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Episode 18
Scalpel.
Professor.
Are you Ok?
Professor!
Professor! Try to come to your senses!
Professor!
I'm all right.
Professor!
The wound has become inflamed. Right?
Hurry up and escort the Professor outside.
Yes.
I'm Ok.
You can't with this wound.
Hong Gil Nam,
Support me.
Professor. -Hurry up!
Doctor Cha,
From now on you're going to take over.
What?
And Doctor Han, you will become First Assisting.
Excuse me?
From now on I will remain in the operating room,
and you all, from now on, are becoming my hands and eyes.
Do you understand?!
Yes!
Dr. Cha.
Right now start the laparotomy and locate the gallbladder.
The adhesion will be serious,
so you must approach carefully.
I understand.
Scalpel.
Army Navy (Retractor)
One more.
Forceps.
Forcep.
Give me the army navy here.
The intestinal adhesions are more severe than we thought.
It's not easy to access them.
Park Si On, estimate the intestinal adhesion area.
Yes.
I think we should start desquamation from this area.
So that the small intestine and the gallbladder don't get damaged,
access it cautiously.
Yes.
I've found the gallbladder.
I'll set the catheter. [The catheter (shunt) is draining cerebrospinal fluid from the brain.]
Secure it longer.
Isn't it more than enough if it's this length?
We can't require the child to receive surgery for a longer replacement catheter every time he grows.
We have to put in enough, allowing for that margin.
Doctor Cha's assessment is correct.
Give enough length when putting it in.
Yes.
Cut.
I will insert the catheter.
It's going to be a major problem if the bile leaks.
For prevention of that condition, Park Si On, what do we have to do?
You have to perform purse string suturing twice and tunneling.
That's right. Perform the suture as he said.
Suture.
I've completed inserting the catheter.
That's it.
Organize and suture. -Yes.
Doctor Cha, you worked hard.
You did much better than my hands could have.
That's not true.
You all worked very hard.
You worked hard.
Regardless of its success,
it was not a perfect surgery.
If you only look at the surface,
it's a correct statement.
But I felt certain,
that it would be successful.
It was what Joon Yeong gave me.
He told me it was the ball used for his first hit.
I operated with it in my pocket,
while only thinking of this.
And because of this,
I couldn't leave the operating room.
Our team goes into the operating room
for the benefit of the children ten and twenty years later.
When we don't give up on the children's future,
we'll never abandon the children's surgeries.
Stay still.
Being Seongwon University Hospital's best surgeon, aren't you even embarrassed?
Letting your wound get inflamed.
What is this?
Don't say anything, just treat it.
On behalf of the patient you were stabbed by a knife,
the wound worsened and you collapsed,
and on top of that, surgery.
Professor, do you think you're some Ironman?
Even Ironman's body is flesh, you know.
Oh Jeez. You really have too much to say.
If you don't want to be admitted, go home and rest.
That's enough.
Listen to me.
Do you want to collapse again?
This is a nuisance, a nuisance!
Nuisance... -Ah!
Endure it.
Ah...
His condition has deteriorated.
In a bit he won't even be able to move.
Visit him often.
There's not much time left.
Si On.
Any way I look at it, I think I'm going to have to take your father down to Tae Bak.
Wh... What are you talking about?
Now they say that there's nothing more they can do in the hospital.
Even if we stay longer what more could they do?
To you too, and the Director, we're causing you hardship.
No, you can't leave.
If only you two are together, Father may hit you again, Mother.
He probably won't do that now.
It'll become hard for him to move, they said.
You can't. Still, you can't.
You did well.
If you want to lessen his pain, the hospital is still better.
You thought a lot of your mother, too.
They're both pitiful.
Father who had to live alone after Mother left is pitiful,
and Mother that escaped while being beaten by Father is also pitiful.
But since I feel pity in my heart for them,
I feel angry.
I feel very very angry.
Why are you angry?
If they threw me away and lived without me for 20 years,
don't they both have to be happy?
If they lived without a lacking son like me,
don't they have to live with comfortable hearts?
Si On,
They seem like genuine idiots.
Mother and Father both.
I'm so reassured because you're angry.
You look more dependable.
Because I feel like you now have enough strength for your parents.
I feel really reassured now.
I ask this of you, Mr. Chairman.
Even the non-monetary financial institutions are turning us away.
When everything is back to normal, I'll definitely repay you.
Please...
I'm sorry, Chairman. To cover for the construction subsidiary, I don't have much to spare, either.
I know I ought to repay the debt I owe to the prior chairman,
but I just can't afford to (help you) now. I'm sorry.
He doesn't have anything to spare?
A large corporation that makes over 100 billion won sales with LCD only?
Forget it.
Does that even make sense?
Thanks to who did he avoid going bankrupt 20 years ago?
There's no one to blame. It's all my fault.
Chae Gyeong.
Thanks... for being by my side.
It's the video clip of Pyriform Sinus Fistula surgery you mentioned.
Yes, that's right.
I heard that your operation was, how should I put it, very impressive.
Ah, yes.
Life as a fellow is quite tough, isn't it?
But that time is the transition period for a surgeon.
Well, I'm doing alright.
But our Dr. Cha... were you always this pretty?
Pardon?
Since what age were you pretty?
3 years old? 10 years old? If not, since you were born?
Well, it's hard to say this with my own mouth, but since around the time when I was born...
Ain't that right!
I knew you were a natural born beauty!
Then, today as well... fighting!
Yes.
You came back to normal now.
From now on, you have to take your medication religiously, okay?
Yes.
Why are you staring at me like that? - Hmm?
It's nothing.
Doc.
I...
should be able to become a pretty adult like my sis, right?
You... are already pretty.
Then... who's pretty, me or Doc Cha?
Doc Cha.
Hul... That was so fast.
I'm sorry. I didn't intend to be so quick.
Why? What about In Hae's condition that bothers you?
It's hard to pinpoint.
I feel like I went out after leaving the gas stove on.
And it feels like I left a public internet station without logging out.
It also feels like I ate the triangular kimbap without checking the expiration date.
How would I understand it if you just put it like that?
We shouldn't operate on her as it is now.
We should do the surgery only after more thorough examinations.
There was no problem when we examined her two weeks ago.
And vague guessing like that won't do.
How about HPB does In Yeong,
and we do In Hae?
That's what I want, too.
Doctor. I have a request for you.
What is it?
It's something you really must fulfill.
Dr. Park here has something to say to you as In Hae's attending physician.
What is it?
For In Hae, compared to other short gut syndrome patients,
her frequency rate of infection was high.
That means, her basic immunity is extremely low.
If she happens to have gotten idiosyncrasy, her chance of getting infection during the transplant can be very high.
And if we were to consider the characteristic of pediatric transplant, to prepare against other variables, we should...
These fools...
Have you heard or not?
When your gun shooter (leader)'s not saying anything,
how rude are you to dare speak to me?
No, we're just here to tell you about things to consider...
Cha Yoon Seo.
Just mind your own business.
Rather than getting a table death while being a big fuss.
I think that was too much.
I'm very offended by such an insulting comment.
Please apologize to Dr. Cha.
What?!!
Dr. Park.
We'll leave. I'm sorry.
Look at the things he says, really...
Hey, hey, hey... Where are you going?
We must get him to apologize!
Why did he recently become the icon of anger?
I can endure being insulted on, but I can't stand it when you're insulted.
Look. Relax your eye muscles.
I think I feel dizzy.
What's the reason you're trying to put me in Seongwon Foundation Chairman's seat?
Who else is there that knows the foundation and the hospital more than you do?
And you're the one who gave your whole life for the foundation.
It's the chairman and general manager Yoo who betrayed you who were like that.
I have great faith that you'll do your job very well.
Please reconsider. He's not a chairman material at all.
It's just temporary.
He'll be cut off immediately after we're done with restructuring the hospital personnel.
Did you not guarantee the employment succession?
Well, circumstances always change.
Call me right away if there's any problem.
Really...
I clearly told you to go, didn't I?
I'm going right after I'm done checking this.
Why do I always get complaints from the guardians about changing the sheet late?
Well, the ward was suddenly filled with patients, so we were a little short-staffed.
Again, you're coming up with excuses?
If I get one more complaint...
Hyung-nim!
Oh my.
Do you know how much I looked for you?
How did you find me?
"Three Heroes who caught the 'Don't ask Stab' culprit"
Oh my.
Of course, your skills haven't rusted.
You're still intact!
Who are the... these people, Senior (Nurse)?
Calling our Hyung-nim a 'maid' (sounds similar to Senior)?
This rude...!
It's not 'maid' but 'senior'!
Follow me.
Consider me dead in In Cheon at that time.
And don't come here anymore.
Hyung-nim...
I'm not going to eat rice ball (fist rice) anymore, (he's not going to live as a thug)
and I'm going to live here cozily with children.
So if you come see me one more time,
I'll crush you all.
Hyeom.
You, Hyeom. Go clean yourself up and live like a human.
Like a human.
Hyung-nim!
Oh my goodness, oh my goodness.
Omo... Omo...
They're kids from the neighborhood I lived in when I was younger.
They suddenly came to visit me.
Chief Nurse.
I'm busy so I'll be going now.
Hey, hey, hey.
Hey, Joon Yeong.
The surgery went well.
But... it seems there's something that the doctor (me) didn't say.
What is it?
Our Joon Yeong...
From now on, it will be difficult for you to be a baseball player.
You can't move around too vigorously.
I already knew.
How?
Joon Yeong.
The fact that you're feeling sad you won't be able to realize your dream,
I know very well.
But do you know what's great about dreams?
You can have a different dream.
Just like the way you dream every night in your sleep,
you can just dream another dream.
You're not throwing your dream away, but having a different dream.
Now look at this, your first baseball that you hit.
You just need to make another "first".
I don't know what that will be, but
make sure to give it to me as a present as well.
Understand?
That's why I decided to have another dream.
I... Will study hard,
and become a baseball reporter.
I'm sorry, Dad.
If you knew that I already knew,
you might get worried, so I didn't tell you.
It's okay.
Our Joon Yeong is so cool.
Hello.
I'm Seung Yeon's doctor, Park Si On.
Ah, I see. I put him in your care.
If there's anything he needs, just tell me.
Any time.
Sure,
but the way you speak is very funny.
Ah, yes.
Was Seung Yeon able to urinate yet?
No...
Then he has to quickly, quckly urinate.
If it stays in his body for a long time, it won't be good.
I'm sorry.
I have surgeries scheduled often, so
it will be difficult to make time.
Yes, it's difficult for me to check my texts, too.
Yes.
Yes. Bye.
Yes.
I didn't even notice you came in!
Were you on the phone with Prosecutor Voldemort?
Yeah.
He asked if we could meet again.
Ah, I see.
Are you going to meet him again?
No!
Why would I meet him?
But while you were on the phone...
Why didn't you say you weren't going to meet him?
What?
If you don't like him, you can just tell him straight out, can't you?
Yeah, I could.
The next time he calls, I should.
But hey! Why are you eavesdropping to other people's phone calls?
I wasn't eavesdropping,
I heard you from 3 meter away from the door.
Then you should close your ears.
Did Professor already go in?
Yeah.
Oh yeah, did you listen to what Professor told Joon Yeong?
Dream story.
It's abalone porridge.
You should eat it.
The pain killer and anti-inflammatory medicine are strong, so...
You have to eat it.
Why are you here instead of at your shift?
I thought that if Professor (you) were alone, you wouldn't eat it.
I live alone too so I know.
If you are being lazy, you don't get to eat very well.
Since I've loosened up on you, you're letting your guard down, huh?
I am still on my guard.
I'm going to go to the hospital right away.
Oh yeah, I heard about what you told Joon Yeong.
About dreams. It seems like really, really good talk.
Professor, as a doctor, you're really--
Don't stretch it out!
Ah, yes.
I'm sorry.
Go in quickly.
Yes.
But,
Professor, you are like an older brother.
I felt like that from the time you saved me from those gangsters.
My older brother did the same thing too.
I will always thank you for that.
Then I'll go now quickly, quickly.
Since your fever went down, we won't change date and do the surgery.
Do you still hate to have the surgery?
No...
Then, are you still upset?
Doc...
I...
Suddenly got scared of dying.
Why do you have useless thoughts like that?
When I fainted at the Doctor Cha's house.
Although it was short I felt it.
Fear...
I suddenly felt like everything in this world was leaving me.
In Hae...
Don't worry about those kind of things.
Doc...
Yeah.
I can become happy, right?
My sister and I.
Of course!
Excuse me...
I think In Hae has gotten very weakhearted.
Children who are going into surgery are usually very anxious.
Then I'm relieved, but she changed so suddenly
in the past few days.
I'll try my best to comfort her.
Don't worry too much.
Doctor.
Yes?
Have you been sleeping well?
Yes, I sleep well.
Ah... okay.
Then.
How come when you were on the phone you didn't tell him that you weren't going to meet him?
If you don't like him, just straight out tell him, can't you?
♫ Because I know the weight of that step ♫
♫ To my friend ♫
That kid. Getting angry for no reason.
♫ Just stop. I can't block the wind for you. ♫
There really isn't anything you're upset about, right?
You're sure, right?
♫ To my friend. To my love. Trust me. ♫
I've been missing-in-action for a while, huh?
In Hae, why don't you lay down some more?
I should at least exercise some.
Okay.
It's a little hard to bear now, right?
I can read it on your forehead.
"I'm having a hard time."
No.
It's ok.
If you start having a one-sided crush, you're starting on a road of suffering immediately.
You're right. It's hard.
It's really hard.
Of course, even though my method was wrong...
At that time, I wanted to let you stay.
Then, it seemed you'd do well.
Did you come to sleep?
No.
I left a book, so I came to get it.
You're even lying to your sunbae.
It's really not.
Don't lie, and just sleep.
Don't nod off in the morning.
Director, have you decided on the piece?
Yes.
Peter Pan.
Why?
If we do that, we have to dress up weird and do stuff like that again!
Still, it's better than last year's Cinderella.
If I think of our Doc Cha, twisting her ankle while wearing the glass slippers.
At that time, you didn't get treated at the hospital but went to get acupuncture because you were embarrassed.
Who says that?
The professor.
Really.
His lips are really light. [He blabs easily.]
Park Sunbae has to do this with us too.
I can do well.
At the orphanage Christmas recitals, I only ever took the part of the protagonist.
Wow, our Dr. Park. He's quite greedy about acting parts.
For now, I will post the casting on the Bulletin Board tomorrow.
You, do well so that there's no trouble.
OK.
But is the professor not participating this year too?
Well, shall we try to push him this year.
I won't.
Don't even dream about it.
The Professor is completely a knife, a knife. (meaning that he cuts people's words off too)
He'll end up doing it.
Sweet pumpkin (Dan Ho Bak: very firm (Dan Ho)).
Pirate! Pirate! That stuff. Tell him about that stuff.
Like this thing? Hook? -Aish.
Doctor.
Joon Yeong, I have a favor to ask.
What is it?
No matter who is acquiring us, if it's the way to greater advancement, we should go along with that side.
Is privatization the way to greater advancement?
Before privatization, if the new charge-per-diagnosis system is introduced, situations will worsen further.
If the quality of medical service changes for the worse, and private insurances gain strength...
It could end up heading naturally in the direction of privatization.
I'm thinking the same as Chief Kim too.
Before things take a turn in a cumbersome manner...
First, grabbing onto a good framework is right,
and build an even better environment too.
How many times must I tell you that the environment isn't everything?!
And, it's privatizing not any other hospital but a children's hospital.
Does it make any sense to pick and choose patients based on income level?
Professor, are you a doctor or a consumer representative?
Ah, here, here, here.
We're straying away from the main agenda of today's meeting.
Today's agenda is regarding our hospital doctor's collective action.
In conveying our position to creditors,
and protesting...
it's not a problem that can be resolved by protesting.
But still, we have to aggressively show the doctors' stance, don't we?
When the opinions are so divided, what kind of doctors' stance?!
Here, Professor Kim.
Perhaps, is there anything I can do to help?
If I knew something, I would've said something along with you, but...
It's not even that.
The only thing I can do is to add to your head count.
If you will agree with my opinion, that will be enough.
Agreeing with you is something I'll do of course.
The one who's holding the gun is in the most difficult position of course...
But the gun... someone who used to holding it should do it.
If just anybody has it, he'll lose the gun.
Thank you, Sunbaenim.
Ah, no need...
Look, look at that, him?
I knew he would be like that.
Man, that son of a...
Hello.
Doctor Park.
Yes.
Do I look like a bad person still?
Like half fried, half seasoned. It's 50/50. (a common kind of chicken package sold in Korea)
Excuse me?
Then, the bad part is probably because of the work I do.
What's the good half?
It's having believed in the professor and us.
In this world, I'm most thankful to people who believe in others.
If people believe you, you feel stronger.
You feel full inside.
Full?
Yes.
Faith is like a pump that fills bicycle tires with air.
If you fill them full of air, they end up running well like the wind.
Ssing Ssing. [The sound of wind blowing]
Ssing Ssing.
Regarding In Hae's surgery, couldn't you argue with Chief Kim more forcefully?
You remember I had a huge argument about the premie Dong Soo a while ago, right?
Of course. You even had to go to the disciplinary committee.
Then, maybe, because you're concerned that there will be problems this time too...
No.
I'm just waiting for a justification.
Justification?
Back then there was a rumor.
Regarding the necrotizing enteritis premie...
Saying you returned the child because you weren't confident enough,
they all were gossiping.
Also, they even said, the reason why you did so was because
you didn't want to take the fall in case the surgery went wrong.
At that time, I decided to do the surgery with certainty.
Not because it hurt my pride, but because I just had justification.
The justification to take responsibility for that patient .
You were planning on doing it from the beginning.
But such justification has to be based on solid basis and alternative.
We had solid medical basis at the time,
and Park Si On had suggested a good alternative.
So I'm
preparing justification for In Hae's case.
It won't take long.
Professor, you're really best--
Don't you put that up too.
It's not like you're a kid...
You cold bastard.
How can you not even show your nose?
You told me not to go to your house.
So you really don't come?
Do you know how much I've been nagged by your older sister?
Nagged or not...
What did you just say?
You, this is your last chance.
You ferret out all those that oppose us.
That... I... I mean...
Why do I need to do that?
If I tell you to do it, do it!
If you just do well,
instead of Branch Director,
Here. You'd be a director of here.
So stay focused.
Don't do things loosely here.
I don't need anything else.
It's okay even if you don't say that you're sorry.
Just don't hit mother.
Then I'll be thankful to you father.
Have you eaten lunch?
Si On...
I haven't eaten yet. I'm going to after I finish work.
I didn't eat yet either.
Then hurry and go sit over there.
No.
Not here. I want to go out and eat together.
Why did you all of the sudden say you wanted to eat out?
Today is my payday.
What to do if you just spend your money like this?
Hurry and eat.
Sure, I'll eat well.
The Potato Stew, you don't have to make it for me.
From now on, if you want to eat something delicious, just tell me.
Just one thing, I would like to ask.
After you left, why didn't you try to comeback and find me?
I would like to know the real reason.
I was going to go find you right away,
but I heard that your father was chasing me.
Like this, if I ever appeared in front of you or the Director,
I didn't know if I would make things worse,
I know I'm undeserving,
but the words that the Director would raise you well,
I had no choice but to believe it.
I'm so sorry, Si On.
From the beginning I thought his speech pattern seemed strange.
I mean, how can I leave my son's care to that kind person?
Doctor Park Si On is an extraordinary resident.
You have no reason to worry.
If that was your child, would you let your child be left with someone who used to be disabled?
Your words are quite harsh.
Our kids are Doctor Park Si On's patients too.
My kid too.
Doctor Park has no problem at all.
Do you even know how good he is with children and how meticulously he practices?
Then you mothers can leave yours with him,
I don't want it.
I'll put you with another person.
The attending physician can be changed at the will of the guardian.
Doctor Cha, please do what this mother wants.
Are you okay?
I'm really okay.
The people that are close to me may trust me,
but the people who meet me for the first time can be like that.
I, completely, can understand that.
The fact that I'm a little different than others, now doesn't hurt me too much.
If I do well, everyone looks again at me.
That's exactly what I'm saying.
But, just one thing does hurt me.
That I'm different than others.
It's nothing. It's nothing at all.
From where I stand, he seems Ok,
but just in case I worry if he's been hurt by it.
I think that he may be all right.
Now Park Si On, he's become sufficiently confident in himself.
He's taking in compliments and acceptance very well.
And more important than that,
Park Si On's extraordinarily genius ability, is not the absolute anymore.
Not the absolute?
I trained him because I wanted to develop that part of him.
That's the way in which Park Si On was to survive.
But now, that doesn't seem to have much meaning.
Before he had only the genius like ability,
but now he's achieved way more than that.
That's why even if that ability weren't present,
he could become a sufficiently good doctor,
even if he's lacking a bit.
From what you said a very long time ago, it's the second option.
The second option?
First, a remarkable doctor who is not able to reason properly.
Second, a normal doctor who is able to reason properly.
From here, the second option.
Oh, I slept well.
I...I...really didn't come here to sleep.
All right, punk.
Why am I suddenly craving something spicy?
Hey.
Yes?
You, go home and bring a few of those spicy beef soups.
Right now?
Yes.
They were... delicious.
I understand. I'll go and come back.
Let's sleep a little more.
That I'm a little different from others, it doesn't hurt me that much anymore,
but just one thing hurts me.
That I'm different from other people.
Earlier, I'm sorry because I couldn't tell you.
The reason that I feel hurt because I'm different from people.
The one thing.
It's because of (you) Doctor.
The me that is different from others,
now is really okay.
My heart is not hurt by it.
But
when I see you, I feel bad.
If I were a very very debonaire person,
I could make you happier,
I could do more for you.
I could sing you a lot of dashing songs.
Now that it's come up, although I'm bashful, I'll sing you a song.
I don't sing well but it's a song that I really want to sing for you.
♫ If I were perhaps the sky, ♫
♫ I want to be dyed in your face ♫
♫ A night filled with a red sky ♫
♫ Like a sunset ♫
♫ I want to be dyed in your cheek♫
♫ In the world, no matter what it is, ♫
♫ I want to become what I can for you ♫
♫ Like today, ♫
♫ because we are together ♫
♫ don't know how joyful this makes me ♫
♫ do you know, you, the one I love ♫
♫ my heart that feels this way ♫
Let's go see Peter Pan!
There it is!
It's Peter Pan.
"Peter Pan" Seongwon University Hospital Pediatric Surgical WingInauguration Commemoration Play
"Peter Pan" performance, casting announcement!!
Well, my role is not that bad.
Why am I #2 again?! Pirate #2??
Eh-hey, don't complain.
Casting is a sole responsibility of the director.
Wah, Park Si On.
I can do well.
I will perform with my soul.
Hey, by the way, how come the role of Captain Hook is undecided?
Wait a little bit, please.
Right, Sunbae Park?
Hey, who is it, huh?
Who is it?
Shh... it's our hidden card.
Joon Yeong, that's a little...
That's my wish.
I want to see you in the play.
If I see it, I think I'll feel better and
get better quickly.
Couldn't I just do something else for you?
Never mind.
I'm not going to see the play.
I'll just take the medicine and go to sleep, I guess.
Peter Pan! Captain Hook is
coming this way, over there!
Arrrgggh!
He brought all his underlings with him,
what should we do?
Don't worry.
This time I'm really going to teach him a lesson!
Captain! Here comes Peter Pan!!
That's right, Peter Pan, you rascal...
Open parenthesis, pull out the sword.
Awww, commmmoooon! Seriously!!
Professor!
How come you're reading what's in the parenthesis too?!!
You really don't know ANYTHING.
Hey, I know.
I was trying to do it precisely, since it's a rehearsal!
I probably shouldn't say this but... I think you're a bit of a hole (weak link).
I think it's a hole with 2m radius.
Hey, did you all act well from the beginning?
Hey, even if the play is geared towards kids... How can the script be so terrible?
I think the script is fine, neat, even.
I like it.
Never mind.
Let's start from the beginning.
Get back on your ride.
Again. Here it come. One more time.
Come, let's go.
Here we go again.
Here we go.
Cue!
Peter Pan, there comes Captain Hook!
I think he brought many Pirate underlings with him. What should we do?
Don't worry.
This time I'm really going to teach him a lesson.
Captain Hook! Here comes Peter Pan!!
Yes, Peter Pan, you scumbag!
John! Michael! Take care of things here for me!
Pa-chang!
What's wrong with me?
In Hae. Why are you out here again?
My back hurts from lying on bed for so long.
Then, just sit for tiny little bit and go back in, okay?
Doc!
Sit by me for a little.
Why?
Dr. Park is hurting a lot.
He's hurting more than the kids in sickbay.
Even though I am better at it now,
I'm not very good at
expressing my feelings compared to other people.
But, these days, I feel that that is a good thing.
Because I don't have to show it to Dr. (Cha).
But once in a very long while, I want to show my feelings.
But when I try to, I can't do it very well.
You know,
I wish there was an electronic display on my heart.
So that it can show bright red
he hopes.
Foolish one.
You didn't leave the office yet?
I'm going to go now.
It's late.
You need to go quickly, very quickly.
It's late. Don't you want to escort me home?
Ah, I can take you to the entrance.
No. Take me to my home.
What?
Ah, okay.
Did something bad happen?
Yeah.
Is it okay to ask what it is?
A foolish punk is frustrating me.
Just who would make you frustrated?
Like you said. But, someone continues to make me frustrated.
That's not right.
You should always be comfortable (emotionally).
But I'm not so comfortable.
What?
Si On.
Why do you always pretend you're not (in pain)
and then suffer from it, alone?
Is the person who makes you frustrated, perhaps,
me?
Who else would be next to me otherwise?
As I told you before,
I was trying not to make you uncomfortable.
Don't think about putting an electronic display on your heart,
and just come right out and say what's on your mind.
Then, I won't be able to... with you... once again...
Once again with me what?
Won't be able to see me again?
That's not true.
You can see me.
Because I want to see you...
as much as you want to.
I bet you don't know
who's making me laugh and cry these days, do you?
You don't know who makes my heart aches,
do you?
Of course you don't know.
I think it's because of me.
From my first days here, I had lot of shortcomings.
But you treated me like your own brother.
I think I made you worry about me too much.
It's not because you're like my brother.
Then, why?
These days, I have
become weird.
What I mean is... it's not that I became weird, but
anyway... it's a little like that.
So,
I don't like it when you're close to other women,
or when you ask me to set you up on dates,
it bothers me.
It does.
Now,
you depending on me,
I don't like it.
Now,
I...
♫ Do you know what it feels like to love someone so much that you end up hating that person? ♫
♫ You don't know. Silly me. ♫
♫ When I take a step closer, you become farther away. ♫
♫ Do you not know my heart? ♫
♫ I love you. ♫
♫ One day, you'll look for me. ♫