Subtitles by the Hug Me If You Can Team @ Viki
♫ Without realizing it, I fell in love with him ♫
♫ How do I express it? ♫
♫ Where's my courage gone? ♫
♫ All these people in the way ♫
♫ can't stop me from loving you ♫
♫ Forget those romantic words ♫
♫ I just want to melt away the ice around you ♫
♫ Let's just keep going like this ♫
♫ For all the summers and winters in my life ♫
♫ Without realizing it, I fell in love with him ♫
♫ How do I express it? ♫
♫ Where's my courage gone? ♫
♫ All these people in the way ♫
♫ can't stop me from loving you ♫
♫ Forget those romantic words ♫
♫ I just want to melt away the ice around you ♫
♫ Let's just keep going like this ♫
♫ For all the summers and winters in my life ♫
[ I Cannot Hug You ]
[ Episode 8 ]
Li Shiya.
♫ How many clear days do you want to trade, ♫
♫ for how many photographs? ♫
♫ I still remember those moments, locked inside that drawer ♫
♫ That small, cozy space ♫
♫ Because you were by my side, I wasn't so scared ♫
Zhihao.
From now on, let's meet. ♫ And I took a step forward ♫
What? ♫ A day, a month, together for a year ♫
Even though admitting to all this is embarrassing. ♫ Did it feel like forever? ♫
But let's eat together, ♫ Together, under the same roof, ♫
watch movies together and go to the zoo together. ♫ we were writing our future legend ♫
I used to hate all of this,
but because of you I like them. ♫ In this warm room, ♫
So let's do all of these things together. ♫ I slowly realized ♫
I don't want to use the storybook as an excuse. ♫ Us meeting was like fate.Oh, it deserves to be remembered ♫
You would only see me and go on dates with me. Okay? ♫ In this warm room, ♫
♫ we both laughed so sweetly ♫
I miss you. ♫ And everything seemed to stop in that moment ♫
It's turns out
So a kiss is like that?
I'm sorry. Even though you told me before you like me.
Was I too straightforward just now?
No. No. I like it.
But didn't you say before you don't date.
And don't want to try it. ♫ How many clear days do you want to trade, ♫
Before I was always alone. ♫ for how many photographs? ♫
I wrote, ate, went to the market by myself. ♫ I still remember those moments, locked inside that drawer ♫
Silently, I didn't have any hope for the people around me.
It also helped me avoid having those moments of disappointment.
I thought that I liked life like that. ♫ Because you were by my side, I wasn't so scared ♫
But how about now? ♫ And I took a step forward ♫
Now I met you. ♫ A day, a month, together for a year ♫
You helped me try to cure my disease. ♫ Did it feel like forever? ♫
You helped me clear up the misunderstanding between me and my mom. ♫ Together, under the same roof, ♫
You even gave me a goldfish. ♫ we were writing ♫
And brought me to a zoo and took a picture with me. ♫ our future legend ♫
I didn't understand,
why a girl like you would like
a person with so many bad traits and is not even good in romance.
Because you have a glow. ♫ Us meeting was like fate ♫
What? ♫ Oh, it deserves to be remembered ♫
Didn't they say that towards a person that you are destined to love, you can immediately recognize him among a crowd?
because their's light on their body.
This is light is so dazzling. It made me unable to shift my gaze away.
Really? ♫ I stop inside my memories, ♫
Really. ♫ in the most beautiful moments ♫
Zhihao, right now you are glowing. ♫ Because in the days you were here... ♫
Before I never really left far from home. ♫ In this warm room, ♫
The stars I saw were very little. ♫ I slowly realized ♫
But I didn't think this place has alot of stars. ♫ Us meeting was like fate ♫
Also it's very bright. ♫ Oh, it deserves to be remembered ♫
♫ In this warm room, ♫
♫ we both laughed so sweetly ♫
♫ And everything seemed to stop in that moment ♫
I didn't think this fish boat would come back to get us.
I thought he would have disappeared.
You gave him 2 cards.
Just to look for me, did you go bankrupt?
I didn't. I still have money.
Why didn't the boat that we reserved come yet?
It should be here soon.
You didn't sleep all night. Are you sure your not tired?
I'm not tired.
Isn't that Shiya?
Shiya!
Simba! Simba why are you-
Why did you walk over here for? I don't want to eat you.
Zhihao I didn't get to introduce-
Forget it. I'm not interested.
This is Simba. My best friend.
You know the male group Holiday, right? The most popular one right now.
I don't know.
You don't watch T.V?
No. I only read books.
Also I think idols are not different from normal people.
Simba, don't be unhappy.
He probably said that because of his profession. He is a novel author.
It's okay. I think he doesn't look like
someone who likes to read.
What did you say? Say it again.
-Simba! -Say it again!
-Simba! -Simba!
Don't react.
Shihuan!
Why didn't you hold him?
I'm sorry. I can't touch random people.
But his body is like mine, he also easily faints.
I'm going to leave first. I have a performance later.
Wait for me a home later. I have something important to tell you.
Don't you dare stand me up. Or else, I will tell your father the address of your new house.
Shiya! How did I fall asleep? Why didn't you wake me up?
You cried too much.
You must have exhausted all your energy, so you fell asleep.
I have to go look for her.
She is already found.
Really?
I wouldn't lie about that kind of thing.
Shiya is also one of the endorser candidate of NL Cosmetics. I surely will not slack off.
About the irresponsible team that just left her in the island,
I will take care of it.
That really scared me. Good thing it was just false alarm.
You and Li Shiya. Are you guys close?
We met in college.
Being in the industry for this long, I had always been her manager.
We're best friend and co-workers. Of course our relation is good.
Let's eat breakfast.
Oh, there is an unopened female skin care kit upstairs. You can go up and use it.
You seemed like a pro in saying such words.
This is my first time saying it.
I have such things here in my house because I tend to collect our company's products.
When I was seventeen, I move out of the house and moved over here to live.
As of today, you are the first person to stay over.
I don't think people invading my privacy.
I'm sorry, for ruining your habit.
You don't need to apologize. You aren't a stranger.
You staying here makes me happy.
How is the situation? Is Li Shiya okay?
She's fine.
Let Li Shiya be the representative.
But she fainted and did not participate in the last round of the selection.
It counts as forfeit.
It's my company. I pick the representative.
What I'm saying right now is, "Let Li Shaya be it."
Shiya! Do you know how scared I was for you?
I'm sorry. I messed everything up. I was absent in the last round.
I know you worked so hard.
It was all my fault for insisting on going on a jog and getting into an accident.
It's okay. As long as you are fine, we will always have a chance later on.
Thank you.
But what happened on the island.
I also want to know what happened.
I was followed by a man.
And when I was going to see his face, I fainted.
When I woke up, everyone left.
Then do you remember the man's face?
If I saw his face I would have gone to look for him.
It must be someone hired by my competitors.
Alright, I'll take notice. Don't worry.
What are you worried about? Shiya already came back.
I'm worried about the man who followed Shiya.
Although Lily is evil, she doesn't have the guts to do it.
It's not as simple as it seems.
Also the man who spent the night with Shiya, who is he?
Shiya cares so much about him.
The more I think, the more uncomfortable I feel.
You never were like this before.
Why do you hate that Zhihao so much?
Because Shiya cares about him too much.
I grew up with Shiya, she's always near so many men
But she only treated them as hunts. She only stayed with them for a very short while.
Why do I feel like she doesn't treat him just as a prey?
Thank you. Thank you.
You worked hard. We'll definitely work hard.
Shiya!
Qingran.
Hello?
Hello, Senior. This time Shiya is the representative of your company
but she didn't attend the last competition.
Maybe after overall assessment, they felt that Li Shiya is the most suitable choice.
Then did you help out?
No. I don't care about this.
You guys got it based off your own effort.
Really? Thank you.
Then, in the future will be see each other often because of work?
Even if Li Shiya becomes the endorser of one of our company's products,
I am also not interested and there's no need for me to meet with her manager for work matters.
Oh.
But I want to see you.
not as the manager of Li Shiya,
but as Xu Qingran.
I have something to take care of. Can you eat with me later?
Yeah. I have time.
So in the future do these things with me.
Don't use the storybook as an excuse.
You would only see and go on dates with me.
What was I thinking
that I said those words, even sent out so many embarrassing texts, and unknowingly kissed her lightly?!
I was scared of her disappearing and wanted to be with her.
I hope she can always be by my side. Could this be liking someone?
Okay. I'm going to go first. You worked hard .
-See you tomorrow. -See you tomorrow.
[What are you doing?] [Just done with my shoot. I'm about to go home.]
[I was just about to go out for a stroll.] [You don't need to report that to me too~]
[Let's go together.]
[Sure. I'll tell you once I'm there.]
I
It's okay. I just arrived.
What is something weird?
I'm happy because without the storybook, I can still see you.
How about let's go on a walk together?
I said previously,
I don't like dating.
I'm also not used to being with people.
Of course I will change for you.
But change will take time.
So I will often make mistakes.
After all, I'm clumsy about love.
This is so cute!
I won't mind. Believe me you don't have to worry.
What?
That... you understand me.
For the time being, let's not have physical contact.
What?
Because I said some things that day without carefully thinking.
But I still feel like our love can develop slowly.
I can't do that.
I want to have physical contact with you.
Morning!
I wish you a good day.
The plastics should be placed here!
Then, you do your work. I'll leave first.
[Being with you is the whole world]
Li Shiya. I have something to say. What are you trying to do?
I want you to get used to physical contact.
Zhihao, if you keep being afraid like this, you will keep staying at the same point.
But even though it seems forced,
but if you work hard slowly there will definitely be improvement.
Do I have a reason that I must familiarize myself with bodily contacts?
Is it really important?
I told you, I can't do the things you said.
When I am dating, I want to hold hands. Isn't that expected as a matter of course?
Is it really important? I don't think so.
As long as two people love each other, even if there are no body contact,
we can also feel like the love.
I'm so hungry.
If this continues, I will die of hunger.
No way.This can't continue.
Are you going to look for Shiya?
Yeah. I'm going to confirm how she feels about that person.
If it wasn't because of you and my dad threatening me who would wait for you here that long?
I'm really tired.
What is that? Why are you bringing that to my house?
What are you doing? I'm asking you what are you doing?
What is that?
A fan gave it to me. It shows my full handsomeness.
I think I should put it in your house so you can always think about me.
How about it? Whenever you see this handsome face of me when you wake up, won't you feel super blessed?!
Who wants to see you face in the morning.
Take it back! Did you hear me!
Two things. Did you clearly see the man who followed you.
I didn't see.
When he was near me I didn't faint.
But his scent was very unique.
Are you talking about eating?
How can I eat him? I'm saying his aroma.
His aroma was very unique. I wasn't sure what it was.
To say that it is a perfume, I have seen a lot of male models,
I never smelled that kind before.
Forget it. It's not important. It's obviously a lowly trick devised by my competitors. Anyone can guess that.
No matter what, you must not let your guard down. Don't go out of the house alone.
If you want to go out, call me.
No matter if it's a promotion or a shoot, all are fine. I'll cancel my schedule and accompany you.
No need to. I'm not a 3 year old child.
Also there is someone for me.
This was the second thing I wanted to talk about.
You said the person for you, is it the man living next to you?
Is it that fried chicken?
How did you know?
You have to remember that we're vampires and he's a human. Do you know that humans are always a vampire's food?
We can't be together.
Even if you two ended up together, you will only drain each other's energy.
There kids can't live past 30 years old. You know that right?
I know. Of course I know.
How can I date a human? That's impossible.
Are you sure you don't have any feelings for him? That one towards the opposite sex?
How could i have any feeling for him? Simba, don't you know me?
As long as I have determined my target, I must hunt him successfully before I stop.
How is it possible for me to open my heart and date a human?
It's not like what you said and it won't ever be like that.
It won't ever be like that?
That's great then. It's good that you can differentiate love from food.
Of course I can differentiate.In my eyes his is food.
Food?
Late at night,
why are they talking about food?
What? It's so late and you're not sleeping. Are you waiting for me?
I can't sleep.
Let's go get a drink.
Okay.
Cheers!
What? Your much happier now.
Shiya said that she was just dating him just to hunt him.
Making a choice that's against her will just to hunt,
Then, I can only open an eye and close an eye.
After all, I am a magnanimous man.
Where did your confidence come from?
As long as it's not real it doesn't matter.
Shiya can't be without me.
The more it can't be others, especially humans.
But Shiya must eat. That person is always walking next to her.
It's really annoying me. Hence, I told Shiya
an effective and speedy trick on how to immediately take him down and immediately abandon him.
Effective and speedy trick?
[Open the door. I'm in front of your house.]
At the front door?
What happened.
Zhihao can I go in for a while.
I just took a bath. I'm really clean.
Come in.
Thank you.
The moment of bodily contact happens
when you are enchanted by the charm of the other party.
For example, a wet skin.
Or, slightly revealing skin.
When you two are together alone, the male party surely can't help but to touch you.
It's already so late. Was there something you need me for?
I just want to be together with you, Jiang Zhihao.
Shiya, give me your hand.
Why do you want me to give you my hand?
The other hand.
Alright, don't casually touch.
This won't work. I must express my female charm more.
Drink some—
What are you doing?
I put a lot of effort into cleaning everything!
I am just practicing on my poses.
Simba, this stinky rascal, coming up with these rotten ideas.
Zhihao, you have so much books.
Didn't I tell you to not casually walk.
Did you read all these books?
I did. Only by reading books can I experience things without leaving my house.
But the experience would be different.
I think experiencing it will have significance.
Experiencing it will allow you to feel that it is different.
Probably.
Zhihao. Then what kind of books do you write?
Scary or romance?
You say that you like me and follow me, but how can you not know what kind of books I write?
I'm too busy. I don't have time.
How about this, I'll give you one later.
You can take a look but you might think it's boring.
Alright.
Huh?
This book...
Didn't I tell you to not casually touch my things?
Isn't this the book I interviewed before? You bought it?
None of your business.
Then, why did you buy it?
Because I was curious and I also want to know more about you.
It's happening again. I kept feeling my heart shuddering.
No, I'm here to hunt. What am I doing?
Go back to your senses, Li Shiya.
Okay. Since this isn't working...
Zhihao, I feel like
since you say it like that, we can get even closer.
What do you think?
If there's anything you want to know about me
as long as you tell me, I can let you know all about it.
Do you want to...
Subtitles by the Hug Me If You Can Team @ Viki
♫ When we were together, happiness came so easily ♫
♫ I held your hand so tightly in mine ♫
♫ My heart kept pounding for a long time ♫
♫ Then you started putting on that cold demeanor ♫
♫ You left my side and the distance grew between us ♫
♫ And then, I realized ♫
♫ I never let you see my sadness, ♫
♫ afraid it would break your expectations ♫
♫ But all that time you didn't understand me, ♫
♫ I was missing and waiting for you ♫
♫ I hummed the songs I wrote for you ♫
♫ By now, you may have already forgotten ♫
♫ But I'm still deeply in love with you ♫
♫ How I could have I stopped it? ♫
♫ Forgive me for feigning indifference ♫
♫ I'm not pretending I'm unaffected, or thinking too much ♫
♫ I just realized that a silent love is the deepest one ♫