I wanted us to run away together.
To anywhere in the world.
I was confident I could make you happy.
But...
I couldn't do it.
Why?
I...
I killed someone.
I told you.
It doesn't matter what kind of person you are.
Why can't you understand? I killed someone!
Promise me.
That you'll forget me.
I don't want to.
You'll forget anyway!
We can run away together.
We'll be chased forever.
Chairman Kang won't let me go until the day I die.
You'll get hurt, too.
So what?
We can just die together.
Even if you can forgive me, I...
I can't forgive myself.
You can't be sullied because of me.
I wanted to live because of you.
I can't stand seeing you sullied.
I...
No.
I can't endure seeing you unhappy.
Just...
Let me... leave by myself.
You're going to die.
After sending me off.
It's a lie that you're going to Paris.
You can't abandon me and leave.
Right? You're going to die.
Swear it on my love.
You're going to die. Aren't you?!
I thought of something scary.
"Shall we die together?"
Then...
There won't be...
a single person who'll remember me.
Think carefully one more time.
About how he died.
You don't even properly remember what happened that day because of the shock.
So think it over again.
The world...
changes into what I long for.
If I long for the sea,
the world becomes the sea.
If I long for mountains,
the world becomes mountains.
If I long for you,
the world becomes you.
If you long for me,
the world will become full of me.
I always...
imagined dying alone.
I was scared...
of dying alone.
You didn't do anything wrong.
Seong Gu is...
But...
I'm okay now.
Because I'm going to die while longing for you.
Because the whole world will be full of you.
Go now.
Die in front of me.
Die in front of me, Jun Soo.
I really can't defeat an ahjumma like you.
Can't you just let me go?
I said we should break up.
Why do you hold on and lengthen the process like this?
Then shall we break up in a terrible way?
Will you let go of me then?
How do you want me to live?
Do you want me to live while sitting in front of the phone all day,
waiting for news of you?
Waiting for news of when, where, and how you died...
And perhaps dance for joy if I hear that you're still alive?
And perhaps...
How do you expect me to endure those days...
when I can't breathe from the lack of news?
"Jun Soo must have died."
"In a strange city... amongst strangers..."
"He must have died lonely."
Stop.
Stop it.
I can't live like that.
How can I live my life waiting for news of your death?
So die in front of me.
I'm going to remember them. Your final moments.
In my heart, I'm going to remember that you're no longer alive.
I want to do that, too.
I want to die in front of you.
That way, until the day you die,
you won't forget me.
I don't want to.
I don't want to part with you, either.
I don't want to see you smiling in front of someone else.
But...
We can't.
You need to forget me.
You need to become happy.
I told you I can't.
I can't leave you to die alone.
I...
I can live while longing for you.
Because my heart...
is completely filled with you.
Nobody, nothing, can fill my heart in your place.
Every day... I'm going to... draw out the you living in my heart, one by one.
From the moment we first met at the airport in Hokkaido.
One... by one.
I can't leave him to die alone.
There won't even be someone who'll close his eyes for him.
I can't leave him like that.
To lie alone on a cold street.
I beg you, Jun Soo.
After I see you leave in the morning.
Get up.
Shall I take you home?
I'll call you once I reach Paris.
Leave now.
I'll live for as long as I can.
You promised me.
That if you died, you'd die in front of me.
I said I'm leaving.
I'm going to go to the airport in the morning and leave with Da Ae.
Shall we go to the airport together, then?
Just...
Can't you leave me alone?
If you're in front of me like that,
I can't do anything at all.
Can't you wait a few days?
Once we see Seong Gu's autopsy results...
That doesn't matter.
Why doesn't it?
Why does it matter if it's murder or suicide?
I know why Seong Gu died.
Yes.
It's me.
I killed Seong Gu.
But...
Shall I start over again?
Tell you what happened on the cliff in Otaru?
I'm happy right now.
My heart has never felt so at ease.
I told you.
That I'd live for as long as I can.
At that moment, I realized.
That nothing could change Jun Soo's mind.
I... believed I could change Jun Soo's mind.
With the strength of my love.
But he left.
While leaving me behind.
I was foolish.
To believe I could change him.
What Jun Soo wanted might not have been love.
Jun Soo might have wanted to let go of everything in his life.
For Jun Soo...
Even my love...
might have been shackles that were holding him back.
I couldn't reach you by phone, so I came here to tell you something.
It's nothing important.
Then tell me later.
I quit the company.
Shin Jung Ho gave me enough to pay for everything I suffered.
They said they'd give me the division director job.
I'm sorry.
I need to go inside.
Did something happen?
That guy... is leaving for Paris with Da Ae, right?
Why? Are you grieved about that?
I know what you've been doing all this time!
I'm overflowing with nausea. Yet still I waited for you.
Fine. I won't hold on to you any longer.
You decide whether we get divorced or not. I'll follow your decision.
Why didn't you leave, instead of Da Ae?
Did someone die or something?
Why are you crying?
I think about him.
I can't remember anything.
It'll be the same for Jun Soo, too.
Jun Soo... must be buried within the deepest darkness.
Over here, Detective Park.
It must be suicide.
You see that room, two stories from the top?
The window's open, but there's no evidence of anyone breaking in from the outside.
Ah, really.
Da Ae. Don't you need to go in now?
It's almost time to leave.
He said that if you can't leave together, he'd follow you in 2-3 days.
Jun Soo?
Yes.
Yes, we were going to meet at the airport.
Who is it?
Yes. Tell me.
What's wrong, Da Ae?
Say something!
What's wrong?!
He died.
Who did?
Jun Soo?!
I got a call from a colleague last night.
About Kang Seong Gu's autopsy results.
They came out.
Aren't you curious?
They couldn't find any evidence related to murder.
The chances of it being a suicide or accident are high.
So his innocence was proven.
I thought he'd be happy, so I called him, but his phone was off.
I thought there was no hurry, so I was going to call him in the morning...
You were together, right?
The security guard at the apartment said he saw a woman go up.
It was you, right?
I'm sorry.
What are you going to do?
You should see him once more.
Why did I cling on to Jun Soo so much?
I wanted to be free of Ha Dong Won, but I had no courage.
Because I was used to living comfortably.
If... I had met someone else, and not Jun Soo, what would have happened?
Does that work?
You don't fall in love with just anyone.
Right?
Jun Soo's the best.
I'm going in.
You're going to get on the plane?
It's Jun Soo's gift.
Going to Paris, and starting anew.
I should leave, as he wanted me to.
Da Ae.
Meet a good man in Paris.
Jun Soo will like that.
To be honest, I never imagined that he would commit suicide.
Isn't that right?
He tried so hard to live.
I'm sorry.
I thought you might know the reason.
You were together, right?
There's nothing for you to be sorry about.
Kang Seong Gu's autopsy results wouldn't have changed anything.
That's what I don't understand.
He could have lived, so why?
Did Lee Jun Soo say anything else about Kang Seong Gu's death?
Supposing, regardless of the autopsy results, that day...
Why do you want to know so badly?
Because the truth needs to be revealed.
Is that so important, to reveal the truth?
That way, the world will turn as it should.
You were together, right?
Yes.
Why didn't you stop him?
Did you not want to?
You were both in love, so why?
Jun Soo wanted it.
What? What do you mean?
He said he was scared.
Of dying.
There's only one reason for me to live.
The fact that I love you.
But there are hundreds of reasons for me to die.
That's not your fault.
I killed Seong Gu.
I can fool the world, but not you.
If it tortures you that much, then hand yourself in.
I can wait however long it takes.
Nothing lasts forever in this world. I know that well.
The only thing that doesn't change... is death.
Everything alive changes.
Leave with Da Ae.
You can't die.
Go to Paris or wherever, and start anew with Da Ae.
I told you, you can't!
If time can stop...
My suffering will stop, too.
And...
Our love will stop too.
Then...
No one can take our love away from us.
Because time has stopped.
No one...
Can take you away from me.
Lee Jun Soo was scared?
He didn't die.
Huh?
If he's in my heart forever,
then that isn't dying.
Lee Jun Soo might be alive.
It suddenly occurred to me that that might be true.
Although it probably isn't.
Have I gotten old? To believe that kind of fantasy.
Last night, Lee Jun Soo committed suicide.
We checked the possibility for murder as well, but...
He paid for his sins.
It's my personal opinion,
but I think that Seong Gu's death was neither suicide nor murder.
Really?
If Seong Gu was murdered, then Lee Jun Soo was murdered as well.
What interesting logic.
Are you curious about anything?
See here, Park Seonsaeng.
You worked hard.
One year later
Mina.
Yes.
Is there anything you like?
What a pretty color! It'll match your clothes.
Yes, welcome.
Thank you. Work hard.
Why do I get so many ads?
What is this?
This girl. No news for over a year, and now just one postcard?
I'm getting married.
That girl! She finally met someone nice!
That girl!
I'm so envious!
Hello!
It's hard to see you these days, since you're so busy.
You're collecting those flags still?
It's become a habit, so I don't want to throw them away.
How many do you have?
About a hundred?
A hundred? More like two hundred!
- I'm leaving. - Yes.
Ah, tomorrow's your day off, right?
Yes. Why?
The current party of tourists numbers to over 300.
It's so hard for me to take them around by myself.
Should I help you?
No. It's fine. It's the day you see your children.
It's a good translation. Dazai Osamu.
Mommy!
Bok Sun!
Mommy!
Let's go.
Don't run, you'll get hurt!
You've been doing well?
Na Ri, Na Rae!
Don't give Bok Sun too much ice cream, he'll get sick.
Stop eating.
How is it?
What?
Working at the tour agency.
I'm a veteran at it now.
I can tell.
How are things? Are you still resting?
No. I've started the enterprise I've been studying.
What kind of work is it?
Finance, of course. What else can I do well?
I'm leaving.
Na Ri, Dad's leaving.
Eat lots.
Na Rae.
Leave them alone. They'll be wishing me gone.
Go on.
If I make some money, the alimony...
Yes. Give me more.
Division Director!
How have you been?
Welcome.
Division Director. You've gained weight!
You must be happy, fooling around at home.
How are you guys?
We want to die.
How's Shin Jung Ho?
He was lucky. You saved his life before you left, after all.
How are you guys?
We're enduring things while waiting for some good news from you.
Start something, quickly. Shin Jung Ho tries to eat us up every time he sees us.
Hey. You shouldn't say that behind his back.
Hand in your resignation letters.
- What? - Are you starting?
What are you going to work on?
You don't need to know. Will you do it?
We will.
What about you, Hyeon Pil?
What if I don't?
Then you'd kill me.
Within three years...
There.
Let's construct a building there.
In our four names.
Oh my god!!
President!
I got married.
Really?
While in Seoul, I went on a marriage meeting with a lawyer from the States.
I don't know how he knew, but he followed me all the way to Paris.
I didn't like it, but I didn't dislike it, either.
Congratulations.
You think about Jun Soo a lot, don't you?
What about you?
Sometimes. Not often.
What about you?
I almost never did.
I tried to forget, but I was also busy.
Are you still working at the tour agency?
I'm not good at anything else.
I'm envious.
I would have given up already, and chosen something comfortable.
Has Ha Seonsaengnim remarried yet?
He probably will.
Then he'll give you the kids.
That's why I'm busily saving up money right now.
You're incredible. Taking the hard road, when you could take the easy one.
I'll be leaving now.
Just a moment.
When I went to Paris, I took Jun Soo's luggage with me.
Because he said he would follow me later.
After I got married, I found this as I was sorting out my things.
I thought it might be for me, but it doesn't fit.
Try it on.
It's a perfect fit.
He must have bought it for you.
Although he didn't get a chance to give it to you.
I'm leaving now.
I really forgot Jun Soo for a long time.
I threw myself into the tourism work day and night, with almost no days off.
Meeting my kids twice a month was my only time of rest.
No. It's not that I forgot Jun Soo.
I just tried my best to forget him that way.
Yes! Cheese!
Cheese!
Sunbae.
The camera is a bit weird.
- It doesn't work? - Yes, it doesn't.
Okay, cheese!
One, two, three! One, two, three!
I'm really bad at taking pictures.
Does it bother you?
Sunbae. Shall I buy you a drink?
Wait just a moment.
I'll always... be by your side.
Whenever you want to see me, just raise your hands and touch anywhere.
Like this.
Touch.
Can you feel me?
Whenever I feel the need to see you,
I close my eyes, no matter where I am.
Then, you appear to me.
If I raise my hand and caress the air...
You're standing there.
The world... changes into what I long for.
If I long for the sea, the world becomes the sea.
If I long for mountains, the world becomes mountains.
If I long for you, the world becomes you.
If you long for me, the world will become full of me.
That's right.
If I don't long for him, then I can't see anything at all.
I love you.
I love you too.
Love, huh?
Love?