♫ Love has started to play a role in our story ♫
♫ Bit by bit, it has written down the emotional chapters ♫
♫ I want to collect for you the most beautiful moments ♫
♫ Quietly accompany you in waiting for that day ♫
♫ This love is too strong, it allows no hesitation ♫
♫ Whether my heart can fill all the emptiness ♫
♫ Love is a promise in the wind ♫
♫ The promise made is eternal ♫
♫ Will never be broken ♫
♫ When I gaze into your eyes ♫
♫ Can you see that ♫
♫ Happiness has always been quietly keeping watch by your side? ♫
Boss & Me
Episode 11
Li Shu, your basketball skill have degraded considerably!
It's not degraded! It's just a small setback, okay? I'm so busy every day. When do I have the time to practice?
You're busy, so you don't exercise at all?
Who is that?
Zhou Xiao Wei?!
You're so obvious, you know?
You have this look on your face only when you're dealing with someone you particularly dislike.
Is Shan Shan angry about you dancing with Zhou Xiao Wei?
- You two danced? How did that happen? - It was at the Annual Gala.
You two gossip-mongers, can you have a bit of manners?
You're acting as if I'm invisible.
You're really in a bad mood! Did you have a falling out with Shan Shan?
Nothing has ever gone well between us, so what really is a "falling out"?
I still have things to do.
So you send Li Shu home.
What's going on?
I knew it! Xue Shan Shan is nothing more than just a passing interest to him.
Surely, it's nothing serious.
It's still early, let me take you somewhere.
- Where? - You'll know when we get there!
Come on, make the cut! Make the cut!
No, not from within the 3-point line! Shoot a 3-pointer! 3 points!
So what do you think? This place is pretty good, right? I knew you would like it!
Yes, not bad! How did you find such a nice place?
- Let's come here again during the championship games. - Alright!
So all the places you like have such an aggressive and macho atmosphere?
More or less.
But women's basketball is quite enjoyable to watch too.
True.
Even though Feng Teng likes sports, are you sure that he would like a girl who likes sports more than he does?
So you do like Feng Teng after all.
To say that I like him or don't like him would be an oversimplification of my feelings.
But it's true that I've always cared about him.
Then if you like him, you should tell him. That is Li Shu's style.
Given how arrogant Feng Teng is, if I confess my feelings and things don't work out, do you think we can still be friends?
So that's why, when we were in America, you kept showing up and disappearing over and over again?
What is that supposed to mean?
See for yourself... Originally, you were our junior at college.
That year, when Feng Teng got a girlfriend, you suddenly disappeared, transferred to another college.
And that summer, when Feng Teng broke up with his girlfriend, you suddenly flew back in and spent the summer with us.
Then during the senior year, Feng Teng got another girlfriend and you once again disappeared.
- They just scored! They just scored! - It's all your fault!
It was all a coincidence.
Actually, I've always felt that Feng Teng treats you very well, as if he has feelings for you.
Don't try to trick me! Don't even think you can trick me!
Tell me... When an ordinary guy meets such a candid and beautiful girl like you,
he will surely end up falling in love with you, won't he?
- But Feng Teng is not an ordinary guy. - You're right.
Feng Teng certainly is not an ordinary guy.
Maybe one day, I will tell him myself.
But definitely not now.
Right now, Xue Shan Shan's good fortune is at its peak.
Let me tell you ...
Feng Teng is not just arrogant, he's also cunning.
When he likes a girl, he absolutely won't say it first, he'll surely find a way to make her confess first.
If that girl hesitates in confessing first, then he'll just take it as proof that he has lost her.
I really hate his overbearing attitude!
That's because you are equally overbearing!
Come on!
- Bottoms up! - Really? Bottoms up?
- I can't really do bottoms up. - I'll do bottoms up. You drink as much as you want.
It's the end of the year and many people are moving house, so of course, it won't be easy to find a good apartment.
Don't feel like you're imposing on me.
Cheng Hao will be in Beijing for business for the next three months.
You can put all your stuff at my place first.
And then, when you return after Chinese New Year, you can stay with me first.
Only then, you can take your time to find an apartment. Eventually, you will find one.
Three months? He'll be gone for that long?
Liu Liu
Are you and You Cheng Hao really over?
We're still struggling to deal with our issues.
But his trip to Beijing this time is arranged by the company. It has nothing to do with our situation.
I think it's actually a very good thing. At least, it gives both of us some time to calm down.
Why are you trying so hard to work it out? Just break up then!
Cheng Hao isn't a bad person.
From the start, he was the one who pursued me.
My mom just felt that we both needed a little push to move forward in our relationship.
Now that I want to seriously talk about breaking up, he is hesitating,
saying that, in fact, he still has feelings for me.
Then how about you? Do you still like him?
In this respect, I am much more rational than you are.
When two people are together but they're not right for each other,
no matter how much they like each other, it won't work out.
The reason why I'm trying so hard to make it work is that ...
for the sake of our friendship, I want to give him a bit of time to change.
When the time comes and if we still can't work it out, then I can move on with my life without any regret.
Moving on without any regret ...
Liu Liu, you are really so much stronger than I am!
I've never been in a relationship, and all I have now is a rejected confession.
Every day of my life gloomily passes by.
Year-End Closing procedures are already completed, and Chinese New Year is almost here.
I finally have a bit of free time.
But I feel as if days drag on like years.
I really wish that I can hurry past this year, and that Chinese New Year is already here.
Then I can get away from Shanghai for a short while.
Shan Shan, what are you doing on the company website?
Looking at the Big Boss, right?
I'm just casually looking.
Casually looking?
What are you up to?
Shan Shan, I just wanted to ask you when you're going home.
The day before the New Year's Eve. My ticket is for the evening.
You're going back by train?
- That's right. - Then it would take over ten hours, wouldn't it?
That's why I bought the ticket for the night before the New Year's Eve.
After the train ride, I have to transfer to the bus.
- I guess, by the time I get home, I can immediately have the New Year's Eve family dinner. - That's very nice.
Shan Shan, I need your help with something.
Here's the situation... My family has a distant relative who happens to live near you.
Every year, they would all come to Shanghai for the Chinese New Year.
But this year, my whole family is going to Hainan Island for the New Year.
So my mother has prepared a gift to be sent to him.
But because I've been so busy these days, I haven't had the time to pass it to him.
So I'm just hoping that, on your way home, you can pop by his place and pass this to him.
Their house is very close to yours, it's around the train station.
- Okay, no problem! - You are so nice, Shan Shan!
- Then I'll send you his contact details later. - Alright.
Great! When you come back, I must treat you dinner!
No need, no need. You can just treat me drinks, that's enough.
Going home for the New Year, I'll surely become fat from all the food! I must lose weight when I come back.
- Time to leave work! - Let's go, let's go! Happy Chinese New Year!
- Happy Chinese New Year! - Happy Chinese New Year! Bye!
- Ah Jia, bye! Shan Shan, bye! - Happy Chinese New Year! Bye!
- Happy Chinese New Year, Shan Shan! Thanks for your help! - Bye! No problem, no problem!
- Bye! - Bye!
(Text:) "Happy Chinese New Year."
Xue Shan Shan, maybe Boss is just playing a joke on you.
But a joke from him is like a tsunami to you.
At this rate, you might not even survive past this year!
Just do this as a way of giving yourself some closure,
and also as a way of making yourself happy. (Text settings:) "Send auto-message on: January 30"
You're going directly to the train station?
Yes, Shuang Yi met up with her parents at the airport last night.
They were all flying off to Hong Kong. She's so blessed!
You'll be on such a long train journey with no one accompanying you.
I am really quite worried about you.
What is there for you to worry about? I'm all grown up now!
You should stop worrying about me and go see You Cheng Hao in Beijing.
Didn't you tell me that you must clarify things with his father and also with Auntie before the Chinese New Year?
- Then, before you do that, the two of you must come to an agreement of your own, right? - You don't have to worry about me!
I can take care of myself.
You should be more concerned about yourself.
You really don't know how dreadful public transport can be during the Chinese New Year?
Will you be alright by yourself?
Then what else can I do? You all are leaving!
Shall I celebrate the New Year all by myself? Isn't that crazy?
Don't worry!
I am so smart! It will be alright!
This is my first year working away from home.
And also my first time really experiencing the Chinese New Year travel season.
My God!
It seems that, sometimes, money that should be spent must be spent.
Miss, can you please open up your luggage for a moment? We need to check it.
- But I'm in a hurry right now. - Please cooperate with us.
Okay.
Miss, can you please open this so that we can take a look inside?
- I have to open this too? - Yes.
There is a set of knives in here.
- Don't you know that knives are prohibited items? - I ...
- You're not allowed to bring them on-board the train. Why do you have them with you? - I ...
I also didn't know that they were in there! My friend asked me to bring this box back home as a gift.
I haven't even opened it to look inside yet. I really didn't know!
- Please show me your ID. - What should I do? Oh, my ID?
Where did I put my ID?
Where is my bag?
Wh-Where is my bag? I put it right here just now!
- Did any of you see her bag? - Has anyone seen my bag?! - No! - No!
But I put it right here!
I'm doomed! My ID is also in my wallet.
This time, even if I jump into the Huangpu River, I can't wash myself off this mess.
It's him! It's him!
He took my bag, Mr. Policeman. Hurry, go arrest him!
He ...
White clothes, average build, male, ...
Suspected to have stolen a bag. In the bag, there are ...
- It's not "suspected", he definitely stole it! - Alright, alright.
- In the bag, there is my wallet. - And your ID?
- Yes, ID. - And your wallet.
Then ... May I ask when you can return me my stolen bag?
There are so many people travelling during Chinese New Year. Even if we do make an arrest, it'll be after the New Year.
- Only after the New Year?! - Don't worry. As soon as we have it, we'll notify you.
Then, that's it for now?
You'll have to leave your knives with me. You said your co-worker asked you to bring them.
But right now, you don't have your ID, so you'd better ask your co-worker to come and retrieve the knives.
- My cell phone is also stolen. - Your cell phone is also stolen?!
What should I do?
Mr. Policeman, it's also gone.
What should I do?
Then can you contact that friend of yours right now? Ask her to come and pick her stuff up.
My... That... That co-worker of mine is going to Hainan Island with her whole family for the New Year holidays.
They must be on their way there by now.
Where do you work? Isn't there anyone in your company who can come and verify your identity?
- I work at Feng Teng Group. - Feng Teng?
That's a huge company. How can you prove that?
- I can ask my Big Boss to come and confirm who I am. - Big Boss?
How can I be that reckless?
No, no, no, I absolutely can't let him know about such an embarrassing incident.
That's right! It makes more sense to call Ah Mei's number. Yes!
Mr. Policeman, I remember the phone number of one of my co-workers.
I can ask her to come and help me with my registration.
As long as it's someone who can help you verify your identity, that's fine. Quickly contact her now.
Then ...
Can I use that phone over there for a while?
Yes, go ahead.
Hello?
Ah Mei, it's me --- Shan Shan.
Are you still in Shanghai right now?
Shan Shan?!
Why are you calling from this number? And aren't you supposed to be on the train by now?
I'm in an urgent situation over here.
Can you bring your ID and come pick me up right now from the police department at the train station?
Okay, Shan Shan, don't worry.
- It's no big deal, I'll come over right away. - Okay, okay, I'll be waiting for you.
Mr. Policeman, my co-worker said she'll be here soon.
- Alright, then you should sit here and wait. - Okay.
- Miss Xue is over there. - Alright, thank you.
Miss Xue!
Xiao Zhang!
Big ... Big Boss
Get in the car.
In such desperate times, the mighty Boss appears out of the blue to save the day ...
How could this keep happening to me?
Looking at Boss's face is even scarier than facing the police.
Xiao Zhang
Can you please send me to a nearby hotel?
The thing is ... I've already decided to move out of my cousin's house.
But my things are still at her place.
But both my previous roommate and my cousin are not in Shanghai now.
I also don't have the keys to my cousin's house.
Also, I've lost both my wallet and my cell phone.
That's right! The most crucial issue right now is to borrow money!
But with Boss sitting right here, how can I talk to Xiao Zhang about it?
Or maybe I should borrow money from Boss?
Forget it, forget it!
Xiao Zhang
Stop the car at the next intersection, and then you go home first.
Yes, sir.
Boss
- Happy Chinese New Year. - Happy Chinese New Year.
Xue Shan Shan!
Don't you have anything to say to me?
If I borrow 1,000 yuan from Boss, it should be enough. No, just to be safe, I'd better ask for 1,500 yuan.
But if I talk about money straightaway, it'll be a bit weird, right?
So I should make casual conversation before bringing up the money issue.
So ... B-Boss ...
You shouldn't be driving, right?
Weren't you at some party before coming here?
Drink-driving is not a good idea, right?
Are you worried about your own safety or mine?
Don't worry, I don't need to drink at such occasions.
Just now, you told the police that you are an employee of Feng Teng Group, right?
I am doomed! Is he going to start listing out all my crimes and then punish me for all of them?
Y-yes-yes.
So at that moment, you didn't forget about me, did you?
Of course not!
I always keep in mind that I am an employee of Feng Teng Group.
Then how come I didn't even catch a glimpse of your shadow these past few days?
Boss, isn't this like "the pot calling the kettle black"? You were the one who disappeared for the past few days!
This is a case of a thief crying thief! (Guilty party blaming the innocent one)
I've been working very hard these past few days.
So... Boss... in view of my very, very hard work, can you please give me a little bit of my overtime pay in advance?
I'll definitely pay you back immediately after the New Year.
So you've lost both your wallet and your cell phone ...
and you want to borrow money from me?
Xue Shan Shan, you know something?
It's not that easy to borrow money from me.
So now, once again, I want you to think very carefully ...
what you actually want to say to me.
(Feng Teng:) I've got two questions for you.
Why did you come to my office every day?
And why did you join me for lunch every day?
Was that all because I ordered you to do so?
If my order is really an imperial decree to you, then you've just become a traitor.
I hope that you'll carefully think it through.
Is Boss referring to that conversation?
Of course, I've thought about it.
But I did all those things really because you ordered me ... at least at the beginning.
No, no, if I give him that answer, will he still lend me money?
Why isn't my brain working?
I'm just trying to borrow money. Why is it even harder than robbing a bank?
I ... I remember!
Why did I go to your office every day?
Why did I have lunch with you every day?
It is not because you ordered me to do so! But because ... because I ... I ...
I was mesmerized by your looks!
Xue Shan Shan, have you lost your mind?!
What kind of lousy answer was that?!
Very well.
But if you were mesmerized by my looks, according to what happened afterwards, does it mean that my looks are no longer good enough to mesmerize you?
"What happened afterwards"? Is he referring to the fact that I rejected his confession?
That's right, if I was really mesmerized by his looks, how do I explain why I rejected him?
Can I be honest about it?
Boss, actually, that night, I was very drunk!
So I got a little carried away.
That's the only reason why I rejected you.
That's... Actually, I ... I was ...
I was playing hard to get.
Playing hard to get...
Xue Shan Shan, congratulations.
- I am very satisfied with your answer just now. - Really?! That means you're going to lend me money, right?
At first, I was going to send you to a hotel, and then deduct the expenses from your salary.
But now, I've got good news for you.
I've changed my mind.
For the next two days, you'll be staying at my place.
Boss, staying at your place ... What do you mean by that?
Wait, wait... I haven't agreed to it yet.
Regretting it already? You can still get out.
From the looks of it, even if I wait until the Lantern Festival (15th night of the first lunar month), I still won't get a taxi here.
The thing is ... Boss ...
Even though property prices are a little high right now, it's not so bad that you have to live so far out of the city!
This is my family residence, I don't usually stay here.
Family residence?
Can this be where he used to live with his parents?
From what I've heard, Boss's parents were both killed in a car accident over a decade ago.
And the old chairman who raised his sister and him also passed away three years ago.
That's probably why Boss rarely comes back to this house.
- Sir, you're back. ♫ Sometimes you wonder ♫
♫ What if you could rewrite the moment ♫
♫ Sometimes you figure out ♫
- Miss Xue's luggage is in the trunk. Please help her bring them inside. ♫ There's another luck in imperfection ♫
♫ Sometimes you've been hurt ♫
♫ Then you learn to think about and feel more ♫
♫ Sometimes you've been bored ♫
Let's go.
♫ With the life you hate ♫
Miss Xue, Miss Xue, this way please.
♫ Always be amazed ♫
♫ Always take a risk ♫
♫ Always keep the pace ♫
- Thank you. ♫ in a lifetime game ♫
- Miss Xue, this way please. ♫ 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6 ♫
♫ Life is rolling the dice ♫
- That's my ... ♫ babe ♫
♫ While you're lost in the dark ♫
- Feel free to sit anywhere. - Okay. ♫ Close your eyes ♫
♫ You'll find the lights ♫
Is there something you're not used to?
- No, nothing. ♫ Shine in the other side ♫
- But ... - Sir!
Here is the information you asked for.
♫ 1, 2, 3, 4, 5 ♫
- Boss? ♫ 6 ♫
Boss
Can I borrow your phone? I'd like to make a short call to my mom.
Oh no, I just wanted to use that one ...
Thank you.
Hello?
Hello, mom.
Shan Shan?
Whose number is this?
Are you already on the bus?
I ... I was careless, and I lost my wallet and my cell phone.
And I couldn't catch the train.
What?! You didn't catch the train, and also lost your wallet and your cell phone?
How did that happen?
I've told you so many times ...
There are too many people during Chinese New Year. Be careful, be careful!
You ... How did you still manage to lose your things?
Why didn't you lose yourself as well?
Then ... Then what are going to do now?
You're not staying overnight at the train station, are you?
I ... I'm now at ... at ...
... at a co-worker's house.
Co-worker?
It's Chinese New Year, wouldn't you be disturbing them?
Why don't you borrow some money from your co-worker and buy another ticket to come home?
- By the time you get home, it'll be the New Year Day already. - Alright, alright, mom, I understand.
I'll think of something on my own, don't worry.
By now, train tickets surely won't be available anymore.
I wonder whether I can still book air tickets.
Boss, thank you for your cell phone.
Just one more thing ... Boss, can you ... ?
- Please help Miss Xue book an air ticket. It's getting late, show her to her room so she can rest. - Yes, sir.
Xiao Zhu
- Please show Miss Xue to the guest room on the second floor. - Yes, sir.
- Miss Xue, please follow me. - Thank you, thank you. - No problem.
Let her stay in the east wing.
Okay, sir. Miss Xue, this way please.
Miss Xue, please come in.
This is the guest room for you.
Mr. Feng's room is right next to yours.
If you need anything, you can call me through the intercom.
- Then, I'll be downstairs. - Thank you.
- Goodnight, have a good rest, bye. - Bye.
The wealthy have such nice homes.
Even one room in their house is much bigger than my whole house.
So tired.
I'll deal with it tomorrow.
Sir, if there's no problem with these tax documents and payslips, I'll just settle them accordingly.
I trust your judgement.
Please help Miss Xue book a ticket for the New Year's Day, thank you for your hard work.
After the bizarre circumstances yesterday, and then waking up in this room,
it feels as if I've woken up from one dream into another dream.
Brother
Is Shan Shan celebrating the Chinese New Year with us this year?
You're very well-informed.
Brother!
This is the first time you've brought a girl home to celebrate the New Year.
You and Shan Shan have known each other for barely a few months.
The way you are doing this ... Don't you think it's too sudden?
I know you don't want to talk to me about these things.
But I need to know what's on your mind.
I'm worried about you.
It is just like when Yan Qing and I first decided to get married, you hired someone to investigate him.
And I didn't stop you from doing so.
Because I know you were doing it for my own good.
In this world, we only have each other as family.
What do you think of Shan Shan?
Shan Shan is very adorable.
Are you really dating her with marriage in mind?
You're thinking too much.
- Then tell me ... What is so special about Xue Shan Shan? - Nothing special.
If I really have to name anything special at all, there's only one thing:
She sure can eat.
Miss Xue
Good morning, Miss Xue.
G-goo-good morning.
Miss Xue, would you like to go down to the dining room now for breakfast?
Am I being too impolite as a guest here?
Mr. Feng told me to show you to the dining room once I see you.
Ms. Feng is here too.
- Ms. Feng? - Yes, she got here early this morning.
Miss Xue, this way please.
Good morning, Ms. Feng.
Good morning, Shan Shan.
Good morning, Boss.
Shan Shan, come and have breakfast.
Ms. Feng
Why are you still calling me Ms. Feng? You're acting like a stranger!
From now on, just call me Yue Yue.
Okay.
Eat your food. Breakfast is always at 7 am. In the future, don't be late.
In the future? How come there's a future?
Is Boss trying to point out that I must not be late for work in the future or for breakfast at 7 am?
I understand.
Sir
Since the temporary ID card is still being processed, the air ticket can only be booked for tomorrow at 10:30 am.
Never mind. Then I'll just go back tomorrow morning. Thank you.
- You're welcome. - Okay. Thank you, Uncle Wang.
- Uncle Wang, I'll come with you, it's just about time for me to check on the baby's food. - Okay.
- Feng Yue, I ... - Never mind, enjoy the food, everything is yours.
The air is so refreshing.
Shan Shan
Ms. Feng Yue!
- Let's go pick some vegetables together at the farm. - Pick vegetables?!
Please don't tell me that everyone in the Feng family has this obsession with picking vegetables?
Pick ... pick vegetables?! Shouldn't we just do that at the dining table?
Why do we have to go to the farm?
This is our family tradition.
Every Chinese New Year's Eve, all the dishes for dinner must be picked from the farm.
My grandpa didn't trust outside food, so he used to manage his own farm.
I see.
When our grandpa passed away, Feng Teng was only 27 years old.
My brother had to take over the entire Feng Teng Group at that age.
He was awesome!
In just a few years' time, the scale of Feng Teng Group expanded by multiple times.
Outsiders say that our whole Feng family is made up of businessmen, they call us "Feng businessmen". But actually, it's not like that.
At the beginning, our ancestors were scholars.
It's only starting from the Qing Dynasty that we turned into businessmen.
No wonder Boss doesn't look like a businessman.
More like a profit-monger.
Feng Yue!
Miss Li Shu, how are you?
Li Shu
How come Shan Shan is also here?
As they say, "A loss might turn out to be a blessing", right?
As long as you came out of the incident safely, it is a blessing.
For people like us who have "Panda Blood" (AB-Rh Negative), just to be free of illness or injury is already a blessing.
Some things in life cannot be bought with money.
Ms. Feng Yue
Actually, there's something I wanted to tell you earlier.
The thing is ... The person who donated blood for you the second time was not me.
It was another colleague from Feng Teng Group, her name is Zhou Xiao Wei.
Why would my brother hide this from me?
He's probably just afraid that I'll start sending lunch to that other girl.
It's not as if just anyone can eat our Feng family's food.
Shan Shan
In fact, my phone number is pretty easy to remember.
Didn't you study finance? So you must be good with numbers.
When you get a new phone, you should save it in there right away.
In the future, if you need anything, you can just contact me directly.
- Okay. - You don't need to call Feng Teng for everything.
After all, we are girls. There are many things that we feel uncomfortable to say to guys.
Okay.
I think it's getting late. Let's quickly head out to the farm and pick some vegetables!
- Alright. - Alright. Let's go! - Let's go!
The apples are fine too.
Feng Teng
- How come you were here all by yourself? - Come here.
I was planning to pick some vegetables so that we can bring over to Auntie Fang later on.
Why are you being so polite? We're all family.
Isn't it good enough for you if I pick them myself?
It's you who's being too polite.
- No, it's you! - No, it's you!
You, you, you! It's you who's too polite!
Don't mind them, the two of them are always like this.
I ... I don't mind, I'm fine.
Alright, let's walk around over there.
- The vegetables this year look really good! - These are all from your family farm?
That's right. And we don't use pesticides.
Yan Qing, where's Zheng Qi?
He'll be a bit late. There are still some details that I need to discuss with him.
By the way, our tickets are already booked, we're flying to America on the New Year's night.
Okay.
Feng Yue, what do you think is going on with Feng Teng?
Just before the New Year, didn't he say that he had a falling out with Shan Shan?
Then why would he bring her here to celebrate Chinese New Year?
It's impossible to understand my brother's heart, I've never really understood him.
I've been wondering about that too.
I think my brother really likes Shan Shan.
Shan Shan is quite alright, but ...
Forget it.
Although she seems naive, this is the girl my brother decided to bring to our family home, so she can't be that ordinary.
Isn't there a saying: "Pretend to be a pig so you can eat the tiger"?
Look at what you think of Shan Shan! She can't be that bad, right?
I don't think badly of her!
Thank you so much, Auntie. Please help me carry the fishing equipment over there.
Come.
Thanks.
- Shan Shan, you're also here! - Qi Shuai!
Long time no see.
Did you miss me?
Let's go fishing.
♫ Love --- it's a complicated game ♫
♫ Once invested, you're afraid to lose ♫
♫ If the purpose from the start was to eventually separate ♫
♫ It's destined to be an ending without a conclusion ♫
♫ Knowing full well that with you, there is no winner or loser ♫
♫ But I think of you, I can't help it ♫
♫ I heart-achingly tell myself ♫
♫ I should forget about such a relationship ♫
♫ I still think of you, always involuntarily ♫
♫ Fully aware that I'm lying to myself ♫
♫ But I still can't summon up the courage ♫
♫ To say I love you ♫
♫ Love you ♫