It looks different externally, but it’s still the same internally. This is your heart.
Don’t eat it! Don’t eat it! I already told you not to eat it.
Congratulation everyone. Our Dollars Lab’s marketing lab is officially launched.
I warn you.
Do not talk to me anymore.
Go away! Go away!
Li Bao Bei, what are you doing? What are you doing?
If you really decided to get married, you have to give up on me then.
Because, you can’t manage your happiness.
Qin Ai, will you marry me?
Are you going to accept his proposal?
What does it have to do with you?
♫ Oh Lonely ♫
♫ Hello loneliness you're the one who never left my side ♫
♫ Oh Lonely ♫
♫ I don't need to fake to be young in front of you ♫
♫ Oh oh oh lonely ♫
♫ Nobody likes the game I like to play ♫
♫ Oh lonely ♫
♫ We just pretend to be happy in front of people ♫
♫ This is lonely ♫
♫ The future keeps coming but the past will never pass ♫
♫ I have no enemy, but I have no strength to fight ♫
♫ The reality is always so real ♫
♫ Oh lonely ♫
♫ I took care of the world but never myself ♫
♫ Oh lonely ♫
♫ You can't fill up the loss with what you have ♫ [The Ex-Man]
[Episode 5] If you don’t want her to get married, tell her then.
Why are you acting depressed here? Will she know?
Of course I don’t want.
The point is what right do I have to stop her from getting married?
I’m her ex-boyfriend.
What right do I have to say these to her?
So, you don’t want her to get married. You still act like you don’t care.
Of course I don’t want. We’re only 31 years old.
Getting married this early, isn’t it too risky?
And have you ever think of getting married?
Based on the situation now, I can’t get married even I want to.
If you’re getting married now, are you sure you want to decide your whole life now?
No.
Being with one person for the whole life,
wow, that’s so long, it’s going to be hard.
But, I’m okay if we have kids.
If we have kids, I’m certain that I can love her forever.
I’m talking about marriage and you’re talking about kids. Didn’t you take it too far?
You really don’t know. Women’s world is different from ours.
Since young, women are forced to move faster than men.
What do you mean?
Women are responsible of giving birth.
Their puberty
come faster than us. They have menstruation and their breasts develop.
Therefore, the difference between a girl and a woman is very big.
Unlike us, we have what we need since birth, what differences do we have?
- So, we don’t feel anything on our growth. - What does this have to do with her marriage?
35 years old is counted as advanced maternal age. It’s very dangerous.
But, you can’t get married without thinking wisely.
How do you know whether she thought wisely or not?
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Why don’t you imitate the leading actors from idol dramas.
What?
Rush to the church and stop her from getting married.
Take her away in front of her relatives and friends.
She will be wearing the wedding dress and run with you on the road
during a rainy day. And add some slow motions at the end.
What if she ask me if I want to get married?
I believe the leading actresses are not as nasty as Lin Qin Ai.
I’m not sure who’s the nasty one here.
Being at the same age, 31 years old, aren’t you worry about her?
Who?
Shu Ying.
Shu Ying is good. Why do I have to worry about her?
Dai Hai An, sometimes, you’re really good at acting stupid.
And you’re so cruel.
Am I?
What did you think? You thought I’m so free to come here and play games with you?
If not?
Shu Ying is very worried about you.
Me and Shu Ying are not like this. We are just friends, you know it too.
I really don’t know.
Both of you are just friends?
If you have conscience,
don’t hold onto someone with the word ‘friend’.
Women’s youth is very short.
I’m going to pee, will come back for another match and let you take revenge.
If we are the same as the past,
it will be great.
Darling.
Am I annoying if I keep finding you in every morning?
No.
Yesterday, you ran away suddenly and I couldn’t find you.
I was worried.
Sorry.
Why?
I’m the one who need to apologize.
I know you need some time to think.
I’m too impetuous.
I bought your favorite biscuits.
I’ll wait for you downstairs. Hurry up.
This is so delicious. It smells so good.
Right.
What are you doing? Why are you not having your breakfast on the dining table? Where are you going?
He’s calling someone again, don’t know from which country.
Have some too.
It’s okay, aunty. I ate before I went to the market.
You ate before you went to the market?
Didn’t you need to wake up at 3 or 4 in the morning? Very tiring, right?
No. I like it.
You see. Both of you quickly get married.
If you get married and stay together, then it will not be so tiring.
You have to go to the market and come her to fetch her to work.
I’m here to have breakfast with you.
You’re a great talker.
I bought some fishes today, very fresh. I’ll help you clean them.
Really? That’s nice. Thank you.
Did both of you fight?
No.
You’re bullying Li Yang?
Miss, why are you so demanding?
Li Yang is such a nice guy,
you’re blessed if you’re with him.
Am I your daughter? Or is he your son?
What difference does it make? If both of you get married, both of you are my children.
I need to go for work.
Going for work? You’re not having your breakfast?
Darling, wait a minute.
Their biscuits are really good, you have to try it.
Thank you.
I’ll send you. I’ll clean the fish later.
It’s okay, I’ll go by myself.
Alright, bye.
Li Yang.
Yes?
I brought darling to the shaman,
shaman said there’s no spirit following her, don’t worry.
Be more considerate.
- I’ll go and clean the fishes. - Alright.
Continue eating. Eat it when it’s warm.
Okay, thank you.
Come here. Come and see this.
Come here quickly.
- What's wrong with you? - What's wrong with helping me to look at men?
What is this?
Come and help me to check these.
The man who's going to take care of my life.
Isn't this a matchmaking website?
Yes. There are lots of single men.
You are thinking of getting married?
This is the memento when I escaped from my parents' home yesterday.
Escaped?
It really hurts. It was my mother.
She tricked me into going home. In the end, she was trying to introduce a guy to me.
I panicked and fell from the stairs while escaping.
How horrible is that guy that you needed to escape?
He was really horrible. He was a Mama's boy.
Moreover, his Western suit, water flask, handkerchief and bag were chosen by his mom.
Do you know what my mom told me later? "It's okay. I still have plenty of men to introduce to you."
Do you still want me to trust my mom's tastes or let me escape instead?
Let me tell you. When a woman reaches a certain age and doesn't want to marry,
she has wronged the entire world.
What's wrong? Are you being forced to marry?
Li Yang proposed to me.
- Oh my God. I'm not surprised at all. - Me too.
What's with that face as though you have received news of a terminal illness then?
Because I didn't know how to reply him.
There are no perfect things in life.
- If there are gains, there will be... - Losses. - If there are losses...
It must be wiped dry.
Okay, sorry.
Yesterday, after evaluating the pros and cons of marriage,
I feel that marriage is not that bad.
What did you evaluate?
Once you are married, no one will force you to get married.
No one will nag at you. Isn't this a good thing?
That will depend on who. Once you are married, they will force you to have children. Is there any difference?
Once you are married,
you don't have to bother about hardships of love and courtships. Isn't that so?
You get married in order to avoid dating, isn’t the sequence already wrong?
So, should I marry for love or not?
You are too naive, okay? Do you think spinsters like us in the market would still have a relationship?
Fine, we are not spinsters. After we are married,
we don't have to compete with those sweet young things.
What advantages do we have?
Advantages?
Look, we don't have to compete with those sweet young things. Wouldn't it be more relaxing?
Marriage is the grave of love. The scariest thing is for a third party to rob the grave. Ever heard of this?
Once you are married, perhaps, you may lose some freedom
but there is a kind of security in marriage.
Sense of security is what you give to yourself. Others can't give that to you.
This is really great. When you are old, you don't need to be afraid that no one would bask in the sun with you.
The climatic changes on earth is so harsh. Who wants to bask in the sun? Old folks should stay in air-conditioned places.
We can also share half of the rental cost.
Isn't this great?
A single person's freedom is still priceless.
When you go out, you have a chauffeur too. Isn't that great?
It's more convenient to take the subway. Moreover, you can call for a cab anytime. You don't need to talk to him too.
Thinking of once I'm married,
I wouldn't have to dine alone again. I will feel very happy.
It's better to eat whatever you want to when you are alone.
So annoying!
What are you doing?
Anyway, it's what I said earlier.
When a woman is of certain age and she's not married, she has wronged the world.
You forgot our wedding anniversary, right?
I didn't forget.
Where is the present then?
I really did prepare for it. It will be here soon.
It's the best? How is this possible? I just saw you buying it on-line yesterday. How could they deliver it that fast?
It's here.
That fast?
Hello, Sir. Here's our goods.
Thank you.
Happy Anniversary.
Thank you.
A 24-hour delivery companion is the best for you.
Cut! Excellent.
- Excellent. - Thank you.
Thank you.
- Are you okay? Are you tired? - I'm fine.
Yesterday...about that...
I'm answering this call.
Hello.
Okay, I will be there.
It's done.
Try them.
You invited me here just to eat?
Our conversation yesterday hasn't ended yet.
Are you trying to say that you don't want to lend us your location anymore?
It's not that. I have something else.
What do you want to say?
I will get to the point then.
Qin Ai is very important to me.
Everything that I did, it's all for her.
When I accepted your contract, it was also related to your past with her.
It was also because I wanted to check what kind of person you are.
But after what happened yesterday,
I can't start avoiding your existence anymore.
Are you saying that I'm affecting your relationship with Qin Ai?
?Do you think that, if I didn't show up,
she would have accepted your proposal?
Whether she will accept my proposal or not, it's a separate matter.
What I care about, it's you.
Do you know your place?
It's ex-boyfriend. Ex.
Does Qin Ai know that you invited me here today?
From what I know about her, she may not be happy that you asked to see me behind her back.
What you know about her, it can only be a reference.
Especially when the outcome was that the both of you broke up.
I know the past that you gave her was very important but I'm giving her the future.
We were and are a part of her life.
Thus, regardless if you still have any feelings for her,
let me tell you, it's already in the past.
I don't need you to judge our past.
You chose to hurt her. I chose to love her.
We made our choices. We should be responsible for our choices. Isn't that so?
Do you think you really know Ai Qin?
The food on this table are her favorites. Did you know that?
Since these are Ai Qin's favorite food,
don't waste it. Pack them and I will deliver them to her.
Qin Ai and I were friends in the past.
She should be very happy that I'm delivering lunch to her.
♫ I love because I exist ♫
♫ Oh Lonely ♫
Really? This is so nice.
His smile was natural, I think it’s good.
I’ll give this to you.
He’s good. He’s better than him.
- I don’t think so. Why are you looking at this? - Li Qin Ai.
Aren’t you too mean and too much?
What are you doing here? Xiao Mei, what are you doing?
What she did to me, she knows it well.
What? What are you talking about?
Huang Mei Zhen, what are you doing?
Why are you doing this to me?
- What’s your problem? - Stop it.
This was uploaded online?
You’re acting again! You’re acting again! Besides you, who will upload it?
I didn’t upload it.
It already went viral online, my goodness.
- Really? - Yes.
Why are you doing this to me?
I’m stupid, you always have to clear up the messes I did, but you can’t do this to me.
I never think that you’re a person like this, Qin Ai. I trusted you so much.
Why are you doing this to me? I quit!
You, adults are disgusting! Dirty!
Xiao Mei, it really wasn't us. Xiao Mei!
Li Qin Ai.
I'm very sorry about the loss of control of Xiao Mei's video. We will immediately find out who uploaded it.
Excellent.
I will find out as soon as possible.
I'm saying that
the video was shot extremely well.
It was just a coincidence. I didn't do anything.
But it was already screened and it's still accidental?
I didn't upload it. Who did that?
It's okay. Let's set aside the issue regarding the uploading first.
Let's talk about the effect.
After it was uploaded, many companies are asking for product placement.
The senior management is very happy. They hope that we can create more of such videos.
What creation are you talking about, Chief Editor?
It was you who uploaded it.
I already told you that it's not important who uploaded it.
What's more important is that, it's effective.
Isn’t this our original intention?
That’s Xiao Mei’s privacy.
How could you regard it as effective? This is not right.
This kind of things, people like to watch,
but do they care?
If we don't do well, people will say that it's faked.
Xiao Mei acted very well. Isn't that so?
This is not a big deal.
If it's not a big deal, why do we need to shoot another again?
Qin Ai.
You have always been very hardworking in your work. You rarely disappoint me.
I talked to the senior management about promoting you to a senior post.
As long as I shoot more of such videos?
Do you want to be promoted to a senior post?
Thank you.
- It's good. - It's good?
Boss, come and have some too.
- They didn't add anything else, except sweet tomatoes? - That's right.
- It's really delicious. Which restaurant is this from? - I will take Qi Qi there. Which restaurant is this from?
It's just soup. What's so great about it?
It's really delicious.
Would you drink this for all three meals? You wouldn't, right?
What's so great about this?
Why don't you drink tea instead? Do you want this tea?
I can have this for all three meals. It's really delicious.
[Sorry...]
[It really wasn't me]
Hello.
Have you reached home?
Umm.
I thought you would come over today to eat.
I'm rather tired today.
Are you okay?
Umm.
At noon...
Huh?
regarding Dai Hai An...
I broke off the contract with him.
I see.
Do you mind?
Why would I?
I know that he is your friend.
This is between the both of you.
Who did you meet today?
What?
Never mind. It's nothing. Forget about it.
Have an early rest. Goodnight.
Goodnight.
I don't need you to judge our past.
You chose to hurt her. I chose to love her.
We made our choices.
Do you think you really know Qin Ai?
Ai Qin, what are you doing?
I want to stop myself from breathing.
Your mind is too fragile. Is this the right thing for a thirty one year old woman to do?
So what? A thirty-one years old can't be weary of the world?
Of course, you can.
But today, I saw the courage of a twenty two year old girl.
You are a thirty one year old woman. If you are weary of the world. isn't that very embarrassing?
A twenty two year old person can be a cynic. She can abandon the world and start anew again.
I'm already thirty one years old. I can't do that.
What are you doing?
I think your life is as small as this frame.
Do you think I want to stay within this frame? What are you doing? Go away.
I want to support my mother, my younger brother and myself.
If I don't stay within this frame, what will they do?
I can't just resign like this.
Your Chief Editor is really a bastard.
He is definitely one.
He has his difficulties. You can't just see it from an one-sided view.
You are even speaking up for him?
We have to manage the company,
we will only earn money if we get many views.
This is the chicken or egg first theory. Don't you get it?
Li Qin Ai. The way you talk, you sound like an adult.
It's because I'm an adult. I merely have a baby face.
So, in an adult's world, they treat other's problems as their responsibilities
and they don't know what they want after that.
Frankly speaking, I don't know what I want.
Do you know what you want?
Why does everything needs a decision in life?
Should we eat? Should we drink? Should we work? Should we break up? Should we get married?
Why are there so many decisions?
Why can't God help everyone and decide for us?
Including marriage?
That's right. This will cut down the hassle.
- What? - Qin Ai, I didn't know you are so adjective.
In any case, I wish life would have a time table
for what and when we should do. When to fall in love, when to get married, what kind of job should we have.
These should be pre-arranged. We don't need to make decisions again.
I really chose those without obstacles.
- Including when to poop? - You...
♫ I love because I exist ♫
♫ Oh Lonely ♫
Mr Pig took Qi Qi on his bicycle. They are going to the movies.
After watching the movie...
Fortunately, the short video was completed. We didn't manage to record at the restaurant.
Frankly, it wasn't affected.
I see.
Are you okay?
I'm fine.
After meeting Qin Ai that day, I find that you have been behaving strangely.
Did I?
Is she getting married?
Let's not talk about her.
Let me ask you.
Have you ever thought of getting married?
With who?
If you can...I'm saying, if you can.
Would you marry me because of Qi Qi?
This kind of subjective question is not realistic.
Marriage to me...
I would think about it but it's not that important.
It must be that you saw Li Qin Ai being proposed to, that's why you are starting to doubt the progress in your life.
Sometimes, I really hate you.
Why would you hate me?
Why are you always in my head and know what's on my mind?
It's very obvious, okay? Do you think you are good at hiding yourself?
Did I?
Li Qin Ai's life is already not connected to you.
If she wants to get married, that is her problem.
If you’re interfering her matter, are you going take responsibility of her life.
Dai Hai An, let me tell you.
A woman may only have one opportunity to be happy in her life.
What if she has really encountered it now?
Doesn't she seem very happy now? Why aren't you giving her your blessing?
If you are too selfish, she may hate you later.
What about you?
What's about me?
Will you hate me in the future too?
It's so pretty. Look at the egg.
You did this without sleeping the whole night. You were creating these new dishes?
Seriously, you...
Qin Ai, you are here just in time. Li Yang
didn't sleep the whole night, right?
It's because of doing all these. Look, for the coming days,
Look at all these delicious food, it’s like a luxurious meal.
I'm going to wash up, change my clothes and get ready for work.
- Have some breakfast. - Qin Ai, I will give you a lift.
Come. Let's have breakfast first. Okay?
You must keep this till tomorrow.
Why would I keep it till tomorrow. At noon...
- It will be more aromatic. - Okay, fine.
Let's have breakfast first.
You are going to work later.
Qin Ai.
If the proposal is giving you a lot of pressure,
we can suspend it and forget about it for the time being.
It's not because of your proposal.
It's because you...
cooked those new dishes for us and didn't even get to sleep the whole night.
I shouldn't say this.
It's okay. Frankly, I'm very happy that you are telling me how you feel.
It's true.
Wait. You forgot your breakfast.
I will pick you up tonight. Let's have dinner together.
This is great.
Awesome.
Why are you here alone?
Did you know that we broke ten million?
I came up here for some fresh air.
This is Dollar Lab’s first attack, it is counted as a success, right?
With you here, of course.
Don't worry. I won't hate you.
What?
I know you regard me as your friend. Me, too. Thus, don't think too much about this.
You are always helping me to take care of Qi Qi. I'm very grateful to you.
But it's not because of this that I'm not dating any guys.
It's because I haven't found a man who met my standard.
You probably don't want me to find just any guy just to be Qi Qi's father, right?
Of course. Whichever guy wants to be Qi Qi's father, he needs to get my approval first.
Look at how you talk. How can I date a guy?
It better be so.
Yes. Blame you for being too outstanding.
Okay, I'm going down first. If not, who knows if they have burned down the office.
I will stay here for a while longer.
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Qin Ai, come here for a while.
- Let me tell you, I met him. - Who's?
- It's that guy. - Which guy?
That guy.
Since when did you have a guy?
I did. It's that guy on the matchmaking website.
- How did you get to know him? - It's because I saw...
his nose...and I couldn't forget him.
- It seems like he's working in the same building as us. - Is this for real?
I really think this kind of matchmaking date doesn't really suit matured women like us.
What exactly is wrong?
Isn't he too much? That guy yesterday was extremely chauvinistic.
He should take a look at himself. The first question he asked was,
"Miss. How old are you?"
But isn't everyone's information already there?
Hence, how would I know why he's asking me that?
Don't tell me I don't look like a thirty one years old woman?
I think you...could look rather young.
- Why did you pause for such a long time? - Age is not important.
Age is important.
But...thirty one years old is not considered old in this market.
Then, yesterday, you should have
asked that extremely chauvinistic guy, Mr Pig.
The way he looked at me, it's just like pork being sold in the market.
It is indeed like this. I get it now.
The values of a women,
why do they drop when they get older?
For men, it increases when they are older.
I don't feel this way.
Who's the one who decides on these values?
Is not like you’re selling pork in the market, putting values based on their masses.
If the price of vegetables drop, they still have the Market Protection Policy. There’s still people helping them to remove the pests.
If the price of a woman drops, who would protect it?
If someone wants to marry you, do it immediately.
Don't be like me where they are picky over me.
I'm touching up my make-up.
Why are you touching up?
Because I don't want to look like a thirty one years old woman.
You are here. I'm going out for a while.
- Where are you going? - To look for Joyce.
Joyce? I haven't heard of this name for a long time.
I told you to get married soon. You are probably not serious about it, right?
Were you serious then?
I was serious about myself.
Just look after yourself.
Okay. Bye.
Bye bye.
[Want to go for supper tonight?]
♫ I love because I exist ♫
♫ Oh Lonely ♫
When you first gave up everything to set up a restaurant,
weren't you afraid?
I was afraid. I was scared to death. How could I not be afraid?
But this is really a very interesting place. Isn't it so?
Because I was afraid, I really cared about it.
Later, I worked desperately to make it a success.
Have you ever thought about failure?
Of course but I know very well in my heart that
even if I fail,
the results will not be the same as what I originally imagined.
Normally, it will get even worse.
Thus, it's useless to think too much about it.
You’re so open-minded.
I’m lying if I say I’m open-minded.
As a human, I hesitate and struggle as well.
But, after we hesitated and struggled,
we would then seriously think about what we want.
You are absolutely right.
Thank you, Lady Boss. Thank you.
- It's okay. You can go back to work first. - No problem. Thank you.
It has been a long time.
- Sister Joyce. - Take a seat.
Are you going to work later? I will make it short then.
- A cup of hot Japanese Shiso tea. - Okay, it will be there soon.
It's probably that, right?
Do you still regard me as your boss?
Yes, I do.
Especially when you brought me into this line.
Are you interested to work with me then?
I wished to create a new style media platform.
The topic is "The New Choice in Life of this Generation".
- New Choice in Life? - Just like this restaurant.
Do you know this used to be an old house?
There were holes everywhere on the roof.
The owner of this house
then spent money to repair it.
From being abandoned, to renovation, to reborn,
it’s full of stories.
And these stories originated from the owner’s
choices in life.
It’s also originated from her values, motives and attitude.
- It sounds very interesting. - If it's not interesting, I wouldn't have done this.
But, I’m still at the beginning stage of this career,
so the profits now may not be high enough.
The salary may not be high.
And this may last for awhile.
What's wrong? Are you under some pressure?
There is some.
What do you say that?
Although my current work makes me feel very powerless
but if I want to really give it up, frankly, I don't have the guts to do so.
And our family still have economic burden.
If I were to fail, what should I do if I don't have a way out?
And I'm going to change my path. Isn't this too late?
I wonder if I'm too old for this?
Are you talking about me?
No, I'm not.
- This is not what I meant. - Are you still someone who's afraid to offend others?
Just like what I said in the past.
If someone likes you, no matter how many times you said the wrong thing,
they will still like you.
When you grow up, you will understand.
But Sister Joyce, when I was twenty two years old, I heard you saying this.
I thought I would know everything when I'm twenty five years old.
But when I was twenty five years old, I still didn't know anything.
I was thinking when I'm thirty years old, I should get it, right?
But I still didn't get it when I was thirty years old.
Part of life is that there are really no sure answers.
You only just need to follow your heart.
What if I don't even know what's in my heart? What should I do then?
Then throw yourself into those uncertainty and open up every single possibilities.
Open up everything and adventure slowly.
Do you want to live in an aquarium forever,
letting people to feed you and not knowing why you’re living?
Or do you want to stay in the sea,
be a fish which hunts food for itself and live for itself?
What are you doing?
Don't come near me.
You are very selfish.
Does the Chief Editor really wants you to do this?
If not, what am I doing then?
He is really sick.
Only this kind of videos can get many views.
The whole world is sick.
Do you remember why I wanted to be a reporter?
I think
sometimes, it's still better that you remember less things. We will be happier.
Who do you think you are?
- What’s the matter? - Chief Editor, I would like to talk to you?
- I need to go to the washroom. - I just need a minute.
Alright, come in.
That...
Hurry up.
Are you serious about remaking Xiao Mei’s video?
What question is that? Do I look like I’m joking?
I raise Xiao Mei.
I know her personality. I’m afraid that she may do silly things if she sees the remade video.
The ‘Xiao Mei’ you’re talking about is the one I know?
You saw how agitated she was that day. Aren’t you worry?
How do I work if I need to be worried of everyone? I need to be worried of myself first.
Li Qin Ai, be honest, do you want to be the person in charge?
It’s okay, think slowly. Tell me after you finish thinking.
I need to go to the washroom.
Let’s get into the car.
Is today’s work going well?
If it’s going well, it’s not a work then.
I’m sorry, there was too many things going on, I don’t know where to start explaining.
It’s okay. You can explain slowly.
It’s okay, it’s all small matters.
Let’s listen to the radio.
Dai Hai An, who’s a shopping platform’s spokesman and a marketing genius.
Are you planning to live in an aquarium for your whole life?
Letting someone else feed you and not sure why you are living.
Or do you want to stay in the ocean
and be a fish which hunts for its own food and live for itself?
It’s here. The food’s here.
Today’s fish is very fresh, you have to try it.
And this asparagus shrimp rice will taste better with this sauce.
Here. Let’s eat.
Can we eat outside today?
Alright? Where do you want to eat?
Do you know?
Actually, I don’t like to eat rice with sauce, I like eating plain rice.
I’m sorry, I really didn’t know. That’s my bad.
It’s okay, I’ll change it for you.
Why you never reject me?
Why are you always so gentle?
Always accept what I said, always apologize.
Keep saying “it’s okay”.
Is this the life you want?
You, being like this, makes me feel that
I’m so useless when I’m with you.
Qin Ai, I know I shouldn’t propose to you in front of Dai Hai An.
I was too impetuous, I didn’t think of your feelings, I apologize.
No. No.
This has nothing to do with Dai Hai An. This is a matter between you and me.
Are you being serious of getting married with me?
Do you like the life between both of us? Are you happy?
Qin Ai, I’m serious of getting married with you.
I didn’t mean to force you. I’ll wait till you finish thinking, okay?
You will wait for me?
You didn’t mean to force ‘me’. You will wait for ‘me’. Everything it’s about ‘me’. What about you then?
Marriage is a matter of two people, it’s about both of our future, but I don’t see ‘you’.
I can’t see what you’re thinking.
Qin Ai, don’t be like this, okay?
Why are you not fighting against me?
You can fight with me once in a time.
Why do we need to fight?
I need to know what you’re thinking.
Qin Ai, I just want to be with you.
Do you really need me?
I’m not sure what I have which are necessary for you,
because you never mention.
You never complain.
It’s okay. It’s okay. Alright? I’ll change this for you.
I don’t need it!
It’s okay, I’ll clean it.
Stop it, seriously.
♫ I love, that’s because I exist ♫
♫ Oh Lonely ♫
Li Qin Ai.
What was I doing?
Li Yang treated me so good, why can’t I just accept what he’s doing for me?
Why?
Nothing has changed, but
I can’t return to my original lifestyle.
I guess, you’re just yearning for
yourself in the past, who wasn’t afraid to love.
Myself, who’s wasn’t afraid to love.
See, my father bought a phone for me.
That’s great. I don’t have to call your house telephone then.
Your mother sounds unhappy every time I called your house telephone.
How is that impossible? My mom is very cute.
I never seen them.
Do you want to see them then? Do you to come and eat in my house?
I don’t think that’s a great idea.
What’s the matter?
I suddenly forgot that I promised them to meet them in the cyber cafe
Can you go back by yourself?
Alright.
I’ll leave then.
Hey, don’t play till too late. I’ll call you tonight.
Okay, don’t worry. Bye.
Didn’t you say you want to book the cafe?
Let’s go.
Bye teacher.
How do I eat it without chili sauce?
The groceries prices increased recently, not sure what happened.
The gas fees increased last month,
and I heard
water and electricity fees are going to increase too.
Increasing, increasing, everything is getting more and more expensive.
Little brother, give me the remote controller.
Give it to me.
Don’t watch TV when you’re eating.
Just let him watch if he wants to watch. Why are you doing this?
Right, you always act as the good one and I’m always the bad one. Both of them are spoilt by you.
Li Qin Ai,
give me your phone.
Give it to me.
Hey, why are you looking at your phone when you’re eating?
It’s all because of you. The phone is so expensive.
You bought her one straight because she wanted it? You didn’t even ask for my permission. What do you mean?
You didn’t even stay at home often. How do I teach the kids then?
I’m full. I’ll go out for a walk.
Hey, what do you mean?
- What do I mean? - I’m asking you what do you mean?
Why are you doing this to me?
What are you talking about? Am I not working hard enough to protect our home?
I think you’re feeling guilty, right?
You are feeling guilty, so you’re being secretive everyday at home.
You’re hiding away from me because you feel guilty. You kept buying things for the kids and fawn over them.
I’m staying with you and suffering with you for so long. Why didn’t you buy anything for me?
Why am i fawning over them?
I’m paying for your shelter, your food. I’m paying for everything, isn’t me treating you good?
When we were poor, I took two jobs too.
I’m taking care of your kids. And are you earning more money?
Aren’t I?
Alright, let’s say you earned more money. Where are all the money then?
You can’t explain, right?
Okay, I’m already being patient on you for very long.
I can’t take it anymore. You’re being too crazy!
I’m crazy? Who made me crazy?
Nonsense.
Miss!
How can he switch off his phone?
♫ Nestling stand on the cliff and open its wings ♫
♫ Light in the mist reflects its anxiety ♫
♫ There’s pain, there’s hope, after failing for few times ♫
♫ It’s still waiting for the wind to blow some bravery for it ♫
♫ I used to ruin my world because of small matters ♫
♫ I used to giggle or blank out everyday because of love too ♫
♫ When I think of it, it’s so weird ♫
♫ It seems like those have nothing to do with myself ♫
♫ Those messes, I’m reminiscing them with a smile ♫
♫ I love because I exist ♫
♫ We lament because ♫
♫ someone lived in my youth ♫
♫ and changed my attitude ♫
♫ I love, my love for you blooms ♫
♫ Even if we are walking on a muddy road, along the road, we become more patient ♫
Why are you here?
I remembered I bought a newly released comic book, it’s in my room.
Let’s watch it in my house.
It’s newly released, let’s go and watch it.
Let’s go to my house.
Let's go.
Why aren't you at home?
Sorry, I sang till it's very late. My cellphone ran out of batteries.
Don't you think you are too much?
Don't be angry.
Who do you take me for?
- My girlfriend. - No one would treat his girlfriend this way.
Who told you to dislike going out with us to have fun?
Why do we have to go out with a group of friends when we are dating?
It's fun when everyone is together.
That's right. You think I'm not fun at all.
It's not the same.
Why was Zhong Shu Ying there too?
Everyone went out to have fun.
- Take this. Call her. - What are you doing?
Don't you like her? Call her.
If you don’t like her, why are you still getting in touch with you’re-girlfriend?
- What do you mean by ex-girlfriend? - Stop pretending.
I know the both of you were together in the past.
We were only just joking. I wasn't serious. We are just friends.
Once you have dated, you can't just be only friends.
It's you and not me. Shu Ying and I are innocent. We are just friends.
Stop looking for excuses.
You clearly know that I mind her. Why do you still go out with her to have fun?
I wasn't only with her. Didn't you see that everyone was there having fun?
Liar. You are a liar.
- What do you want me to do then? Do you want me to lie? - I merely want you to be honest.
Fine, this will be my last time.
Zhong Shu Ying and I are just friends. I have never liked her.
I don't believe you.
I don't want to talk anymore.
Why did you lie to me?
Why are you treating me this way? I waited a long time for you.
Enough. Stop it.
Must you really do this? Why won't you believe me?
Don't be angry.
Don't be angry anymore.
Li Qin Ai.
If you want to clarify this, go and find him then.
Hello, Aunt. Yes, it's me, Li Yang.
Did Qin Ai contact you?
No, it's nothing. Please tell her to call me when she reaches home.
Yes. Thank you, Bye bye.
Press it.
If you don't press it, how would he know that you are here?
I'm still thinking about it.
Why are you still considering? Just press it.
Stop fooling around.
Can you give me one?
I will eat it with you.
You can't.
In the future, if you want to eat anything, you must ask me first.
Understand? Did you hear me?
- Stop pretending that you didn't hear me? - Just ignore her. Let's go.
- Qi Qi. - Come, take off your shoes.
♫ I love because I exist ♫
♫ Oh Lonely ♫
Li Qin Ai, you are a coward.
Why did you do that just now?
Don't you want to see him?
It's none of your business whoever I want to meet. Go away.
But he didn't see you.
Why has everyone already moved forward?
I'm the only one still in the original place.
The answer is with him. Go and ask him.
What is there to ask? He's with her. Isn't that clear enough?
Do you love ambiguity?
Why won't you let me off?
I only want to live my life well.
Everything is a mess now.
It's because you showed up.
You’re the one who made me mess everything up.
Return my life back to me. Return it to me now.
I want you all to disappear.
You! You and also you!
And you too!
Go and ask him.
No!
Go and ask him.
Go up and ask him.
Just ask him.
It's good enough that Li Yang loves me.
I don't want anything else.
Return my life back to me.
Return back my life without you!
No.
Go and ask him.
Just go.
Qin Ai, you are awake.
Are you okay?
Li Yang.
Why aren't they here yet? I'm going to call them. Wait for me.
Let's get married, okay?
What's wrong?
She is awake.
Are you okay?
The doctor will be here later.
No matter what happens in the future,
what's most important is being with you.
She has a home now and you’re not happy?
Do you know what you want?
You are only just the supporting female cast. I'm also the male supporting cast.
The more new things we have, the harder it is to choose.
But I don't know why
ultimately, I should chose it.
Qin Ai, congratulations again.
Thank you.
♫ I gave it all back ♫
♫ to myself ♫
♫ It's my fault I can't let go ♫
♫ I can only pretend ♫
♫ I said I forgot every lesson ♫
♫ I learned in love ♫
♫ I deserve to be in pain ♫
♫ Every crease in my heart ♫
♫ I always remember the lesson I learned while loving you ♫
♫ It's my fault I can't let go ♫
♫ I can only pretend ♫
♫ I said I forgot every lesson ♫
♫ I learned in love ♫
♫ I deserve to be in pain ♫
♫ Every crease in my heart ♫
♫ I always remember the lesson I learned while loving you ♫
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- Happy Third Month. - Happy Third Month.
I'm going to the restroom.
[Xiao Bei]
[I want to see you. Don't ignore me. Who do you think I am. How could you do this to me?]
Hi.
It's just a young girl from the office.
There is nothing between the both of us.
Sorry. Don't be angry.
I should be the one apologizing instead.
I shouldn't have sneaked a peek at your cellphone.
I think she loves you very much.
You must treasure it.
I later realized that
Our craziness when we love
they are actually our true heart.
The biggest monster is the one you loved the most.
Because of love, we used up all our energy.
Because I love, that's why I exist.