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This drama bases psychiatry as its backdrop. All patient profiles and treatment methods are dramatized.
What do you think about putting...
a sign on your door while you're working? So, I won't disturb you like today.
I'm going to move out soon.
The construction at Seochodong is nearly finished.
Goodnight.
Moving out?
Yeah, moving out.
"Yeah, moving out?"
Yeah, moving out.
I can't keep living here.
Moving out soon?
Jang Jae Yul's...
...really moving?
Where are you going?
To my Seochodong place.
I want to go since I don't hear the construction at night.
I can't work here.
When will you return?
I'm not sure.
I'll decide once I go.
I'll stay a few days if work goes well.
Jang Jae Yul, where are you going?
Where is Jang Jae Yul going?
What's with him?
When I ask something,
no one answers my questions!
Jang Jae Yul is moving out, okay?
Why?
Is he done with you?
Jang Jae Yul has a talent.
He cut ties cleanly.
Where are you?
At home.
Do you have anything to tell me?
I do.
Goodnight.
Hey...
Goodnight?
How can he say "goodnight" after upsetting me like this?
I've met a really weird guy.
How annoying.
Despite this situation, I'm still sleepy.
I'm so sleepy.
I miss him.
I'm annoyed and sleepy...
and miss him and long for him.
Soo Kwang
What?
It's not Jang Jae Yul?
You're dating but he hasn't called in two days.
Are authors like that?
You call first.
Why don't you call Dong Min sunbae?
That wench.
Put your water away!
Ji Hae Soo
704707...
That's the flight number for our round trip to Okinawa.
The door is unlocked.
There is no place just for me anymore.
You can...
...come in anytime.
But...
when will you say you love me, Ji Hae Soo?
What do you mean?
So...
even if you find out I'm not the perpetrator after the amytal interview,
you can't tell anyone?
Amytal interviews...
are used for treatment, not to determine good or evil.
It's against medical practice.
- What that means is... - So...
You're saying you can't tell the judge that Jang Jae Bum...
...is innocent later.
That's...
not a doctor's job.
It's alright.
I can't believe myself anymore.
Whether my memory is real or false.
You said I won't be able to lie if I get that injection.
Inject the medication.
Okay.
Starting now...
count backwards from ten with me.
It was the broadcasting company's decision, not mine.
I'm just an employee as you know.
However...
However, what?
I'm...
suspicious that Jang Jae Bum keeps...
saying you're the perpetrator.
What's really suspicious is the sentencing.
Without any investigation into self-defense or actual evidence,
the prosecution sentenced him to eleven years.
I beg you.
Expose the truth and clear my hyung's name.
If you do,
I'll...
...respect you.
And...
stop appearing in front of Hae Soo.
Until...
I decide you're safe,
I'll stay near Hae Soo.
I'm warning you.
Don't get too close to Hae Soo.
What will you do if...
I already got close to her?
What do you mean?
You don't mean...
did you sleep with her?
Hey.
Stop it.
Get up.
Choi Ho.
Choi Ho!
Choi Ho.
Choi Ho!
Mom and...
Jae Yul are always happy...
as long as I'm not there.
I'm Mom's son, too.
Jang Jae Bum.
That crazy bastard got beat up again.
That idiot.
I told him not to get hit.
But he just takes it.
I came in then...
Jang Yul killed that guy.
Jae Yul killed him.
Jae Yul killed him!
Moon Jang Hee?
I'm here.
Doctor...
Shall we talk outside? People need to use the restroom.
Do you want to stay here?
Okay, let's stay here.
Ask the hospital attendants to...
escort the other patients to the restroom downstairs even if it's troublesome.
Sedate him with Diazepam.
Sedation - calming down. Diazepam - benzodiazepine used for sedation.
I'm sure the other patients understand because they've been there, right?
Hospital attendant!
Everyone please go back.
- Let's go, it's nothing. Mother, it's okay. - Let's go back.
Please go inside.
Moon Jang Hee.
Give me the pin.
I'm sleepy.
You have to give that to me if you want to sleep peacefully.
I want...
...to paint.
A knife...
...and canvas.
I'll give them to you.
I'll really give them to you.
Let him sleep.
If he's still irritable when you move him back to his room,
Irritable - upset.
give him a Diazepam injection.
Alright.
Come every other day.
I'll give you things I gather from the neighborhood and the cafe.
But promise me...
you won't take this stuff home...
but to the secondhand shop instead.
The stuff goes to the secondhand shop...
and take the money home.
Ahjussi, your daughter will run away like your wife if you keep piling trash at home.
A pretty girl doesn't want to live in a dirty home. Think about it.
Don't forget.
The stuff goes to the secondhand shop.
And take the money home!
Hey.
What are you doing?
Who are you?
Do you know me?
You lose your woman...
you get punched...
why do you live like that?
You're growing a beard.
You look good no matter what.
How annoying.
Don't you have to go to the hospital?
Your punch wasn't that strong.
Then can I leave?
It's uncomfortable sitting across from you.
Do you love Hae Soo?
It's not a joke?
No matter what I say,
you'll get angry.
Even if I say it's love...
...or a joke.
Why do you hurt yourself?
Tell Hae Soo...
I don't think I'll forget her easily.
But I won't...
appear in front of her if she doesn't like it.
The thing I hate most in the world...
is relaying messages for people.
You do it.
And...
Don't rush it.
Hae Soo...
is not a woman you can easily forget.
It'll take a long time.
And...
cover my hyung's case well.
Let's have a drink later.
I'll buy.
I won't drink if you buy, you jerk.
What, Assistant PD?
You sure it's that pup of a lawyer who handled Jang Jae Bum's case?
Did you confirm?
Alright, set up a meeting.
Good.
Jeez, that jerk.
What is that? Bumping into a person...
Leave now.
Hold on.
How can you just leave?
I have a broadcast.
Wait.
Tell me for sure.
Don't just say my work was good.
If...
you were to...
judge my work...
Would it win...
...or fail?
What do you want me to say?
The truth.
You win!
I win!
Really?
Wow!
Mom!
Hey, hey, hey.
Don't tell your mom yet.
It's not like you actually won.
What if she's disappointed?
If you say I win, I will.
Hey, Tae Yong.
My wallet?
Is that wallet important?
Can't you just buy a new one?
Alright.
Alright, I'll get it back.
The police station is calling again to find out when you're coming.
Tell them I'll be there tonight.
Jeez.
He'll be there tonight.
That police station is weird.
Why can't they just send me the wallet?
Why force a busy person to come in person?
Let's start the meeting!
I'm leaving.
Kang Woo.
Let's publish your book...
...at my publishing company.
If you pay me a lot.
An author shouldn't be greedy for money.
I bet you couldn't say that if your mother did hard labor.
I'm leaving.
Hey...
I didn't...
...kill him, right?
Right?
You must have...
...felt so alone.
Don't feel lonely anymore...
...Jae Bum.
I understand you.
Yeah...
Cry your eyes out...
and sleep well tonight.
Let's meet again.
Did something happen to Jang Jae Bum?
There's a valid reason.
Just leave him be. So, he can cry as much as he wants.
I'll see you again.
Jae Yul...
stabbed this guy with a knife.
The... the police...
If they ask,
tell them I stabbed him.
I really thought...
I'd only be in jail for two or three years.
But the judge sentenced me to eleven years.
So...
I told the truth...
that Jae Yul did it.
But that bastard...
betrayed me with Mom.
Can you talk?
You waited long enough to call.
Hello, Dr. Ji.
Yes, this is Jang Jae Yul.
I don't know if you remember me.
What's with Dr. Ji after calling me for the first time in five days?
I know.
Oh, yeah, my producer...
enjoyed the talk show we did together.
She wants to invite you to be on the panel.
What do you think?
What will you do for me if I do the broadcast?
Will you not move out?
I can't do that.
Do you...
...love me?
Like crazy.
Even at this moment,
- I wish you were next to me. - I won't let you touch me.
Why are you so cruel?
Don't move out.
I'll tell them you can't do the broadcast.
Hey...
she doesn't want to do it.
Wow...
life makes me nervous enough, now this relationship is making me nervous, too.
I miss him.
What are you doing with your head on the wall?
My husband is having a hard time.
And the cockroaches aren't there.
This week you've been separated from your husband
and staying at your house with your sister.
How were the cockroaches?
I didn't see them.
Then you only saw the cockroaches when you were with your husband?
What are your thoughts?
I think it's strange.
Last time during our consultation, neither one of you spoke of
what happened the third week of May, right before you started seeing cockroaches...
I don't...
...want to say.
You remember but don't want to talk about it or...
...don't you remember?
If you two stay together without working through
what you experienced together before all this started,
you and your wife...
will be injured again experiencing delusions and hallucinations.
Are you married?
No.
Then I can't tell you.
A person who's not married...
...wouldn't understand.
Jae Yul.
Jae Yul, are you in your room?
Jae Yul.
Jae Yul...
Memory.
Jang Jae Yul's collection of writings...
Memory - Jang Jae Yul's first essay at age fifteen.
Is that you, Hae Soo?
What to do?
It's not your cute Hae Soo, but grisly me instead.
I'm disappointed, what else?
I suddenly wanted to read a book.
You're not going to throw a fit because I came into your empty room, right?
What do you mean "throw a fit?"
You're finally human instead of being a prickly jerk.
Were you happy to be back...
...in Seochodong?
It was so-so.
Hey!
Give me that.
Sparkling water.
I have trouble with digestion. This helps, right?
This is too embarrassing to show.
It was published as a manual
...for aspiring authors.
It's refreshing.
It was well-written.
For a fifteen-year-old's practice work...
It's clumsy.
No, it was really well-written.
But...
when you were fifteen,
how did you know about...
...self-defense?
On TV and the news.
It was a case where the victim got revenge for a sexual assault.
It was deemed self-defense...
and they were found innocent.
I see.
I saw that news...
and found it really fascinating.
The law is kinder than I thought...
...and more fair.
That's what I thought.
Even though...
I changed my mind...
...after hyung's case.
Sunbae.
What do you think about Jang Jae Yul leaving me and moving out?
I'll kill him if he takes off after being with you.
Wow...
It's the Ji Hae Soo I long for.
I came to get my stuff.
Will you help me?
Why do you look like that?
I always look like this when I'm working.
Isn't it sexy?
Not really.
Did other women tell you that?
Did you get work done?
Not really.
How can you be an author when it's so hard?
Have you eaten?
Somewhat.
How many hours of sleep did you get?
I slept here and there.
Where?
In my chair.
You're tormented by nightmares unless you sleep in the bathroom.
Why not go in the bathtub for a little while?
Not when I'm writing.
Did you eat dinner?
I don't feel like it.
You don't eat because feel like it. You eat when it's time to eat.
I don't think...
I can be your girlfriend.
Come down and eat.
The accident turned into murder.
It occurs often.
Have you figured out the issues yourself?
The first possibility...
the younger brother didn't stab the stepfather
but the stepfather stabbed himself by falling on the knife.
But the hyung saw it as murder.
You have to figure out the mother's false testimony as well.
The reason the mother couldn't defend her older son
is because she saw the knife is his hand.
Right.
Have you considered the hypothesis behind the younger brother's perjury?
The younger brother might have mistaken the accident for murder
and blamed it on his hyung.
But that hypothesis was disproven.
The younger brother...
already knew about self-defense at the age of fifteen.
He had the ability...
to discern between an accident and murder.
And...
he knew about the possibility
that his actions could be deemed
...innocent in court.
What's the second possibility?
Like the hyung says, it was his brother's scheme to get rid of his
violent stepfather and his brother in one shot.
But I don't think that's the case.
The younger brother...
had a chance to put his hyung in prison for the rest of his life
...but he didn't.
The younger brother feels...
great affection for his hyung.
But...
why did he falsely testify that his hyung killed him?
I think there's a secret.
But false testimony is a crime.
Isn't it wrong to tolerate that?
False testimony, crime, complicity...
Am I playing judge?
I'm a doctor.
I only care...
...about one thing.
Their wounds.
His truth was trampled for over fourteen years.
How can I console the hyung who rotted in jail?
And...
is their mother really okay?
And...
the younger brother...
When he was only sixteen,
he experienced such a traumatic situation.
Did he really grow up to be healthy without any scars?
He seems bright and positive.
But I hope it's not...
a defense mechanism...
but a method of self-treatment.
A sixteen year old treating himself...
is impossible in my experience.
For sure...
maybe not right now...
but his disability will definitely surface itself.
Hidden emotional scars...
always make a person sick.
That's why it's frightening.
We have to hope those around him can help.
Besides...
a really great person...
is standing by that guy.
I don't know who you're talking about, but you seem to have a great affection for him.
Now I should tell my story.
I'm sorry...
...about last time.
What? Telling a married man that...
you still have lingering feelings...
...to shake me up?
Yeah.
And for...
...using birth control.
If we had a baby back then,
you wouldn't have become a good doctor.
You would have raised the child while I was a doctor.
That's how life goes.
You really wanted to become a doctor.
I understood it back then...
and you look good.
I really...
...love you a lot.
Do you know that?
I know.
I found...
something out...
...while loving you.
The sexiest relationship in the world...
is the friendship between a man and woman.
I really...
...want to hold you.
But I'm going to hold back.
I can't turn our...
sexy friendship of twenty years...
into an insult...
because of a fleeting emotion.
Am I right or not?
Sexy friendship, my butt.
I don't want to eat.
Let's talk.
I don't want to talk.
What are you mad about?
- I'm not mad. I just don't feel good. - Why?
Is it about me moving out?
Just tell him...
Not with your eyes but with your mouth.
Don't butt in.
Then did you think Jang Jae Yul would live here forever?
He's rich and has his own place.
Hey.
Honestly, it's better for both of you if he leaves.
Dong Min hyung and I are here.
You can't do anything freely here.
Right?
How can you date like that?
I would be happy if I were you, noona.
At his house, you can be passionate...
- and free... - Hey, hey, hey.
What's free and passionate, huh?
I'm letting you know definitively that this is a house of purity.
Think of wifeless me and girlfriend-less Soo Kwang.
Control yourselves.
I'd better not hear anything weird at night. I'll take Soo Kwang and...
barge in immediately and take the blanket away.
Do you even know what passion is, you jerk?
That'll be a sight to see.
Sorry.
Eat.
But do you think...
since noona slept with you once
she wants to get married?
How shocking...
...and burdensome.
I get it.
Eat if you don't want to break up with noona.
Don't you know she has a temper yet?
You're already trained like a puppy.
Wait.
Eat.
Wait.
I think his childhood incident had a far bigger effect than I thought.
Sleeping in the bathroom seems alright since he can sleep that way.
But I don't think he can even do that when he's writing.
His concentration decreases without sleep.
Then he can't write...
and that leads to anxiety.
Then he can't digest food.
It'll have a negative impact on his health.
I think it'll get worse if I just leave him like that.
He can't get any treatment while he's writing.
So, I want to prescribe medication.
But I don't know his exact state.
I think he needs an examination. You do it, sunbae.
He has a bad occupation.
Right?
Writing might be everything to Jang Jae Yul.
Help Jang Jae Yul out.
Goodness, you're totally...
...into that Jang Jae Yul.
Jang Jae Yul shouldn't find that out, right?
Wow, it seems like yesterday when you were an intern and fainted after kissing me.
Now you're grown up sleeping with a man and in love.
Why bring that up?
Help Jang Jae Yul.
Alright, you brat.
Thanks.
Choi Ho
I agreed to meet the lawyer who handled Jang Jae Bum's case.
I thought it might be good if we met him together.
What do you think?
Alright.
Let's meet him.
What is...
What's this?
Why...
Why is my friend Jae Yul...
...doing this alone?
What is this?
Well...
I think there's something wrong with Jang Jae Yul.
- He should go to the hospital. - What do you mean there's something wrong?
Jae Yul must have a valid reason.
You people...
I'll sue you if you release this!
For a breach of privacy and libel.
Got it?
We went to the place Jang Jae Yul spoke of after we got this report.
But it was an empty house and there was no one named Han Kang Woo there.
After some investigation, we found out that the address changed
so the neighborhood has a different name
but it's a burned down house where Jang Jae Yul used to live.
Under CCTV surveillance
Yeah.
Why are you calling so late?
Your friend Kang Woo...
Yeah, yeah.
What school does he attend?
What's his number?
Soonjung High School near Yangsuri. Why do you want his number?
He's a writer, right?
I wanted to meet him as a publisher.
Good boy, did you eat?
- That's a good idea. - What is this?
I'll send you...
Kang Woo's home and cell phone numbers.
What's with that cold stare?
New message from Jang Jae Yul.
Han Kang Woo.
Han Kang Woo's house.
The number you have dialed is not in the directory.
Please check the number and dial again.
Han Kang Woo's cell phone.
The number you have dialed is not in the directory.
Please check the number and dial again.
My neck hurts. Come sit next to me.
By chance...
By chance what?
Did you...
mistake me telling you I really love you
to mean you could treat me however you want?
If so, don't.
It makes me think you're really inconsiderate.
Why are you saying what I should say?
Me moving out...
Are we...
...really dating?
Are you still confused about that?
Even though we slept together?
When you're working,
I ask whether you can talk first.
I get your permission before I call.
I don't want to disturb...
...the work you love.
- Me moving out... - ...is because you can't work here.
It's because of work.
I understand that. I work, too.
Moving out?
I'm about to kick you out even if you want to stay.
Then why are you saying I'm the one who's inconsiderate?
What about you saying it's hard dating me?
When I say you're inconsiderate,
I mean working without sleeping or eating.
And appearing after five days looking gaunt.
I'm talking about hurting me by looking like that.
As for me saying it's hard dating you...
I said that because...
your appearance breaks my heart.
I make you speechless by being direct, right?
I missed you.
One more thing.
Saying you're moving out...
Did you have to blurt it out to my back when I wasn't prepared?
I was shocked as if you stabbed me in the back.
You're always so cool...
I didn't know you would be shocked.
Then what do you know?
It's nice to hear...
...you were shocked.
It sounds like you're saying you love me.
When will we meet if you move out?
What did you do with your ex-girlfriends?
When I'm not writing,
whenever either one of us wanted to.
When I'm writing...
...once in awhile.
Me, too?
Who are you comparing yourself to?
What about every Friday?
I work on Monday through Thursday. So, we can meet on...
...Friday.
My schedule isn't...
- ...set like yours. - You'll ruin your health that way.
Get used to a routine work schedule.
I won't give in.
But in exchange, I'll stay overnight.
Cool.
Ask each other permission on the phone for unexpected dates.
It's possible but no deep touches.
Where?
How about a movie theater...
restaurants, cafes or on the street.
They're all possibilities.
But not this house...
...or a motel.
In this house,
there are sleepless Jo Dong Min and...
Soo Kwang who has a great hearing.
I just don't like motels.
What about my place in Seochodong?
Seochodong?
Well...
It's not bad.
Whoa.
I hate spontaneous actions like this.
You're too difficult.
You're too forceful...
...cruel and evil.
You're training me.
Soo Kwang already...
...calls me a puppy.
Fine.
I'll grant your wish.
What do you want?
The day after tomorrow on my show...
...join the panel.
It's a panel instead of a kiss?
I love you.
I don't yet.
You know...
Well, I...
thought about it...
The biggest problem with us...
is that we argue too much.
So?
You say you love me...
and we get into arguments. But you give in.
But I don't say I love you back.
Even when I think about it,
I'm too mean.
So?
Should I turn off the light?
There is no student named Han Kang Woo at this school.
There is a Kim Kang Woo, but you said it's not him.
Sang Sook?
This is Tae Yong.
Yeah.
Can we meet?
Mother.
Goodness!
It's Jae Yul!
Why did you come so late? I waited so long.
How are you?
Eat slowly.
Alright.
The fried rice is really delicious.
I told you our restaurant has good food.
But...
I was going to scold you if you didn't come this week.
How can you not report to me when you're dating Hae Soo?
Goodness.
You're too much, Mother.
You treat your real son-in-law like crap...
...and favor Jae Yul.
He might become my son-in-law, too.
Who gets married just because they went on a trip together these days?
Right, Jae Yul?
Um...
Hae Soo and I...
are still...
...focusing on our careers.
Hey...
because of Mother's request...
you came to eat...
...and got hooked.
Wow...
I really like fried rice.
Why are you talking about marriage as soon as you call?
I'm suited to living alone.
If you're not going to marry him,
why did you sleep with him...
and have Jang Jae Yul come to Mom's restaurant?
You're weird.
What? The restaurant?
Mom already thinks he's her son-in-law.
What do you mean you're suited to live alone?
We sisters are meant for marriage down to our bones. You know that?
Mom's DNA is in us.
I never heard that the tendency for marriage is hereditary.
My husband...
drinks every other day...
and whenever he drinks, he takes out loans on the house.
Do you know why I don't divorce him?
Because in sickness and health, once a husband, forever a husband.
Mom's loyalty.
I watched and learned, okay?
You're getting old. You're nagging too much.
You can tell Jang Jae Yul is a player right off the bat.
He won't care if he breaks up with you.
Breakups are common if he's always dating someone.
But you...
you'll be crying like your life is over even if you act otherwise.
I'm hanging up.
You're not kids.
Meet him with marriage in mind even if you break up in the end.
End it if Jang Jae Yul has no thoughts of marriage.
Don't get hurt later.
Jeez, the tendency to marry is hereditary?
The things she says...
Jang Jae Yul! Jang Jae Yul!
Hurry.
Sorry, I'm so late.
Come in.
The traffic was so bad.
Whoa, whoa.
Wow...
This is my consideration toward Dr. Ji.
Why are you talking so formal?
You speak formally from now on, too.
Why?
Oh...
Hey.
To the people at the broadcasting company,
we're just on a talk show together.
They don't know we live together either.
Why do we need to set that up with a lie?
Explaining is tiresome.
You can tell Jang Jae Yul is a player right off the bat.
He won't care if he breaks up with you.
"We're dating."
Is it tiresome to say that short phrase?
Or don't you want people to know since I'm a woman you'll dump anyway?
What are you looking at? Am I wrong?
What?
A woman I'll dump?
Yeah, a woman you'll dump.
If not a woman to marry, I'm a woman to dump, right?
Why don't you answer?
Huh?
What can I say?
You're right.
It's Okay, That's Love
You're talking like you have thoughts of marrying me.
It's strange not having those thoughts.
If I stay here, we'll make passionate love soon.
What do you mean?
He sees someone there when there isn't?
Is it possible to live a normal life like that?
He can't sleep unless he's in the bathroom.
It's always about Kang Woo.
Do you like me or Kang Woo?
I like you.
I told you not to take that road.