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This drama bases psychiatry as its backdrop. All patient profiles and treatment methods are dramatized.
Did you see that?
Now she definitely knows your name.
Amytal...
Amytal - barbital-type sedative.
When I get out of here,
give my mom and brother...
...amytal injections, okay?
It's the truth!
Hyungnim...
Doctor...
Promise me.
Promise me, Doctor.
Doctor...
...promise me.
I beg you.
Please, please?
I'm...
I'm a good guy. I really am.
Even though I...
look like a criminal...
I worked in a factory when I was fifteen.
I earned money. I'm a good guy, really!
Everyone says...
I'm a monster who blames all my crimes on my brother.
But it's not true! I'm a really good guy!
I'm a good guy!
Even though my brother looks like a good guy,
he's the real bad guy.
Save me!
The case records?
I can...
...give them to you.
Please do me this favor.
From his youth until now.
Including the stepfather murder case
and...
I heard he injured his brother. All of that.
Are you getting a cold?
I don't know.
I keep coughing.
What's wrong with your fingers?
Ahjussi!
Kang Woo?
What's this?
Did Jang Jae Yul...
sleep in the bathroom?
You're...
You're here.
I suddenly feel bad...
...for being me.
What do you mean?
"You're here."
Then your eyes are full of disappointment.
Isn't Jang Jae Yul home yet?
Don't make stuff up, okay?
Hey...
...when did I?
Don't forget Yoon Chul's concert tomorrow, okay?
Wow...
He's psychic.
He should open up shop as a fortune teller.
How scary.
Who were you talking to earlier, ahjussi?
A friend.
A friend?
You were alone.
Aren't you leaving?
Let me sleep over for a night. You have a big house, ahjussi.
I lost my keys and can't go home.
My dad doesn't come home until dawn when he starts picking up old items.
Sometimes he doesn't come home for days.
My mom left home when I was three. She comes by once in awhile to give me money.
There's no one at home.
Oh, yeah.
My name is Oh So Nyeo.
Isn't it a pretty name?
Call a locksmith.
I'll buy cigarettes with this.
Tonight, I'm going to do bad things. Don't mess with me.
I'm overcome with the scent of money.
I'll spit like this.
Come in.
Sleep quietly in the living room.
Leave in the morning.
You're here.
Why are you smiling?
Will you start a fight with a smile this time?
Start a fight?
Can't I smile?
I know I do get mad more often.
What's with that candle?
It's an invocation for someone I love.
The guy on your cell phone?
I thought you were dating Choi Ho. Who's that man?
Were you two-timing?
Jealous?
It's a question.
What's that noise?
We have a guest.
A guest?
What guest?
Aren't you gonna sleep quietly?
What's she doing here?
She said she had nowhere to go.
It's just for tonight.
There are no rules in this house.
And let it be known that I own this house.
Let her sleep over for the night.
You get out.
Get out!
I have nowhere to go.
And this house...
is owned by that ahjussi.
Were you...
with her...
...all this time?
I have to work.
I beg you.
Get out.
I'm asking a question.
Were you with that...
...minor all this time?
No.
I was with someone else.
Someone else?
Yeah, someone else.
I guess you have lots of kids around you.
This kid, that kid, another kid.
Is that how you live your life?
When you texted me saying I excited you?
That was then.
Not right now.
Oh, really?
Wow...
What?
"That was then, not right now?"
Wow...
He comes onto just anyone.
I'm crazy just to be excited about him even for a second.
That arrogant playboy.
What, what, what?
Let me work.
Go ahead.
Who's stopping you?
Just leave her alone!
Don't make more noise.
Hey, hey, hey!
Hey!
How can you lie down here?
Just leave her alone so I can work!
Don't you see that arrogant, playboy wolf over there?
Do you have idle eyes? Huh?
Get up.
Do you know how many sleazy guys live in this house?
How can a girl sleep here?
Then where should I sleep?
Where do you think? In my room!
Wow, you have a human side to you.
Do you want to see the beast within my heart, too? Huh?
You arrogant playboy. You're up to no good.
Stop calling me an arrogant playboy. Even a playboy has loyalty.
Loyalty?
Like the Northwest wind, West wind, Southeast wind...
A playboy doesn't just go after anything. I pick a direction.
Know better before you talk.
Want to confirm?
Should I...
set my sights on you?
Want to see how persistent...
...I can be?
Why would I give it to a dog?
You're also a burden to me.
You're too innocent.
Being innocent is an insult? What a dirty world this is.
Right?
I ought to just...
Get up.
Yes, ma'am.
Get undressed.
Wash up, okay?
You sleep on the floor.
Yes, ma'am.
Hey.
How can you take your clothes off anywhere?
Go change in the bathroom.
Yes, ma'am.
I just...
started to dislike writing romance novels.
It seemed like playing with words.
Mystery thrillers are more fun.
You're a good cook, too. You're amazing.
How is it living with Hae Soo?
I don't mean to imply anything.
I just wondered how a man sees her.
She should be dating but she's alone.
She's very attractive.
Attractive? You should date Hae Soo then.
Not that attractive.
How many cups of coffee?
Oh, my!
Hey!
Are you crazy?
How annoying!
- Coffee's here. - Wow.
Thanks.
Hey, hey, hey, hey.
What are you doing?
I didn't break into the house.
Unni let me sleep in her room last night.
Shut up and get out.
Give me breakfast.
Don't ever come back. Go! Get out!
Don't ever come back!
Hae Soo...
Let's give her breakfast.
Do you want to die?
At any rate,
nobody better...
let that girl back in this house again.
I'll kill you.
Ugh, I guess I've lived too long!
I guess it's time for me to die!
I've lived a hard life up to now...
just to die feeding a neighborhood kid!
- Only to die in your hands! - Do I look like I'm joking?
No.
Hey.
Huh?
What are you looking at?
You looked?
We're a family.
Jang Jae Yul looked, too.
Does he count as human?
Ugh, that little...
The way she talks...
Wow...
She's half-naked.
There are three men here.
She...
doesn't see me as a man.
Or even a human being.
I'm just a kid to her.
But...
why are you being treated like a dog?
I don't know.
Does this happen often...
when she gets mad?
Being half-naked?
From time-to-time.
Why?
I want to get her more mad.
Wow, you're sexy.
Jae Yul, what are you doing this afternoon?
I'm going to write.
There's a concert, want to come?
Let's take your car to Daegu.
Might as well get some air.
It's not a bad idea.
Who else is going?
You don't like Soo Kwang or Hae Soo.
Of course not.
Just the two of us.
But someone I know...
coughs and has stiff fingers.
What hospital should he go to?
Well...
Go to Hankook University Hospital where Hae Soo Works. They're good.
Hankook University Hospital?
Hae Soo works there.
Hey!
Get in!
I'm going to your hospital.
Someone I know is sick.
It's "someone you know" today? It was "another kid?" last night.
The kid I met last night is the one who's sick.
You...
stop talking to me from now on.
Why?
Stop messing around with me.
What?
"That was then. Not now?"
What's wrong with that?
At that moment, I was truly excited by you.
Do I have to feel bad about that?
Do I have to feel bad that I didn't stay excited for you?
If so, sorry.
You...
don't say a word to me from now on, okay?
The month and a half left on your lease...
just live quietly and then leave.
Don't ever acknowledge me even if you see me on the street.
Alright.
- If that's what you want. - Not a word.
Not one word from this moment...
Hey!
Help!
Help! Help!
Help!
I just don't get her.
She gets mad if I say I'm excited.
She gets mad if I say I'm not excited.
I was thinking...
about how to prove my innocence.
I think I should...
get the amytal injection...
before my mom and brother.
I think you'll believe me more, hyungnim.
Honestly, you're...
suspicious of me, right?
Oh, yeah.
I think I might get a furlough before my release.
What's your address?
I'll head over to you as soon as I'm furloughed.
Yes.
Just a moment.
Okay.
Seokyodong...
169-1...
Okay, then.
See you then.
Hello, Warden...
It's Jo Dong Min.
When...
will the documents on Jang Jae Bum be ready?
His arm was severed.
He needs to be sedated because he's irritable.
Irritable - easily exasperated.
Alright.
Sedation - calm.
How could he cut his own arm off?
Let's work together.
He was screaming in the ambulance that he cut his own arm off because he hates it.
That's self-injury.
That's your expertise.
Let's work together.
I think it's severe body dysmorphic disorder or schizophrenia.
Body dysmorphic disorder - belief that one's own appearance is unusually defective.
Schizophrenia - disorder characterized by abnormal social behavior and failure to recognize what is real.
Yes.
What's all that?
They believe that a part of their body doesn't belong to them or have a severe aversion to it.
I've seen someone burn their face with cigarettes, but I've never seen anyone sever their arm.
It looks like they're financially strapped.
His child is my niece's age.
- Find some case studies, let's research it. - Alright.
Hey...
Professor Lee.
Let's talk.
Is it...
Don't be rude.
Alright. Go ahead.
My wife gets annoyed suddenly and says, "is this all you've got?"
"You used to be great."
That's what she's says.
How can she say that?
How can I be the same as before?
I'm getting older.
Am I a sex machine?
Perform surgery for twelve hours and do that, too?
A person can't perform if they're tired.
Did you ask her for help?
You don't know her!
She's always calling me old and making fun of me because she's younger.
I don't want to be ridiculed!
Is your wife and the mother of your child that kind of woman?
What?
She demands sex even though her husband is tired from surgery
and ridicules him if he asks for help? Is she that kind of woman?
If so, get a divorce!
Why live with such a woman?
What kind of doctor are you?
How can you say that so easily?
This isn't an exam room. I'm speaking as a friend, not a doctor.
We have a child.
Children of divorced parents grow up just fine.
But...
if you're...
not willing to ask for help...
and portraying your wife as a trashy woman...
You should think about that carefully.
Don't divorce...
because you're too lazy and embarrassed to open up like me and Jo Dong Min.
Think about it.
Look at that.
Do you see the mountain?
Do you see the flowers?
A week ago...
when the baby had just turned one and started to walk and crawl,
the patient was boiling water for coffee. She went to the market after putting water to boil on the electric pot.
The baby woke and kicked it over
and died from the burns.
Where was her husband?
I asked several times, but no answer.
Whenever I try to schedule a consultation, the wife shows signs of anxiety.
She won't take her medication either.
I think a drug induced interview is necessary in this case.
What do you think?
If so, will she really stop seeing her dead baby anymore?
There have been good results.
But...
she might go into severe depression once she fully acknowledges her baby has died.
If she keeps refusing consultation,
I think a drug induced interview is necessary.
Explain to her husband and fully describe what might occur afterward.
You know I'm off this afternoon, right?
Yes.
Go on.
Go on ahead.
You like her, right? That noona.
Jeez.
Ji Hae Soo.
Why are you staring at me like that?
What's wrong?
Oh, yeah.
You told me not to talk to you.
Sorry.
I forgot.
Jeez, I really hate the sight of him.
Where are you, sunbae?
I can leave now. I just have to organize my charts.
- Jo Hyang? - Yes.
Come in.
Why aren't they calling you?
I'm sure they will soon.
Oh, it's you, Mr. Jang.
When will Han Kang Woo be examined?
I'm a fan of your radio show.
Thank you.
But...
It's been a long time since...
Han Kang Woo has been waiting to be seen.
It's Han Kang Woo.
He requested an examination.
Han Kang Woo never requested an examination.
What are you talking about? I saw him request one earlier.
Kang Woo...
Where did he go?
I'm sorry.
Did he run away because he got scared?
What an odd kid...
Ah, jeez...
What are you doing here?
Going to the concert. I'm close to Yoon Chul hyung and Hae Jin noona, too.
What's going on?
How could you quit because a customer said you had a record?
Your parents were so happy you got a job.
You jerk.
Ong Kyu?
Ong Kyu!
That jerk.
He was sent to juvenile hall for school violence.
They didn't care when his uncle beat him.
After he became a criminal, the family takes an interest and hates him.
Violence is ignored.
Punishment is given with a knife.
The world is like that.
I've experienced it, too.
But...
Wasn't it just us two?
You told me it was just us.
I'm a good liar.
Didn't you know? It's not just two of us, but all four of us.
Hae Soo!
Get in.
Why would I get in this car?
You take the bus then.
Get in for now.
I don't want to! Why should I get in?
Forget it then!
What's your problem?
Jae Yul is driving us, you should be grateful!
Why don't you want to?
Hae Jin is having a hard time because she can't take medicine while pregnant.
You're the one who said let's go support them!
I'm the one who's busy but making time.
What's your problem?
I never said let's take Jang Jae Yul's car!
Just get in. It's a free ride.
Who's more important? Yoon Chul hyung and Hae Jin noona or hating him?
You be quiet.
I'll count to three.
Go home if you're not coming.
One, two, three! Let's go, Soo Kwang.
Why not take the bus?
Why hold out if you were coming?
Sorry, you're the one driving long distance because of me,
and you had to see this crazy shit.
You're not responsible for this crazy shit.
Don't worry about it.
Who's the singer at the concert today?
Hae Soo's favorite guy...
who's on her cell phone.
He's married, so what's the point?
Are you seeing a married man?
Why would I go out with a married man when bachelors give me a headache?
Don't talk to me.
You shouldn't talk then.
That moron keeps talking to me.
Since when do you answer to people so nicely? You're funny.
She met Yoon Chul hyung at a club and became a fan. We're close to him, too.
He's really charismatic.
If he didn't have a girlfriend, noona would have gone for him. Right, noona?
Shut your mouth.
He's totally sexy.
A total man.
She's a schizophrenic. He married her even though she has a mental illness.
He even got disowned from his rich family.
Hey.
Leave him alone. Why are you getting mad when he's talking about his friend?
Sunbae...
Hae Jin is a friend of ours, not a patient.
Friends can talk about their friends. Why should we hide that anyway?
Hae Jin and Yoon Chul talk about it openly.
This is the funny thing...
Cancer patients or patients with missing legs...
Those patients get sympathy and empathy...
but mental patients are stigmatized.
Like seeing a disgusting insect.
If three big stresses happen in a row, anyone can get a mental illness.
Everyone acts like it can never happen to them.
That's why Hae Soo is like that.
Understand her.
You..
better not look at my friends strangely. I won't allow it.
I think you're the strangest one in the world.
But...
getting married is amazing.
They're having a baby, too.
A baby?
Why are you so surprised?
Having a baby is no problem as long as the husband isn't like you.
You're the one with the problem!
Why do you keep cutting into our conversation with Jae Yul?
You're distracting our Jae Yul while he's driving.
"Our Jae Yul."
Yeah, our Jae Yul...
Kind Jae Yul...
He doesn't say much or show off, but he's a really good guy.
He let the girl sleep over.
He let us stay at the house.
He drives us long distance today.
He desensitized you!
Stop it!
Jae Yul, pull into that rest stop.
I have to pee.
She can still take her medicine during pregnancy.
It's safe with no side effects.
But she's just nervous.
She's worried the medication will affect her unborn baby.
If she doesn't take medicine,
does she have episodes?
The probability is high.
That's why she's nervous...
since we know how she feels and we're cheering her on...
...offering our support.
Hey, jerk!
Why did you hang up earlier!
What?
Don't cry.
Okay.
I'll call you hyung from now on.
Don't call me that.
I'll call you hyung.
Give the girl a job at the cafe.
We have to hire a part-timer anyway.
I'll call you hyung then.
She's a minor.
I won't go out with her.
So, hire her and I'll call you hyung.
And if you like me enough...
you can teach me...
how to get women.
Teach him, you're an expert.
I was going to anyway.
It's been so long since I've kissed anyone.
How do you get women?
Tell me.
Just throw them away.
You'll lose if you want to gain.
If you're prepared to lose them,
you're more likely to gain them.
What do you mean? Look at women like they're rocks?
Is that what you mean?
Just live as you are.
I'll call you hyung.
Teach me!
Where is it?
It already started!
- It's started! - Really?
Noona.
Hurry up!
I opened the door.
I'm not starting a fight.
Where's his wife?
Over there.
She doesn't look sick.
Do you think a mental patient looks like a monster?
I don't know.
It's just surprising because she looks so normal.
Isn't Hae Jin pretty?
That guy would've been mine if I hadn't lost to her looks.
Encore! Encore!
Encore!
Alright, alright. I'm going now.
Don't quit your job. Keep working!
Okay, I'm on my way.
Leave without me.
I think I need to stay here today.
Why?
Hae Jin's anxiety isn't getting better even when you talk to her?
Yeah, her eyes are anxious and she won't calm down.
I took work off tomorrow so leave without me.
Bye.
I want to stay, too.
But I have to stop Won Kyu from quitting his job.
Okay, bye.
Bye.
Take care.
Take care, noona.
Yoon Soo noona is working late tonight, so I have to open up.
Bye.
- I want to stay, too... - No thanks.
Thank you.
Be careful.
No!
Hae Jin!
Hae...
Isn't that Hae Jin noona?
Hae Jin!
Hey!
Hae Soo!
She's having an episode! Go the opposite way you were headed earlier!
Yeah!
Hae Jin...
Hae Jin!
That guy Yoon Chul can't swim.
Get him!
Noona.
Hae Jin noona!
You can't swim either!
- Let go! - Stay here!
Hae Jin noona!
Hae Jin!
Get out.
Let's get out.
No!
She's pregnant!
She can't swallow water!
Jang Jae Yul!
Jae Yul!
Jae Yul! Come out!
Jang Jae Yul!
Hae Jin!
Jang Jae Yul!
Should I have stayed under longer?
So, you could give me mouth-to-mouth?
Why didn't you?
Don't touch me, it's weird.
You can feel at a time like this?
Shut your mouth.
I saved someone!
Hae Jin, keep crying, okay?
Keep crying, keep crying.
It's all my fault.
If I hadn't...
brought up abortion while on our walk.
If your wife is having a hard time...
I would have said the same thing.
Stay strong.
Staying strong is the best way to prove your friendship to us.
Got it?
Are you still sad?
Hire the girl at the cafe.
Act like you gave her the job.
So, you'll look good.
I'll call you hyung.
I'll teach you how to swim later.
Well...
you stay and help until the rehab center vehicle arrives tomorrow.
We're going to take the ambulance to the city.
Okay.
Bye.
Let's go.
I'll call you hyung.
Hurry up!
It's hot.
What does she see during an episode?
It depends on the person.
Someone might see a snake.
Others might see the roof collapsing.
Hae Jin sees her friends chasing her with insults.
I was against their marriage initially.
I told them to just be friends. They cut off contact.
So, they came back to you when they got married and pregnant?
Yeah.
Why did you tell them not to have a baby?
You're a doctor.
It's hard to endure this type of situation with love alone.
Even now, I honestly don't think they'll last forever.
But I did want to support them.
If they live happily,
I hope that maybe I can believe in love, too.
I light a candle at home for them.
I pray for help.
Anyone to help them.
Will love really save them?
Of course.
Are you a romantic?
Do you believe...
love will only lead to happiness, bravery and butterflies?
Along with pain, blame, sadness and torment.
It leads to unhappiness, too.
Love will also give you the strength...
to overcome those challenges.
That's what it takes...
...to call it love.
Who taught you that?
From love.
I love this one woman...
...like crazy.
That woman's name...
...is Mom.
They're kissing.
I want to be in love.
Don't look at me weirdly.
Do you know how much you learn about the life's mysterious rules when you're in love?
I don't want to find out.
First...
...you feel great.
Second...
...you learn patience.
Until the woman falls for you?
Third...
you learn to be considerate.
What consideration?
In order for a man and a woman to both feel...
Forget it.
Why don't you keep going?
I'm a psychiatrist. I can listen dispassionately.
What is this...
sexual harassment or something?
Arrogant playboy.
I told you even an arrogant playboy has loyalty.
One direction like the Northwest wind, West wind, Southeast wind...
It's on a different level than a two-timer like Choi Ho.
So, you wouldn't do that?
I listen to women.
I may not look it...
but I'm surprisingly submissive and dependent.
If a woman tells me not to do something, I never do it.
Are you laughing at me?
Don't say anything unless we've gone out.
You'd be shocked if we went out.
Where are you going?
To sleep. It's not like we're going to sleep together.
Are you going to sleep in the car?
Submissive?
You?
You kissed me so aggressively like that.
Submissive, my butt.
You guys!
Stop kissing, I'm going in!
How do you feel?
I'll overcome it for sure.
I'm going to have a baby who resembles Yoon Chul.
I know you don't want to go to the rehab center.
But just for two weeks for the baby since you can't take medicine, okay?
Thank you always.
Keep up your strength, friend.
When the baby is about to be born,
...you deliver.
Of course!
Go on.
Oh, yeah.
Where's your boyfriend?
Don't worry about him. He's probably sleeping in the car or something.
Go on.
Why don't you go out with him?
He seems great.
Bye, bye.
No.
Go on.
Bye.
I'll call.
Jang Jae Yul!
Remember to take your medicine.
Alright, see you next time, Doctor.
- Take care. - Alright.
There are so many panic attack cases lately.
A messenger came, Doctor.
Your next patient is running ten minutes late.
Alright.
Case Records
Prisoner Identification Card
Jang Jae Yul, sibling.
Jang Jae Yul?
Jang Jae Yul, Jang Jae Bum
Bestselling author Jang Jae Yul's attack case sentencing.
Heartless, immoral hyung.
What is this?
Jang Jae Yul is Jang Jae Bum's brother?
Jang Jae Yul!
Jang Jae Yul, are you in the bathroom?
Jang Jae Yul, what are you doing?
Jang Jae Yul...
Come on, let's go.
Why...
Why aren't you asking?
You were probably shocked seeing me sleeping in the bathroom.
I guess other women you dated were shocked.
Of course.
One woman...
told me she understood...
but posted insults on SNS.
Another woman...
cut off contact the next day.
The OCD patients I know
even sleep in doghouses.
I know somewhere nice here.
Want to stop and take a walk?
It started when I was fifteen.
You don't have to tell me.
I was innocent back then.
My hyung and stepfather
used to hit me all the time.
My stepfather just hated me.
Hyung...
told me I was an idiot for getting hit by my stepfather.
That day, it was my stepfather.
He wanted my money to gamble.
I couldn't give it to him because it was my school tuition.
I ran for my life.
But damn it...
there's nowhere to run in the country.
I...
found an outhouse...
below the mountain.
What do...
...you think I did?
It's funny, isn't it?
I jumped into that disgusting pit.
It started then.
To me, the bathroom became...
...the safest place.
After that, I never slept in the bedroom.
The bed is for show in my room.
It's the trauma...
you psychiatrists refer to.
Trauma - mental injury.
Wait for me.
This is so nice!
Wow, this is nice.
But...
is it a serious illness?
My illness is the serious one. I can't sleep with a man as an adult.
I'm good at treatment, right?
Refresh your mind.
Your thoughts lighten up when you laugh.
I'm a pretty good doctor, right?
A little.
A little?
I can prescribe medicine if you're having a hard time. It works really well.
I'll just live with it.
It does give me nightmares.
But I can still sleep.
A doctor told me before...
I'll have trouble writing if I take medicine.
Okay, just live with it.
Eighty percent of the world's population suffers from neurosis.
Neurosis - mild mental illness.
Almost everyone has some form of mild mental illness.
But if you'd prefer a good night's sleep rather than write,
take medicine and get therapy, okay?
But...
you're not just going to leave after seeing that clear water, are you?
I don't like water at all.
I like it like this. This moment is just perfect.
Just do it.
Just like I told you my secret today.
Just.
You'll feel lighter.
I can't just do things.
Hey.
No, no.
No!
Are you crazy? You can't.
No!
I don't want to!
No!
Let's do it!
It's so refreshing!
So refreshing!
Refreshing!
I did it.
I just did it.
I'll get water in my ears!
I didn't know...
how to just do things.
You just have to do it!
So refreshing!
Refreshing!
You...
It's Okay, That's Love
I don't like you.
You go after just anyone.
Not just anyone. I kissed you because I like you.
You should know I won't get involved with you.
Go out with me.
Knock on my door three times or let my phone ring three times.
If you weren't an arrogant playboy,
it's not like I don't have any feelings for you.
You'll be surprisingly charmed with my charisma if we go out.
I climbed out of the ravine.
Did you hear your phone ring three times?