickly.
Once there are stocks next time, just come earlier.
Is there anymore?
It's already sold out. I'm sorry.
When will it be available?
Once there are stocks, I will put up a poster about it.
- That... - Really so sorry.
I'm sorry.
What's wrong Brother?
That...
Can you sell it to me?
How is he good looking?
Dying his hair like that? Wearing an undershirt...doesn't look decent at all.
And sits on the floor?
The floor is so dirty. He doesn't even give attention to cleanliness
and he even claims to be some idol?!
Young people these days.
Hello theft.
Did I steal your heart?
And you even sneakily went to buy my album.
I picked it by the roadside.
Are all idols now this idle?
You don't work?
How come writers now are so idle?
Even mimicking my poses in the elevator.
Where did Shiya go?
Shiya has a photo shoot. She's not at home.
It's like that...
You indeed is her boyfriend.
You know about her activities so clearly.
Then I'm going to go in first and give her a surprise.
What are you doing?
The owner isn't home. How can you just go in?
I am really good friends with Shiya.
Don't you also frequently go in and out of her house?
I didn't go in once.
Could it be you don't know her password?
It looks like you aren't close to Shiya to that level yet.
Shouldn't lovers know even what the other party ate from breakfast until dinner?
If you two are not lovers,
isn't it strange that you know about her password?
What's so weird about that?
Because Shiya and I are closer than lovers.
But I originally wanted to look for Shiya.
But since she's not home,
how about you spend time with me?
I have here a cute bathing suit childhood photo of Shiya.
Do you want it?
If you play with me, I will give it to you.
Waiter, three bottles of beer!
You really don't want to drink?
I don't drink.
Hey, you are out here drinking with an idol. Why are you this boring?
Be a bit more enthusiastic.
How about I take picture with you and post it on Weibo.
I don't mind.
I'm not interested.
I heard you are a mysterious writer.
Is your family very rich?
How many times have you dated?
Are you investigating me?
Don't misunderstand. I don't have any improper thoughts about you.
I'm just curious about the person Shiya is dating now.
It's just that this neighbor author...
Shiya most likely dated you out of curiosity.
To what level have you two progressed?
Did you guys hold hands?
Don't touch me.
You indeed have a bad character.
I understand Shiya the best.
She is not a type that will seriously have a romantic relationship with you.
I just want to say,
the people around her will always be around her.
Shiya is my girlfriend.
Whatever method or attitude she has in dating me, that is my business.
I will judge it myself.
But you, if you have the time to care about other people's business,
Why not put it on yourself.
I'm going to leave first.
Okay. Then let's play together next time.
Goodbye, little brother!
Zhihao. Why are you here?
Are you waiting for me?
Can you introduce your sister to me?
Subtitles by the Hug Me If You Can Team @ Viki
♫ When we were together, happiness came so easily ♫
♫ I held your hand so tightly in mine ♫
♫ My heart kept pounding for a long time ♫
♫ Then you started putting on that cold demeanor ♫
♫ You left my side and the distance grew between us ♫
♫ And then, I realized ♫
♫ I never let you see my sadness, ♫
♫ afraid it would break your expectations ♫
♫ But all that time you didn't understand me, ♫
♫ I was missing and waiting for you ♫
♫ I hummed the songs I wrote for you ♫
♫ By now, you may have already forgotten ♫
♫ But I'm still deeply in love with you ♫
♫ How I could have I stopped it? ♫
♫ Forgive me for feigning indifference ♫
♫ I'm not pretending I'm unaffected, or thinking too much ♫
♫ I just realized that a silent love is the deepest one ♫